Mya Grant POV

Fuck my back hurts "why is this baby so fucking heavy" I groaned. It's been a crazy few months. Yale let me and Jones do this semester online. I'm 8 months so I'm due any day now.

But I have to go home in January they said those are my last set of classes they want me physically there for it. Which gives me enough time to have my baby. Which I still don't know the gender of.

I also tired to contact George in the pass few months. But I guess his number changed so I'm not trying anymore.

Right now I'm getting ready for a doctors appointment. Jones is just waiting on me and a bitch feels huge.

Looking at my outfit I pout at my belly. I know it just mean my baby healthy but damn. Grabbing my purse "Mya come on" Jones yelled at me and I wobbled my ass down the hallway.

He grabbed my hand and we went to the doctor. The entire time I kept having horrible pains. "How the fuck do people do this more then once" I said. This shit ain't for me I ain't popping out no more babies.

Going to my appointment the doctor was waiting on me. "Okay Mya how you doing honey" he asked "I'm okay just in a lot of pain right now" I said he had me removed my underwear.

As soon as my panties drops so did a bunch of water. I looked up at the nurse and she looking at me. "Is this your first day or something. Why the hell you just staring" I asked her the fuck.

She snapped out of it and got the doctor. "Get Jones" I said a few minutes later Jones and the doctor ran into the room. Looking between my legs "ooh my" the nurse came in wheeling me to a delivery room.

"Can I get a epidural" I asked the nurse and she said no apparently the baby head is already showing. Ain't that a bitch "ahhh fuck" I yelled "get this thing out of me" who great idea was this to have a baby.

"Okay Mya I need you to push for me" the doctor said " about Damn time" I said pushing with everything I got. Jones holding one of my legs while nurse holding the other.

"You doing mommy. Give us one big one" I nod yes "Ahhhhh" then a cry went around the room. "It's a girl" the doctor give her to me. She's beautiful and now I'm crying kissing her all over her face.

"She looks just like you" Jones said. "What are naming my Godbaby" he said looking at her "Emily Olive Luke" I said he looked at me "your giving her his last name?" He asked surprise.

I shrug "its his child" I said he kissed my forehead. He convinced me to do it. I wasn't planning to but it's his baby too.

We just got back home yesterday Jones is moving in with me. He's been so helpful these pass few weeks. My baby is now one month and she's a little chocolate drop.

He really is a best friend a girl can ever have. He helps around the house with the baby. Cooking he's great you'd think this is his baby.

(Don't we just love babies)

I also got Emily room set up since it was delivered last night. It took me all night to get her room back how it was.

Looking at the time Emily is taking a nap. Deciding to go and shower and put on some clothes. I need to go grocery shopping.

Looking at my outfit I've been really subconscious about my body lately. It's also cold I make sure I'm covered. Bundling up my baby to make sure she's warm.

Putting her in my car and packing her stroller. Jones is driving and I'm in the back with Emily. Getting up Walmart strapping my baby in her stroller we went inside. Jones pushing the cart and I'm pushing the stroller.

We need food my house is empty I also need a breast pump for when school starts. Jones and I are talking shit about this couple. Laughing at how she just beat his ass in Walmart. When he stopped laughing I turned to the direction he was looking.

There stood Lisa staring at us. I rolled my eyes and kept walking straight pass her. "Mya wait" I stopped and looked at her "I'm sorry" she said I nod and walked off. She didn't believe me and caused my whole relationship. I might forgive her but we'll never be friends again.

I walked to get my breast pump "Jones please talk to her for me" I heard Lisa told him. "You don't know what you cost or put her though. Don't speak to me you were never our friend" he said coming behind me.

I wiped the tear from under my eye we bought our stuff and went home. Putting away all our things I feed Emily then started pumping. Looking for a good babysitter not really trusting anyone with my child.

I have interviews tomorrow.

I've lost weight and have a full beard Lean signed the papers and left. Lisa broke up with her boyfriend and now it's me and her. I miss Mya I only hope that she'll be able to forgive me.

I'm such a idiot I can't believe I did that to her.

Sitting down watching football drinking a beer Lisa comes home. Her face red and puffy "what's wrong" I asked her. "I saw Mya at Walmart" my heart dropped she's back.

"She won't even talk to me. No one likes me or tolerates me I lost my best friend because I was jealous at her." She said crying "she had baby and I wasn't even there for her. That could had been my godchild" when she said baby my heart stopped.

She had a baby she had my baby. But I was always careful then I flashed back. "Don't cum until I say so" I have looked for old phone.

It's still on I just had it off looking at the missed calls from her. Listening to the voicemail.

"Hey it's me I miss you"

"Hey baby please just let me explain"

"I promise I'll never hurt you"

"Hmm I know you said you nothing to do with me but I'm pregnant"

"It's me again I'm leaving for a while"

"Hey I'm at my doctors appointment listen to our babies heart beat"

"Boom baboom boom baboom"

"Hey I sent you pictures of my ultrasound"

Grabbing me keys and I run out the door. Driving down the street like a maniac. Getting to her house Im beating on the door.

Then it opened there stood the love of my life with this beautiful chocolate baby in her arms. She stepped aside letting me in and we walked into her room. I sat in the chair she handed me my baby. And for the first time in my life I cried.