Mya Grant Pov

Im sitting on my bed while George hold Emily for the first time. He's done crying but I don't have much to say. He hurt me and it's going to be a while before I can let him back in.

"What's her name?" He asked "Emily Olive Luke" I said rubbing my elbow "you give her my last name and part of my middle name" he said and I nod. "Baby" I cut him off "you lost your right to call me that months ago" I said he nod "Mya I'm so sorry. I came back looking for you but you were gone. And then I got new phone forgetting about my other one"

"Which was dead until I charged it today" he said and I nod "please forgive me" he said I nod "I forgive you but that's all I'm doing. I'm only doing it because every child needs their father in there life" I said and he nod.

There was a knock on the door and Jones walked in "did you still wanted me to keep her while you nap" he asked "no she's spending time with her dad" he nod and walked out.

It was quiet for while "Mya?" I looked up at him "I love you" he said I nod my head. "Her room is right next door to mines. I'm going to sleep for a few hours. Give her Jones when your done" I told him.

He walked out the room trying to kiss my cheek but I moved out the way. Closing my door I wiped the tear that feel. I still love him but he's going to have to go through hell and back for my forgiveness.

Laying down letting sleep over take me. Turning up my baby monitor listening to him sing to Emily.

Sitting in Emily room rocking her to sleep as I sing to her. I can't believe I missed Mya entire pregnancy and the birth of my child. I'm such an idiot. She won't even look me in my eye.

Sighing I started singing to her.

Isn't she lovely?

Isn't she wonderful?

Isn't she precious?

Less than one minute old

I never thought through love we'd be

Making one as lovely as she

But isn't she lovely made from love?

Isn't she pretty?

Truly the angel's best

Boy, I'm so happy

We have been Heaven-blessed

I can't believe what God has done

Through us, He's given life to one

But isn't she lovely made from love?

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She feel asleep on my chest and I didn't dear make a move to wake her. Staring at her I smiled how she looks just like her mother but has my grey eyes.

She has my ears I kissed her little ears. Sighing I have to make it up to her.

Waking up to Emily crying checking her diaper she's wet. I haven't changed a diaper in 20years. Grabbing her diaper and wipes going on YouTube pulling up an tutorial. I got it on the second try.

Walking her downstairs I'm looking for formula but I don't see any. Sighing I heard someone came downstairs looking I see Mya. "Your still here" she said and I nod. "She's hungry but I can't find any formula" I told her.

"I'm breast feeding let's go back upstairs. She grabbed some water we went in her room. They sat on the bed I sat in the chair. She lift up her shirt and I watched my baby feed. Lean only give Lisa formula I've never seen this.

I smiled at the sight it just made me love her more. As she feed Emily started to go back to sleep. Mya laid down and I just sat up watching them.

"You can come lay down if you want." She said I nod I was about to go behind her but she pointed to the other side of the bed.

Laying down getting comfy Mya turned the tv on. Watching spongebob it's about 2am. I looked over at her "I'm going to get you back Mya. If it's the last thing I do I'm going to marry you." I told her looking her in her eyes.

I wiped the tear that feel out "I love you" I told her "I love you too" then she closed her eyes. She still loves me I still have a chance. Falling sleep with my family in front of me.

Emily woke me her momma still sleep I can tell she's tired. Getting up taking Emily to her room. I used the bathroom brushing my teeth and washing my face.

Getting back in her room to change her. Going downstairs I see the same guy from last night. Does he live here he looked up me "hey" he said "Hello" i said he hand me a bottle.

"There's breast milk in the freezer" he told me and I nod "do you live here?" I asked he nod yes "are you and Mya" he looked at me laugh. "Ooh no honey your more my type then she is" he said and I was relieved and embarrassed at the same time.

"She's going to take you back" he said I looked up at him "just don't hurt her again she put all her trust in you for you break her heart" I looked down at the floor feeling guilty "I won't be able to save your relationship a second time" he said walking off with a cup of coffee.

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