《The book of forever》Chapter 1.9: Unfounded fears, not unfounded
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Sometimes things just don't work out like you hoped, sometimes the world hits you so you mope, sometimes those fears you've been pushing far down... they were right, they were sound, so it resounds.
But let that not keep you down and in pain, maybe for a bit, but it's not your bane. pull your cursed body back up, never fall. Sometimes things just happen, no fault at all.
Sometimes people just split up, it is fine. Learn from it, churn from it, find your lost mind. Focus again, to the future, rewind; focus on the past, do better next time. We're human and we can do not but learn. We are human and what we lack, we yearn.
It hurts for sure, my heart grasps for a voice, it hurts for sure, but we'll learn from our choice.
Thankyou for the happy memories hon, these fields in my heart will be baren long. It will take some time, but I'll move along, this pain, this happiness, accents my song.
Do I have regrets? Surely I still do. Could I have done better, surely that too. But it's no reason to throw away time, crystalized memories of you and mine.
I won't forget but I won't still linger, I need to move on one day... here I lay. Today is not that day, today... I rest. I cry, I laugh, I'll do my very best. Between curtains of tears, moments of rest.
Beautiful as the memories closed off, beautiful as your voice gentle and soft, beautiful as these days spent together, we will move on, not in pain, but in song.
I've learned about myself, surely you too, time moves on, a unrelenting soft tune. Questions unanswered, questions not once seen, answers deleted, what did we once mean? I'm sure years from now, when we've lost our notes, when but faded memory, it'll float, Visions of a past time, looked in gold light. No regrets, only "it's alright", thankyou.
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Thankyou for spending your time with me once, thankyou for caring for me once as well, thanks for the memories. For being you. Sorry we couldn't do what we once dreamed, for not making you happy as seemed.
I didn't mean for it to end so soon, but that will be a lingering regret. Something to learn from, you, I won't forget. I wish we made more memories, but still... I enjoyed your company, on I mill. Seeking a future where my heart is filled.
This warmth you've given me, these smiles too, This time you've given me, makes the sky blue. It makes the world slightly brighter at last. You are a cherished part of my found past... If we ever cross again, our lone paths. Let it not be in apology or wrath. Instead in remembrance, in a thanks. Instead in self growth and laughter unbound.
If we meet again, please smile for me, smile and laugh, tell me of your own glee. Let this not be a scar on my own heart, instead a small bruise in which I will heal. the pain, the happiness, it all is real. The happiness you gave me is surreal.
Thanks for the memories, is this goodbye? Thanks for the laughs, in my heart you'll reside.
Thankyou. Maybe we'll talk again one day... If we meet again, what will we then say?
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