Dear Kookie,

By the time your reading this I might be dead. I wanted to tell you so many things and also apologize. I'm sorry for hurting you ,Jungguk. It was intentional. I'm sorry if I was pushing you away from me. I just need to do that for you to not be hurt if you knew about my condition.

I'm sorry if I hid it to you. I don't want you to worry that much. I don't want you to be hurt as well too. I want you to live your life as it is. I want you to spend your life to the fullest and with the person who would spend their life with you longer.

Jungguk.

Don't beat Jimin. Don't be angry with him. He isn't what you think he is. He is a far cousin of mine. He just helped me fix every thing before I die. He gave me the time of my life. He drove me to places that I never knew existed. I'm sorry If it isn't you who did that. And if you did ? It would be hard for us to let go of each other.

Please don't be sad. I want to see your bunny smile more often up above. I want to see you laugh more. I want you to continue on your dreams of being an idol. Don't worry you have me supporting you all the way for this.

Please don't cry. I want you to be happy. Be happy always,Kookie. That'll make me happy too.

Remember that I loved you when I was living and still I love you always and forever.

I love you,Jungguk.

Thank you for making my past years of life happy.

Thank you for making my stomach ache because of the lame jokes you had learned from Jin-Oppa.

Thank you for teaching me how to dance. Didn't you know that it was one on my bucket list? Yeah, it was to dance with the person I love and will cherish the most.

Thank you for spending 3 years, 4 months , 2 weeks ,3 days ,10 minutes and 40 seconds of your life with me.

Thank you for giving me the love I was longing for. It warmed my heart.

Thank you for the hugs and kisses we shared.

Thank you for the cuddles we had every night.

Thank you for teaching me not to give up on life too soon.

I love you so much my bunny.

I will always cherish you in my heart and mind always.

Love ,

Y/N ❤