:: chapter twenty-one ::

{ first things first, this chapter is rated, you are warned. next the way i wrote the rated parts are sucky, it’s ugly, hateful and insert other synonymous words here, you are warned. third, i will never write things like this ever again ;A; fourth, i hope you will enjoy. fifth, what are you waiting for read the chapter now kekeke :D }

They were enjoying each other’s accompany that they barely noticed that they were already at their destination, his villa. Dara stared at the exquisite and simple architecture of his villa. It was sitting facing the sea, any girl’s ideal house. It has a huge garden with a perfect landscape design. The house was astonishing itself, mostly made of wood and glasses. It has a very calm atmosphere and the colors of the house did a great effect with it. It was neat, beautiful and simple, but most of all her dream house. She glanced at Jiyong as the latter open the gate for the two of them.

She remained silent as they walked to the door of the house. ‘I was supposed to not show you this until we graduate in highschool but I guess it can’t be helped,’ he said chuckling as he pressed the code for the door’s lock and it opened. Dara remained silent as they walked inside the house with him still holding her hand telling her stories regarding the house, his supposedly surprise for her after they graduate in highschool. ‘I saw this on the internet, the owner said he designed it for her daughter,’ he smiled as they continued roaming around the place.

‘I figured out you’ll like this... beside this will help your condition. I just think this is perfect,’ he continued as Dara kept her silence as she stared at him, then occasionally glance at the whole house. They then climbed the wooden staircase as it leads them to the second floor where there were rooms and one wooden door at the end of the corridor. Jiyong quickly lead her to the room at the end of the corridor. He pressed the code and the door opened revealing a huge room.

It has a queen size bed in the middle of it as it has white thin curtains around it hanging from the wooden frame of the bed. One side of the wall was made out of glasses, where the perfect view of the sea can be seen. There was also a plasma TV, white coach and it was so perfect, it was everything she imagined it would be... it was everything that she kept on telling him whenever they would talk about their future, whenever she just like to tell what her plans are, her dreams are. Then her eyes landed on one of the wall, a wall filled with her pictures, with their pictures.

She slowly walked to the wall as she stared at each picture, recognizing it all coming from his camera. Jiyong followed her as he scratched his head finally noticing her unusual silence. ‘Is there any problem? Is there something you didn’t like about the house?’ he asked, nervous as he bit his lips. When he bought the house, checked it and managed everything he has always been imagining her reaction. He can imagine her laughing, smiling, and jumping while giving her usual side comments but now it didn’t turned out the way he had always imagine it. And for the first time he felt frustrated, he failed in the thing he put his heart into... or so he thought.

There was silence between them as Dara kept her eyes on the pictures while he stared at her back, then she started sobbing which quickly worried him. ‘Hey what’s wrong? Is your leg hurting from the walk? Tell me where it hurts,’ he said gently as he guided her to sit on the bed while she continued sobbing. He knelt down in front of him eyes still locked on her. ‘What’s wrong? Don’t you like the house?’ he asked. ‘Don’t worry I’ll find another one, something that will fit to your dream house,’ he smiled as he caressed her hair. She shook her head.

‘It is perfect, everything here is perfect,’ she cried now much louder, and more like that of a child as she threw herself to him that they fell on the floor. Jiyong’s lips broke into a smile as he felt his heart just somersault inside his chest, knowing everything he did was worth it, the sleepless surfing in the internet, the endless canvass and the long travel hours just to finish everything. Dara was still crying as she buried her face on the crook of his neck.

‘Why are you doing this?’ she asked still crying. ‘Doing what?’ he gently asked as he caressed her back trying to calm her. ‘This!’ she wailed making him chuckle. ‘Doing exactly what?’ he asked as she bawled louder. ‘Why are you doing all of these?!’ she asked more as he smiled and gently sat down as he locked his eyes with hers. ‘You’re not listening,’ he said. ‘I have always said why I am doing this... every day I tell you why I am doing this,’ he smiled at her. ‘And for the nth time let me tell you again,’ he added as he brushed his thumb at her wet cheek.

‘I love you...’ he said as she cried more and hugged him tightly burying her face on his chest. ‘But that’s not enough to be this perfect to me... I don’t even know if I deserve all of this!’ she wailed as Jiyong hugged her tightly. ‘It was more than enough... loving you is more than enough reason for me to give all of these to you...’ he answered back. He then pulled away from her as he wiped her tears and placed her chin between his fingers as he slowly pulled her to him. She fluttered her eyes close as their lips brushed with each other and with that he kissed her and just let everything be taken by the fluttering of their hearts and by the bliss that the moment brought.

‘Only you deserved this...’ he whispered in between their kiss as she pulled from the kiss and locked him tightly in her arms. ‘I love you...’ she whispered again and again until he got tired of it until he will be the one begging for her to stop saying those three overused words to him. But those moments will never arrive for no matter what happen he knew he will never get tired of hearing those words from her. He knew his heart will always flutter hearing those overly used, damn cliché and cheesy line coming straight from her. And he knew he will give up everything just to keep hearing her say those words to him.

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‘What are we going to cook for lunch?’ she asked as she wrapped her arms around his waist. Jiyong was standing in front of the sink as he turn on the faucet and let the water run on the frozen goods that they bought earlier. ‘Well, what do you want?’ he asked as he shifted his body facing her. He wrapped his arms around her waist and pressed her body on his. Dara suddenly giggled out of giddiness as she bit her lips. ‘Feels like we’re married,’ she giggled making him nod in agreement. ‘I get you a lot,’ he chuckled as he leaned his forehead with hers.

‘What about let’s just have some sandwich then watch TV in our room... then let’s wait for the sunset,’ she suggested as he squinted his eyes thinking about her suggestion. ‘Not bad, but promise me you’ll eat dinner, tons of dinner,’ he said grinning at her. ‘Yes sir,’ she said saluting as she broke into giggles. ‘Okay soldier, go upstairs and wait for your lunch,’ he said smiling making her pout. ‘I want to help preparing it,’ she retorted. Jiyong kissed her pouting lips as he chuckled. ‘Not today okay? Let me serve you,’ he said trying to be cool. Dara rolled her eyes. ‘Fine, don’t take too long okay? I’m quite hungry,’ she said as she pulled herself away from him as she paced out of the kitchen.

She then jerked her head on the kitchen door staring at him. ‘Don’t take too long,’ she reminded him again. ‘Yes ma’am. I know you’re hungry,’ he answered saluting. ‘Not only that,’ she said smiling as he gave her a questioning look. ‘I might miss you so hurry up soldier,’ she smiled at him as she waved her hand and walked away without looking at his reaction. Jiyong can’t help not to chuckle at her cuteness as he covered his face with both of his palm trying to calm down the giddiness that was like a virus spreading at his entire body.

He tightly shut his eyes as he let go a deep breath. He then walked to the fridge, when he was about to open the fridge he sat down as he covered his face trying to control the giddiness that was taking all over his body. ‘Kwon Jiyong... seriously,’ he whispered to himself while shaking his head and still having the giddy grin on his lips.

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It took him almost 30 minutes to prepare everything and when he open the door of their room there he saw her lying on the sofa sleeping with the television on and was playing some cartoons. He smiled as he placed the tray on the top of the wooden center table as he sat down beside her and caressed her hair which stirred her from her nap as she sat down rubbing her eyes. ‘Omo, I feel asleep,’ she whispered with a pout and he can’t help not to fall for her over again. He smiled as he stared at his cute girlfriend. He then reached her as he snuggled her closer to him. She smiled at him as she grabbed one sandwich and took a bite before grabbing the remote and started scanning for channels once more.

‘You make the best sandwich in the world,’ she grinned at him as he rolled his eyes. ‘Oh please it’s just breads which are stuffed with things...’ he said chuckling making her frown. ‘Yah! I’m serious!’ she exclaimed making him laugh. ‘I’m serious also,’ he retorted as she grimaced which made her cuter. He just smiled as she pulled her making her lie on his chest as he grabbed the remote from her hand turn off the TV and slid it on the center table.

‘How... how can you make me feel like I am the only perfect guy in the world despite all the shit in me?’ he asked as he caressed her hair, staring straight in her brown beautiful eyes. ‘Because you are perfect, any girl would envy me,’ she grinned proudly at him. He chuckled. ‘I mean... I’m serious here,’ he answered back. She tilted her head keeping her eyes on his. ‘I am too... you’re really perfect,’ she said like it was the only truth in the world. ‘Dara... I’m serious,’ he chuckled.

‘It’s because you believe in me, in what I say, in what I feel...’ she finally answered smiling at him as his lips broke into a smile. He gently made her sat down as he sat down himself. ‘Let’s eat, then let’s take the bikes out,’ he smiled at her. ‘Omo! You got bikes here?!’ she asked excitedly as he nodded grabbing one sandwich and took a bite on the it. ‘You know what you’re right... these are the best sandwich in the world,’ he smiled arrogantly which made her roll her eyes. ‘Conceited,’ she muttered as they both broke into laughters.

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After almost two hours of biking, they both stopped at the beach. Dara was so happy that she was bouncing like a child playing with the water, not minding if it’s cold or what. Jiyong would watch her as he took pictures of her as she splash and play with the sea or if she rolled on the sand, dig and just do everything. Dara then grabbed a stick as she draw herself on the sand making Jiyong laugh. ‘Yah! Why are you laughing!?’ she asked as she pointed him the stick. He raised his hands. ‘I find it cute,’ he answered suppressing his laughs. ‘The truth... spill out the truth,’ she said squinting her eyes on him. ‘Babe, that’s the truth,’ he smiled at her. She pouted as she threw the stick away and dashed to him. They both stumbled on the sand laughing.

‘I therefore conclude you’re addicted to me,’ Jiyong said raising his brow with a proud grin plastered on his lips. Dara nodded. ‘I am addicted to you,’ she said biting her lips and with that she leaned forward as she claimed his lips which caught him off guard. But with a smirk on his lips he closed his eyes as he pulled her more, deepening the kiss.

Just when he was starting to get really into the kiss, Dara pulled away and quickly ran away from him. Making him frown as he stood up and chase her and with that like children enjoying the summer they chased each other, played with the water and just have fun not thinking about everything they left behind, about the life the left just to be together.

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Dara was hugging her knees as she was sitting down on the edge of the bed starring at Jiyong who was sliding his white v-neck shirt on his body in their dark room that was only illuminated by the moon in the night sky. She was staring at him as if he was the most fascinating thing she had ever seen in her life. Jiyong shifted his body facing her then their eyes met. There was a long and very warm silence between them it was as if they were contented with just staring at each other, like there was a story that slowly unfolds with each seconds that passed the clock. He then slowly walked towards her as he gently pushed her on the bed still with eyes locked on each other.

She felt like her breath was stole as she stared at him, and as her back felt the soft bed. He then ran his fingers on her cheek down to her jawline and she liked it. She closed her eyes as she savoured his fingers movement as it traced her features. It felt so warm; it felt so perfect that she wanted it to never stop.

His eyes landed on every of her and he felt a strong urge inside, an urge that was harder to battle than he thought. Somehow, he knew this would happen. He knew that eventually the day in which he wanted her, her whole would come. And with the arrival of that he never knew that it was harder to fight than what he thought. It was pure temptation at its finest, a temptation he never want to resist.

He cupped her face as he leaned down and started kissing her, gently and slowly and she was responding to his every move, his every kiss. They savour each seconds they were brought to bliss with just a kiss. He licked her lips as he slid his tongue inside her, tasting every corner of her mouth, claiming all of it. And then he lifted her and lay her on the middle bed as his hand slowly removed her dress revealing her white and creamy skin that complimented the light of the moon perfectly. His kiss slowly went down as it trailed in her neck down to her stomach that it left goosebumps of unexplainable feeling in her skin.

He then claimed her lips once more. ‘Dara...’ he whispered as she fluttered her eyes open as she wrapped her arms on his neck. ‘Ji...’ she answered back and with that, they both knew there was no turning back as he finally can’t hold himself anymore. He kissed her as his hand roam all over her body, memorizing it, burning each curve in his memories. He then took off his shirt as he pressed his body on her that when their skin touched it burns. With seconds of fiddling with her bra, he finally able to remove it as it fell off the bed and in seconds they were both naked with their clothes scattered on the floor, as the night continue to deepen with the moon which continues to shine brightly.

Dara let out a moan of pleasure as she felt his lips on her mound; his tongue playing with her nipples teasing it that it gave her shivers of pleasure quickly putting her into blinding bliss. He traced the seam of her black underwear as he slid it down her thigh. She gasped feeling his hands on her as he slid a finger inside her. Her back arched as she felt her body was screaming pleasure. ‘I want you so bad...’ he whispered as he claimed her lips while sliding his finger in and out of her. ‘I want you so bad... Dara... I want the whole of you... I want you to be mine,’ he whispered in between their kiss. Dara felt her body tremble from so much sensation going inside her.

Jiyong placed his hand above her as Dara laced her fingers with his. ‘I’ll be gentle,’ he whispered. She nodded in reply as she felt her chest was slowly being filled by emotions, curiosity, bliss, fear. Everything feel like a swirling colors that was clashing inside her chest. Slowly he entered her as she gasped in pain. It was painful that her tears fell as she let out moans of pain, she was clutching so hard at his back that her nails was deep in his skin. Jiyong kissed her trying to distract her from the pain. ‘I’m sorry... promise it will slowly go away,’ he said under his breath as she nodded and claimed her lips wanting to be distracted from the pain she was feeling. Then slowly the pain faded as it was replaced by pleasure that was slowly burning her body.

He never felt like this before even when he had sex with countless women. He felt like he was just pounding quenching his throbbing lust, pounding them. They begged for more, they will cry from pain but never did he care. Then after using them he will throw them on the corner not even bothering knowing their names or anything cause after he got what he wanted they’re nothing but a trash and you never care for trash.

But with her everything was so different. He can hear his heart pound against his chest, his hold were gentler, his kisses slower. Everything just seemed to be blissful, everything was perfect and with that, he finally knew the difference of sex with making love. It was so different. It was world apart and he even thought it was something more magical than pleasurable. It was something so magical that it was connecting their souls together making them one.

And right now he was making love with her... it was not just sex, it was making love and that thought was enough for his tears to fall.

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×CHAPTER 21

››I honestly don't want to post this LOL. i hate this chapter. never gonna write something like this ever. ;A;

this is embarrassing! Everything is damn embarrassing ;A; aigooo.... i don’t want to write anymore! I am giving up writing! Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu ;A; i’m not writing anymore!! never!! I’m sorry my lovelies if i have to leave this early... but i am at ease knowing no one will miss me... no one will be hurt... no one will look for me. I’ll leave you peace... i love you... always am and always will :D /such a drama queen >:]

Yah! Kill me now! Huhuhuhu ;A; i swear i will never ever write any rated chapter again i can’t bear it this is so embarrassing. I’m sorry if the rated parts feel awkward... i’m just 18 do you expect me to experience those?! Besides no one will even give me a second look. I never even got my first kiss. Yeah i’m pathetic like that LOL. i’m just merely relying on adjectives, imagination and every rated story i read. ;A; but then i needed to write rated chapter especially for my other fic. Ottokae?!

Maybe i should start packing my things and leave aff... i will delete my stories and never ever write anything again. I should also cut my hands and chop my head off. I’m so sorry and disappointed. That’s it! NO MORE RATED CHAPTERS FOR BE MINE EVER AGAIN!!! ;A;

Well... how do you find the chapter by the way? Did you like it or is it sucky... i actually aim to make you sick with the over sweetness and cheesiness of the two so you will not read this anymore.

Thank you for reading this shit. And thank you for your support and love especially the long comments hehe :D i love long comments you all make my heart flutter! Aww! I better type chapter 22 as a gift for all of you, for making me happy. But i’m serious with no more rated chapter LOL.

I love you too guys! Muah :D

Mbie’s out

p e a c e !!