《I Will Pave My Path With Blood》Why Am I So Tempted?
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I think that we are all broken in a way. Our scars from the past that seem to hurt us and
change us into the current people that we are. We are all not perfect beings yet we want to
be, we chase those false ideals imagining in some faucet or in some way that we will gain
what we long for the most. Most of us don't achieve this dream, this dream of freeing yourself
from your scared past, no one has that luxury and each experience just creates a new you. A
you which will go on living with your past memories but a completely different person.
My eyes almost waking up from a daze Looking up I can see Kira on top of me. Her eyes telling
Me her lust and her body telling me of her needs. She begins to whisper to me in a almost
exuding and soothingly “During that little battle of ours,, a worm like you showed that you had
quite a bite and a lot of power nestling inside of you.”After she says that to me a flood of
memories begin to work their way into my mind. What appeared to be a transformation of
somebody that I had undergone, and the pain of being tortured by those mere guards was
quite the experience.And the battle with Kira was one of passion of sorts. I couldn't control
my emotions and let them free it seems. Is this power truly from this simple red bracelet. Or
was there something else that awakened that power within me. After releasing myself from
from that form I immediately felt the side effects. It all occurred after masters short sentence
and I could feel my organs being to rupture In agony. Blood flowed down my mouth and fell
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into a pool of my own blood. In short it was an experience I'd like to forget.
I may consider myself quite pain tolerant but once I'm face with the overbearing nature of
pain
and it's unending nature I'm have no will in its whim. Looking up at Kira and her look of desire
her want looking into my eyes. I will bend her, at first I may have sought to destroy her well
due to recent events my mind has changed, I don't seek only to destroy but to conquer. To
have those around me become my tools. Kira leaning in presses her lips against my own, I
have no feelings for one such as her. The only thing that I felt at this time was an urge, a
temptation, and lust. So in short what continued was our bodies becoming one and my
overwhelming power sought to control her, the feelings of pleasure was very much apparent
and very much like beasts it became an action of power. Looking at her face, showing fluster
and hear her scream “oh yes Alex, your mine” meant nothing but the absolute control that I
sought but for a moment I thought she was fairly cute.
Getting up I realize that my clothes have changed, I guess someone changed me while I was
Asleep. I was dressed in a pleasant looking garb. It was a bit loose on me but other than that I
felt it complemented me well. I felt assured that in combat I would fare quite well in fact.
Leaving the room to Kira in her slumber I left and was fairly amazed by what I saw outside of
That small room. From my field of view I saw chandeliers that lined the halls, rooms that looked
to be filled with wonder, and stairs that seemed to defy gravity itself. This who place seemed
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out of the norm to me and I saw it fitting for a strange man as Noah is. Walking around I could
spot one room that seemed different from the others, almost unnatural. Heading deeper along
this hall I approached this room with fear, yet curiosity was also in my mind. Opening the door I
could a small creak along its wooden frame and as I entered all I could feel was emptiness and
a separation from the world I used to know.
I had a cold rush over take me and what stood in
front of me was a pair of what eyes that seemed to call for death. Then I heard a small yet
power stricken voice that said “It seems you have spotted me, well let's begin a lesson right
now since I'm sure it will power beneficial towards your future.” Suddenly everything around
me seemed to shatter and my eyes were exposed to light.
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