idk idk idk

i say that a lot don't i? most of my sentences are questions. i need reassurance I'm indecisive my mind is a confusing place full of worry and fear i won't allow myself to be wrong i can't be so how do i come to any conclusion? idk i guess i don't

then theres you. you could consider the way i feel like a lighthouse. when everything else is a mess when I'm surrounded my confusion, you're still there, a beacon, shining that light, as bright as ever, the one safe place i know i can make my way back to and i'll be ok. it's a decision i'm making every day and will continue to make for as long as that light is shining (have u seen your smile that thing is never going out). and i don't have to think about it theres no confusion no worry no anxiety theres no question of my love to you it is there it will always be there its the rope that pulls me to shore the one that can't break.

i do know

just like i know the lighthouse will always be there the light won't go out the rope won't break its not a matter of belief (although i believe it too), its a fact of life

i know