you know when you go outside and everything is dark and you can see all the stars perfectly. and you try and count them because how hard can it be really. but you dont even know where to start, but you try and you keep going and maybe if youre lucky you can get a couple hundred but that doesnt even begin to describe how many stars are there. and then you lose count and maybe you try again. and you know you will lose count every time. bc you just cant count the stars there are an infinite number. i cant answer how much i love you