It's 2am and I promised Justin i'll be at his house at 1am but I lost control. I'm a little tipsy.. I drank too much.

I called an uber from Beverly Hills to Justin's house and it was so pricey but I couldn't do anything else. I buzzed the gate too many times but no one would answer. Am I going to have to walk up the hills again??

I sit by the intercom being my drunk self while I take off my shoes since they were killing me

I then hear footsteps coming up to me.

"Holly-May?" Someone says

I look up scared and see it was only Mikey.

"Hey Mikey... it's me .. Holly-May." I smile trying to stand up but I was tripping too much

"Woah, be careful." Mikey says opening the gate

"Im fine... Im fine." I say finally balancing on my own feet

"Justin's asleep. Come in."

I thank him and walk in the property. Damn I shouldn't of drank. I'm so stupid.

I open the front door only getting greeted by Esther

"Hey, doggy dawg." I greet her and she barks

"Shhh, you gotta keep it down baby girl, daddy's asleep." I giggle patting her head and she barks again

"Shhhhh." I repeat and Esther just walks away

I wipe away fake sweat and then head to Justin's room

Going up the stairs took ours because my vision was trippy and I kept tripping

When I finally made it. I see Justin fast asleep. Damn he's an angel.

I go and sleep on the opposite side next to him getting comfortable to sleep but I couldn't.

It's these stupid clothes. I stand up again walking to his bathroom I look at myself in the mirror.

I was a total wreck. I quickly take a wass (she's peeing😂) then start striping. I was too lazy and drunk to find one of Justin's clothes so I just stripped to my bra and underwear.

I walk back to Justin's bed and realize my bra was also getting too uncomfortable so I take it off too throwing it at the opposite side of the room.

So basically I'm only wearing my underwear. Hoey? Yes I know

I jump into bed getting in the covers and then cuddle into Justin since he was so warm and cute.

He groans but doesn't bother to open his eyes. I kiss him on the cheek not once but multiple of times so that's when he starts to slowly opens his eyes

"Finally decided to show up?" he says with his deep sleepy voice

"Mhm." I smile

"You're so cold." He says moving away from me slowly, "Why am I seeing you're breasts?" He asks

"Maybe because I'm not wearing a shirt or a bra." I giggle.

He sighs and sits up

"Here take my shirt." He tiredly says turning on the side lap and then he takes off his shirt throwing it to me

"Thank you." I yawn, "Please help me put it on." I ask

"Why?"

"I might be .. a little tipsy."

"Agh babe, you're such a knob." He chuckles helping me put the top on.

"You're so nice. Stop." I say when he finally lays down

He faces me, "I get drunk all time and you get too nice.. so i figured I'd help you out." He says kissing my forehead and then leans forward to turn off the side lamp

"I fucking love you." I mumble into his chest

He chuckles lowly, "Get some rest Holls."

"Say it back." I whine

"I love you." He replies

"You didn't say it exactly how I said it." I complain

"I fucking love you Holly. Can we please go to sleep?" He asks taking a deep breath in and out

"Okay honey, go to sleep." I say cuddling into his chest and kiss his chest lightly

He cuddles me back and kisses the top of my head, not replying but going back to sleep.

I fell asleep minutes later, not letting myself drown in my drunk thoughts any longer as I closed my eyes and wished tonight it's final goodbye.

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