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Oakland CA,

Four years ago- 2009

Love gets you hurt, Being Real gets you hated, Trust gets you killed.- Tupac Shakur

Prologue...

Cyntana Bridges stood over the hole and looked inside spotting the mahogany casket which her daddy will lay from now on out, it hadn't struck her as many believed, all the crying was already done and all the hurt was soon to be over.

She turned her head towards her aunt who was crying hysterically, they weren't even close. Matter of fact she was the reason Cyn's father was the way he was. Being under stress and a lot of pressure wasn't good for a man who could've barely afford his bills and sometime had to sit his child out from school cause there weren't no money rolling in, your wife been left you and no one else to lean on.

Cyntana's social worker kept her eyes on her the whole time, probably wondering the same thing Cyn was. Shedding tears wasn't gonna bring him back so she didn't, throwing a tantrum wasn't gone bring him back so why should she? Praying to a so call God wouldn't let her see him no more.

Slitting her wrist probably would, but remembering the kind of man her daddy was, she was sure they wasn't gone end up in the same place.

"Cyntana." She looked back at my social worker as she motioned her hand for her to come over, Cyn walked over to her and she grabbed her by her shoulder and turned her towards my grieving aunt.

"You'll be staying with your aunt, okay? She'll take good care of you, we guarantee that, plus we'll be checking up on you every month." She told Cyn.

From that day on she knew that her life was never gone be the same........

The social worker was wrong, she came to see Cyn every twice a week, then every once a week, then every once a month and eventually she stopped-completely. Five months, only five and she was already getting treat like a slave. Her aunt's barely home, after she started getting the little insurance money, that's all that really mattered to her. Now she leaves Cyn with Manny, her satisfier.

"Cyn?" He called her from in the living room, Cyn got up off of the floor and she walked into the trailer small front room.

"Yes sir." He smelled like old grenadine and ashes, he rubbed his hands on his knees as he looked little Cyn up and down.

"Come here." She walked closer to him and he rubbed her arm, she tucked her bottom lip as she felt her palms began to sweat, he never talked to her yet alone touched her, so she knew that something was wrong...

She wasn't the type to let people have their way so she broke his touch away from hers as he looked at her stupidly before examining the look that her face held.

"What are you doing?" He asked.

"You tried t-to...Ah." She screamed as he yanked up and tossed her little fragile body onto the couch, he pinned both of her arms down with one of his and began to unbuckle his belt.

"Please stop!" She screamed and pleaded as she saw the nasty scar that ran across his stomach.

"Little girl stop fucking kicking me!" He yelled squeezing her wrist tighter, the cuts the razor had made were hurting and unfortunately she started to feel the metallic fluid beginning to leak.

"Please." She begged, he pulled down her little pants and spread her legs.

"You little stupid ass bitch." He grunted forcing himself inside of little Cyn breaking her innocence. Cyn let out a piercing scream what could've woken up the whole park, Cyn's closed her eyes tightly as his nails dug into her arms.....

His paced only quickened as she felt the stickiness between her thigh's, she looked at him as he was enjoying every bit of her, all of her that belonged to someone else.......

Daddy's little girl, I would be always and forever, daddy's love will never fade no not never. Forever and always daddy's little girl I would be, I never left daddy, he left me...

Cyn sat on the ground spaced out staring at the wall in the front of her and believe it or not she thought she had lost her mind.

She held the razor close to her wrist and that was it, she placed it at one end of her wrist and dragged it to the other but before she had reached the center she got light headed and she dropped to the floor.....