😗sorry for any mistakes

Los Angeles, California

August 24th

Saturday

"I'm so sorry Seth" Cameron came out of the bath with blood on her hands and blood leaking from between her legs. Tears streamed her eyes as she just went through her 3rd miscarriage in the last 2 years.

Seth, her boyfriend of 3 years, looked up from his phone as he lay in the bed. He looked her up and down and bitterly chuckled "A damn shame" He shook his head.

Cameron tucked her lips into her mouth, already knowing he was disappointed in her "I-I don't know what happened. I-I did everything right this time. I—"

"Shut the fuck up Cam. Your jus' useless, a waste actually " He said rudely, getting out of the bed and throwing a towel at her face.

Cameron just took the towel and went inside the bathroom, closing the door behind her. She felt ashamed. She hated herself, she rubbed her 4-month belly and she was super excited. She was showing a little and was just about to tell her family.

She finally got further along than the last two. She was going to find out the gender next month, she thought it was a boy.

She was glad she didn't tell anyone. She didn't wish this type of pain on anyone. Getting attached to a child just for them to die was a different type of pain especially for the women that was carrying them.

She thought maybe Seth was right and she was useless after all. She didn't understand what she was doing wrong, she ate right, she tried to have little to no stress, and she was taking her vitamins. After the first 2, doctors couldn't even tell her what was wrong. She didn't have a weak cervix.

After she took a well-needed shower, crying through most of it, she got out, wrapping the towel around her body first. She walked out of the bathroom, letting the steam come out just to see Seth throw her things in a black trash bag.

"W-What are you doin'? Put my stuff down" She tried to stop him but he pushed her into the wall, she felt this sharp pain instantly run through her whole body. "Ouch" She mumbled, trying to hold back the tears.

She understood he was probably heartbroken but she was too and this wasn't the way to go about the situation.

Seth never got physical with her in out of the years of knowing him. They never even play fought. She thought he never would. Even though it was just a push, it was a push with force behind it.

She looked up at him with complete anger rushing through her body "PUT MY SHIT DOWN NOW!" Her voice boomed through the room. She didn't even feel the pain in her back anymore she just wanted him to put her stuff down so she could leave herself.

Seth looked up with his eyes widened. Cameron was a soft-spoken girl, she didn't yell or anything. It wasn't in her nature but touching the things that she bought with her hard-earned money is what was blowing her, on top of just losing another child.

Her emotions were everywhere.

"Who the fuck you talking to Cameron" Seth piped up, dropping her things on the floor and walking closer to her.

"You! you don't have no right ta' touch my things" She looked at him weirdly.

He scoffed "You're a sorry excuse for a female Cam and you gotta bounce." He nonchalantly shrugged, walked back over to her things, and started putting her stuff into trash bags.

"Stop!" Cameron said then realized she was still naked. She went into the dresser that he didn't touch and grabbed some shorts and a white t-shirt.

"You think a real man wants to be with someone like you?! You should have been lucky I was still with yo' sorry ass! No real man wants to be with a bitch that can't have fucking kids Cameron! You think you finna mope around this bitch again, crying and sad when it's yo' fault?!" He snapped.

"I-" She started to mumble and he just laughed in her face.

"You call yourself a woman but can't even give me my simple ask! I take care of you but when I ask for kids, you sorry ass can't even give. But that's Aight. I got someone that will as soon as you get the fuck out of my house" He spat, looking at the tears streaming down her eyes as she looked at the person she thought was the love of her life changed in a matter of seconds.

He never blamed her until now, Cam didn't even want to get pregnant again after the first two miscarriages but he made her.

She never once asked him to take care of her, he chose to do that after they went back and forth for hours about her wanting to pay bills.

"Wow," She sniffed, going to grab her phone to call her dad.

"Peanut," Cameron heard the voice of her sister-in-law Wynter, snapping her out of her flashback of the events of 2 weeks ago.

She looked up seeing Wynter have this sympathetic look on her face and her face felt wet, she now knew why she was looking like that.

Cameron cleared her throat "I need'a minute. I'm sorry" She quickly put the box down and rushed into her new master bathroom to the apartment she just bought. She didn't need her dad or brothers seeing her cry right now, it was going to be a mess if they did.

"Breathe Cam. It's over. Just breathe" She mumbled to herself while looking in the mirror. Seth's harsh words truly hunted her and she whole heartedly wish they didn't.

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"Girl no because when I slap ha' ass then Im'a be in the wrong '' Crystal ranted about her long term girlfriend while she and Alexis or Lex helped put Cam's clothes in her closet.

Crystal and Alexis were Cameron's best friends since diapers. Their moms were all best friends and had them all around the same time. It was always them, thing one, thing two and thing three. You saw one and the other two weren't too far behind.

"You're always talkin' about hittin' on that girl. Leave ha' alone" Lex chuckled, folding up Cam's graphic tees.

"Y'all don't be seein' it! She's the problem not me" Crystal defends herself.

Cam just shook her head "Pookie you always say that but always starting wit' her" She chuckled, calling her by her childhood nickname, putting clothes and jackets on a hanger.

"It be something bout her breathin' and people being able to see her that don't sit right with me" Crystal rolled her eyes, they laughed at her while Wynter walked into the room.

"Okay my babiesss I'm gone" Wynter said, all extra happy while kissing their heads.

"Umm, miss gworrll you supposed to spend a night with us, what happened?" Lex mugged her and mushed her head away from her.

"Umm, my man doesn't have practice tomorrow sooo" Wynter twisted her lips to the side and Cameron's brother, Kareem, walked in the room.

"Fuck him" Crystal mugged Kareem.

"Shut yo' gay ass up. Always talkin' fuckin' shit" Kareem grumbled, walking over to Cameron and kissing her forehead. She wasn't even about to say anything, Crystal and Kareem had been going at it since Crystal could talk but it was all love. They were all like siblings being they grew up around each other all the time.

"You're a homophobe" Crystal flicked him off.

"You stay callin' someone a homophobe when you don't like what they say to you" Lex laughed.

"Because if you're rude your automatically a homophobe in my eyes" Crystal shrugged as Kareem shook his head and kissed her forehead.

"Im'a be back tomorrow peanut" He said, Cam smiled "Okay, you gonna bring me some food too?" She pouted, giving him the eyes that she knew he always falls for. Perks of being the baby of the family also the only girl out of two older brothers .

"Yeah, just text me what you want. I'll see y'all later" He said before Wynter said her final goodbye before they left.

"Angel! C'mere!" She heard her father yelled. She shook her head, putting the hanger down and going out into the kitchen where he was putting in groceries that he just insisted on buying for her.

"Daddy why are you yellin' like dis apartment is big enough fa' you ta' be yellin'?" Cam frowned, looking at Nassir.

"I had ta' make sure you heard me" He chuckled, closing the refrigerator. She just shook her head, leaning on the counter.

"You sure you want to stay here? You know you don't have to live alone and you can always come home wit' me" He said softly, she looked down and fiddled with her fingers.

"Cameron" He said sternly, she instantly lifted her head already knowing how he didn't like for her to have a head down. In his words, she was a strong and beautiful queen and letting her crown fall wasn't what queens do.

"I'm sorry" She apologized and sighed "I'm okay daddy. It's been two weeks now, I'm over it. I can't live wit' you forever" She half smiled.

He gave her a knowing look "You know I'm the only one you'n have ta' fake it for Angel. If you're not okay, it's fine and you can come back home until you are. And you're only a 20 years old baby girl, don't rush yourself if you aren't ready" He spoke gently.

After the break up and her dad beat up Seth for what he said to her as well as him putting his hands on her. She spent the last 2 weeks with her dad just crying. She was hurt and felt less of herself.

She honestly didn't want to tell her dad because one thing Nassir didn't play about was his kids. He didn't care about nothing else. Especially being that Cam was a what most like to say a quiet girl and angel.

She never really cried at-least not to other people, when she called her father that night crying about how Seth was putting her out, Nassir went crazy. It was one thing to put her out but to disrespect her and her belongings and putting his hands on her was another thing that he never tolerated.

But she felt like she didn't need to stay with her dad because she'll stay forever if she could. Growing up she sometimes felt like she was coddled. There isn't anything wrong with it per say but she started to see herself taking the easy way out of things. And growing up with nothing but men didn't make it any better.

She also felt like he stopped his whole life just to stay home from work those whole two weeks. Cam didn't want him to stop what he had going on just for her.

She sometimes couldn't look at him either. She felt like she could see the disappointment in his eyes when looking at her. He never raised her to let someone treat her less then her worth yet she let Seth do that for a whole year of there relationship.

"If—if i'm havin' a bad day i'll come over instead of being alone" She said. She knew how bad she could drive herself crazy when she was in her head and alone.

"Aight, just don't shut me out," He said, she nodded and they did their father and daughter handshake before hugging.

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"Bae, i'on understand what you want me ta' say" Sekani stressed as he was in another argument with his girlfriend of 1 year Rebecca while driving them home from her parent's house.

"You're supposed to defend me! A real man would defend his girlfriend!" Rebecca yelled, waving her hand all in his face.

"That's yo' mom. How you want me to defend you if you can't even defend yo' self wit' yo own mama?" Sekani shook his head not seeing where he was wrong in the situation.

The whole situation was stupid in his opinion. He wasn't one to get into other people's family matters. That wasn't a good look from him, along with nobody was putting their hands on her and her mother was actually right.

Her mother said that she talks too much and she is always in business that doesn't concern her, which was true in Sekani's opinion. Rebecca was very messy and loved to talk shit about other people because she thought she was better than everyone.

"And?! You a pussy ass nigga for real. How are you a man but don't defend the girl you so call love?" She asked, he just ignored her.

She always called him out of his name when he didn't agree with her or give her what she wanted.

Sekani honestly didn't understand why he put up with it. He deserves better then someone like Rebecca. He deserves someone that would spoil him, someone that cares for him and not him always doing that. Their relationship was very one sided and he and his family and friends noticed it.

Kani just had a very big heart, a heart of gold, what his mother likes to call it. He was always the one that over loved and cherished but never got the same reciprocation.

At the beginning of the relationship with Rebecca, Kani thought he was finally getting the reciprocation he deserved. After so many women did him wrong he thought he was finally winning. She was loving, caring but all that stopped when he moved her into his home 3 months ago.

She stopped being so loving and caring and became ruthless. She started to pick very petty fights with him, accusing him of cheating when he had away games. She became very jealous of other girls that wanted his attention but he never gave it to them.

Sekani was the number one draft pick and number one quarterback in the United states when he was a rookie 2 years ago. Everyone wanted him and still does. He had endorsement deals from everywhere were, Nike, Apple, Gatorade, Beats. He even a movie deal on the way soon.

All around, he had a lot of attention on him. A lot of females threw themselves at him but he didn't pay them any attention because he knows what he wants and that's Rebecca.

He just hoped she would go back to how she was at the beginning because that's who he loved.

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Los Angeles, California

August 25th

Sunday

"Bae!" Sekani called out when he walked inside the house. He turned the alarm off before taking his shoes off and jogged up the stairs to his and Rebecca's room.

He walked in the room to see her typing away at her phone while laying across the bed in a bra and panties suit. Sekani bit his lip looking at her, she had lots of surgery done on her body thanks to him but he didn't discriminate.

She was fine either way in his eyes.

She looked up from her phone, rolling her eyes at him, then went back onto her phone. She was still giving him the cold shoulder after last night.

Sekani sighed and put the chanel bag he had hidden behind his back on the bed. Rebecca's eyes lit up and she jumped up to grab the bag then Sekani grabbed it before she could.

"Give me the bag" She frowned, folding her arms across her chest.

"I just wanted ta' say I apologize fa' last night. I'm not da' type ta' get all up in your family's business like that. And it was my first time meetin' em' so you can't expect me to jump through a hop like that" He expressed, hoping she understood where he was coming from.

He was all about respect and in his eyes, what her mother said wasn't disrespectful. He wasn't even in the room when she said it so he hoped she saw it wasn't his fault.

"My mom just brings the bad outta me. Sorry" She said plainly and held her hands out for him to give her the bag.

He furrowed his eyebrows a little. "Why you didn't say? I could've—"

"I don't have to tell you things I don't want to Kani now give me the bag" She fussed. He just rolled his eyes, giving her the bag, making her smile.

"Ahh! Thank you boo! I forgive you" She smiled big when she pulled the chanel purse out of the box. He smiled, happy that she was happy and not mad anymore.

"Aw you do love me" She put the bag down and grabbed his face to peck his lips a few times. "I do." He chuckled before she deepened the kiss by sticking her tongue into his mouth.

He knew she was finna use her own way of apologizing to him without apologizing but he wasn't going to stop her.

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Heeyyyyy

Thoughts? should I keep it going?