So the reason there is this sudden update on all of the stories I've made is that even though I barely have any following, I just felt like alerting certain types of people who find their way onto my abandoned projects.

This should be a saddening thing for me but it doesn't bother me that much as I struggle to understand certain emotions. I'm in no way trying to sound cool or edgy, it's been quite an issue I've dealt with growing up and people never believe me when I say that kind of stuff.

It sounds bs for me as well, but it's a struggle in a way since I can't go to the fullest details of what pops up in my head. I had to search across websites to know what fear felt like and describe it to my liking.

Writing stories was a hobby I enjoyed, which never lasts long when I fall in periods of months where sometimes I'm ready to write thousands of chapters. But all that can just fade away in an instant and I feel like not doing anything, then that causes me to stop writing chapters for weeks, possibly months.

I know this might receive negative reactions, maybe positive. Nevertheless, many people will shrug this off as an attempt for pity attention but I don't know my true self and what's my true identity. My family says I have something wrong with me, I feel nothing is wrong with me though and this is possibly the reason why I find it hard to care about a person.

If you have the mindset to meme this, please go ahead...quarantine gets you writing useless paragraphs to the attention of one person.

Bye-bye.