From: Kamal E Y [email protected]>

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 25 August, 1999 01:15 PM

Subject: Starting all over again

Dear Sabrina,

As you wrote we will go back to square one and start all over again. Never thinking we had a bad period in between. It is just like a family, having a small fight or misunderstanding and then clearing everything and so life goes on...

You said you can't tell me what went on in your mind on Valentine's Day. Why not? We are different from other couples because we were so open from the very beginning itself. So if you can tell, then come on. But if you are very uncomfortable, don't.

About my friends, if I start to tell, I have to tell a lot. I am easy to go along with, I guess because I have a lot of friends. But my best friends are from school. They know me first hand. They SAW me growing up and how I behave. The others didn't see how I really am. They see only what I show them, or what other people say of me. That is different.

You now India once fought a war with China. They cheated us and took away our land. We agreed upon some principles, but they didn't follow it. We were forced to go into war with China.

So, your friend from Hong Kong calls you regularly. Hmmm...when I asked your phone number, you didn't give me it. Ok, I understand. I am not complaining...but writing what I feel...

Your unreasonable character really appealed to me. I mean you are strong in your belief and sincere to yourself. I like it when you are angry with me when you are kissing me, when you are crying, when you are smiling...I just like it. No reason!

Today is the 25th. Remember what I said last month? That I will remember your menses date. It is coming, right? Which day? Feeling slight pain in our breast and belly? I guess your breast is swollen a bit. You said that it happens so. I wish I could lay you on a sofa and kiss your belly, fondle the breasts and absorb the pain...

Now, we are going back to our old days...my princess...

Love

Kamal