I felt now extremely nervous. Taking my car meant coming quicker at school. That means I might run into Carla. Fuck, I did not think about that. Damn dirty brain.

A car horn startled me, I was in the road just blocking everyones way. Shit the robot turned green. My bad.

I really hop today is going to be a good day. Seeing as my first week was an absolute disaster, I really hope this week will be better. But with my luck I for sure knew that would definitely not happen. Anyway a girl could dream.

I am honestly so fed up already. The fact that I knew I would unit have a good day due to someone controlling me. That set a fear in me as something simple as going to school. No one is suppose to deal with such crap.

You know I prayed for my misfortune. Praying for something good to finally happen to me.

I wonder...

Are my prayers even being heard??

Will they ever be answered??

Am I wasting my?

Should I just be patient?

Snapping out of my thoughts, I was in front of the school already. I have no idea how I even made it here without crashing. Parking by the student parking lot, I turned off the ignition and just sat there taking deep breaths in and out.

'Eva you can do this'

'Just a few more months then everything will be finally over' I pepped talk myself into getting out of my car

Theres no turning around now.

Stepping out and I started walking to the school doors. Please god help me. Walking through that doors felt like hell. Everyone was silent and watching me. I knew this was not a good idea. I should maybe consider online classes. Wait, I wonder if they offer that. I kept my gaze on the floor. There were gum stuck to the floor. Ewww!!

Out of no where, BAM the bell rang. I didn't not get punched. Hahahaha.

Yay!! It felt amazing not having a run in with Carla and her little poses. Thank god!! I felt like laughing and crying, for the first time nothing happened to me. But I stopped myself from getting to excite. I don't know what the rest of the day got in store for me.

I checked my timetable and made my way to maths class, sitting right at the back as always. My classes went pass as a breeze. The bell rang for break. My schedule consisted of 3 classes, break, another 3 classes, a 2 break, them my last 2 classes, then home.

Making my way to the cafeteria, I deciding on eating dessert for lunch. I decided to go with my favorite mulver pudding. It was a combination of cake with custard poured over. And it is damn delicious!!!

I went and got my dessert with no one noticing me. I never sat in the cafeteria. You know why. I never liked eating at school too.

I made my way out of the cafeteria and to the field. I loved spending my time here. It felt nice watching the scenery. I took a seat under a tree.

Sitting down I finally indulge in this heaven goodness. Mmhmmm, so good!!! I closed my eyes accepting this deliciousness.

After a few minutes I got a feeling of something or someone was standing in front of me. I kept my eyes closed hoping it was not Carla. Taking the courage to look up, I peeked one eye open and looked right in the face of my English teacher.

I choked on my dessert that was in my mouth. Oh crap, how embarrassing.. my face flushed red.

"Hey are you okay there?" she questioned while rubbing my back. I felt goosebumps rise on my skin. Her touch and smell is intoxicating.

"Y..ya I'm umm.. Okay." I swallowed the dessert in my mouth while coughed.

Kill me now!!!

Oh dear ground, please swallow me in the deepest pit of you and never spit me out again.

My face was burning of embarrassment. My body tingling of her hand on my back and it was definitely not helping. I must looked like some kind of strange red alien tomato.

"Do you need some water dear?" her voice laced with corcern.

'No just remove your hand from my back, before I turn around and kiss you senseless' I thought while looking at her

"Oh I'm sorry,I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable and I dont think its permissible to kiss your teacher." she looked at me with a smirk and shock on her face, trying to stop herself from laughing.

Oh my god I said that out loud, someone please save me!!!!!

Packing up my things as I hurriedly made my way off the field to the bathroom. Panting I locking myself in one of the stalls and lean against the wall.

"Oh Eva you such a idiot." I groan into my hands trying to catch my breath.

The bell rang stating break was over. I snatched my head out of my hands and bang it against the wall. Remembering I have her next.

No!!

Could anything worst happen then this....

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