You know those days when the bed is so warm, your teddy bear is so snuggly, and your pillow is so soft, that you're just too lazy to get out of bed?

That's me right now. I sigh into my pillow when I feel someone poke into my back over and over again.

"C'mon you've been asleep forever! Wake up."

I groan and bury my face under my pillow. "I wish I could sleep forever. But noooooo you just had to wake me up."

Ryan giggles and pats my head as if I was a little puppy. "Oh c'mon you love me." She winks and I glare at her hitting her with my pillow making her fall off the bed.

"And that was for waking me up." I smile satisfied with my revenge and lay back down snuggling into my pillow.

Just as I was returning to the beautiful sandy beaches of my dream world and just as Francisco Lachowski was about to feed me grapes and shower me with sweet kisses, I feel my body being lifted off of the bed and in a not so gentle manner.

"That wasn't very nice of you to do to your friend, babe." Bain chuckles and I groan from over his shoulder and smack his back.

"BAIN INSERT MIDDLE NAME HERE WHITE YOU PUT ME DOWN THIS INSTANT!"

Bain chuckles, "I think I like this feisty side of you, kitten. Purr for me won't you? It'd be the icing on the cake."

Oh he's gonna get it now.

I smirk and reach down a little lower and slide my hand in the waist band of his jeans.

"Kitten I know you like my ass, but if your gonna slide your hand in my pants your doing it on the wrong side." Even though I can't see his face I just know he's smirking.

The sexy smirk that's about to wipe off his face hehe.

I grab the waist band of his Calvin Klein boxers(sexy choice of boxers too i'll have to think more about that later...) and I grab the elastic band and pull up giving him the atomic wedgie of his life.

"HOLY MOTHER OF BALLS!" he cries out and suddenly drops to his knees and I slide off his shoulder landing on the floor with a thud. Ryan is laughing her ass off and then yells at me, "Run, Forest run!"

I laugh and start running.

I didn't even get to take one step before something or someone grabbed my ankle and I fell face first into the carpet.

"You think your getting away that easy?" Bain smirks and close my eyes tight when thinking I was gonna get it and get it bad.

But .... nothing happened.

I peeked one eye open to expect to see an angry Bain about to throw me his 50 Shades of White Wrath on me, but It wasn't. Bain was just standing there, arms crossed, smirking.

"Your not gonna... kill me?" I asked and he shook his head.

"No, I'm going to do something much more.. entertaining." I blushed bad thoughts running into my mind of all the things only Bain White would think of as punishment and Bain chuckles.

"You dirty girl, that's not what I meant. I meant, I'm gonna wait it out. Maybe not today," He starts back out slowly towards the hallway that leads to another part of the house, "Maybe not tomorrow," His smirk deepens and un-crosses his arms to take the hall way, "But, I'm gonna get you." He turns to take the hallway his heavy footsteps fading out.

"Your in deep shit." I look up to see an amused Trip taking a bite out of his chocolate muffin.

Leave it to Trip to make you feel better.

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"Thank you guys for everything." I hug my best friend and she hugs me back tight.

After everything I've learned one thing. After every bad things, comes a good thing in return. I met the big bad Bain White and I gained a new friendship with his little sister who apparently is now also my maybe future Sister-In-Law. When I almost got raped, I got my Knight in Shining armor, Bain White. And I also got closer with my best friend, and her boyfriend also my new best friend.

Life is always as bad as it seems, then it gets better.

Listen to me, sounding like a sappy character from a book.

I love it.

Ryan smiles. "I'll always be here for you, babe." I smile and grab my purse walking towards Bain's Truck that he drove here this morning with Trip. Bain says goodbye to everyone too in his own special way, a nod of the head his face emotionless and hard.

"So, where to?" Bain sighs and I look out the window thoughtfully.

"Take me to yours. I wanna visit Issabella." Bain raised his eyebrows in surprise and I give him look.

"What?"

Bain shakes his head and gives me a small side smile. I gasp inwardly at how beautiful he can be.

"Nothing." He says and just as fast as it came, his genuine smile left and his cold hard persona masked his face again.

I sigh and rub my temples looking down at my lap. Bain is like trying to ride a twist-and-turn going fast without getting whiplash.

Impossible and tiring.

The car ride from Trip's gorgeous mansion to Bain's adorable litle blue house was quiet, stiff, and terribly ackward. I taste the mettalic bitterness of my blood from biting my lip for so long and sighing in releif once we pull into his drive way.

I decide to leave my things in the car and walk with Bain to the front door.

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It was hard. It was so damn hard to be in the same car as her without wanting to show myself to her. I told myself I'd be a better man, but what I didn't think about was how tough it would be to break through the cement walls I'd built around myself all these years to really be who I need to be.

I walk up the stairs to my door swallowing hard trying not to look at my mothers porch swing, her memory still clear in my vision, as she peacefully swings back and forth pushed by the gentle breeze on the swing reading a book, bare feet, and a beautiful smile etched on her face.

I sigh and look away my chest suddenly feeling 20 pounds heavier and open the door to my house. My eyes widen at the scene playing out in front of me.

A blond boy with glasses sitting pressed against my sister his hand holding tightly onto hers on the couch across from the man ive hated my entire life, and that Teenage Mutant Psycho Bitch Kathy Marino.

Well damn.

Im shell shocked.