Chapter 16

Trying my best to open my eyes had me feeling even more frustrated . I had a spinning headache with the worst morning sickness. I had never felt so tired and weak since my pregnancy. I can't even describe the headache.

I was frustrated even more as I coudlnt even remember yesterday. It was all a blur.

Now my stomach was acting I groaned in annoyance. I hurried throwing away my blanket and rushing to the toilet.

I vomited violently into the toilet, closing my eyes tightly. My head was still ringing and I groaned as the pain had gotten worse. I went to wash my face grabbing a tissue dabbing it my mouth. I looked up to see my make up all smudged. I looked so dead and ugly right now.

I looked down at the oversize shirt I was wearing. My eyes were now wide open. I quickly checked to see if I had in my underwear i sighed with relief.

The scent was familiar. James.

How the hell did I get into his top?

I slightly opened the toilet door, peeking in between the small line. I could see James still sleeping. I creeped out the toilet tip toeing out of the toilet. I grabbed my dress and shoes, keys, everything in his room which I owned and quickly exited his room.

After I reached my hotel room, I opened the door quietly.

I had to get packing since we were leaving at 10.

As I opened the door, Sasha squealed staring at me. She had a shocked and a sly smile on her face. She looked down at me and then back up, I followed her and looked down at myself.

I cursed myself, stupid me had forgotten to change into my own clothe before leaving his room. I stood their embarrassed clutching onto the hem of James shirt.

"Urm... we need to start packing"

"Details, now!" Sasha demanded with excitement.

" Nothing happened. I just kind of got out of hand-" I started to explain but was cut off by a very joyful Sasha.

"Wait. What? You used your hands" she squealed even louder, her tanned long legs were jumping about and down on the same spot. I mentally smacked my head for sharing the same room as her.

I scrunched my nose in disgust. Even though I would have love to- what the hell? No! I wouldn't have done that to James

"No nothing like that happened okay. I just had more to drink then I decided to. I must have passed out or something" I said.

Horror set in when I finally remembered the obscene events from last night.

Then it hit me like a ton of bricks. I made out with him!

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I sat down on the jet first, while I walked closely behind Sasha and Lucy. S both could sit beside them.

I hadn't had the nerve to speak to James yet. I hadn't seen him since this morning which I was definitely grateful for.

I just wanted to be professional on the way home, so I erased any memory from last night.

"Miss, is James coming?" I got interrupted in my thoughts, by one of the bodyguard that James had hired for us.

"Well I haven't spoken to him yet, so I have no idea" I said as normal as I could.

The man himself decided to grace us with his presence after a torturing 5 minutes.

He wore his shades lifting them up. He avoided eye contact with me. I felt hurt

" Sorry guy's, I was caught up with something." He said.

I was kind of grateful that his eyes weren't trained in me. The hurt was clearly evident.

"Sasha do you know anything about it?" James raised one of his eye brow's, eyes on Sasha who looked sheepish. She kept on stirring beside me, now I had confusion in my face. What happened?

I felt him look at me, but as I met his eyes he tore his gaze away from me. Inside I was crying.

James jet was now in the sky. But eyes were still on Sasha.

"Okay I kind of ran around naked in the hotel and maybe... I kind of harassed some of the guest's" Sasha looked at me, I knew she felt guilty.

They all knew how strict this industry was. All the girls including the bodyguards had their eyes on me nervously, they knew I wouldn't hesitate to scold any of them.

But what hurt me the most was James didn't even look at me. My eyes travelled to him but he faced away from me.

I began to giggle catching everyone off guard including James.

What Sasha did was funny. Come on she was only having fun. It's not like we're all perfect so what's the harm. I just couldn't help but burst into laughter. "W-what, you're not angry?"

"Why would I be, you were only having fun" I quietened down my laughter and shrugged my shoulders. I shouldn't even really be shocked. We're talking about Sasha here.

What I did last night was more shameful.

Everyone looked at each other and then staring at James with a puzzled look. "Look we all make mistakes. I just want to hime to my angel" I said calmly. I hadn't realised what I had said when James looked at me with wide eyes.

My breathing hitched slightly. I forgot no one knew about Alina.

"Angel?"Lilly said.

I breathed in and breathed out again. I didn't have anything to cover me up really. I just had to tell them the truth now, no more lying. I knew one day my secret wouldn't really be hidden.

"Yes, my daughter" James blurted out. I looked at him wide eyes.

Now all eyes were diverted to James. He stood there still looking at me; I just don't know why he would cover for me? I smiled at him and mouthed 'thank you' he nodded at me. Still eyes were darted at him.

"You have a daughter?" Sasha barley whispered.

I knew everyone were still in shock. Including me, I just couldn't believe James would do something like that, for me. He knows what it can do to his reputation. I just was so overjoyedthat I wanted to hug him and share another kiss with him.

"Urm...yes?" he said it more as a question. He excused himself.

"Told you guys he would have knocked someone up. You owe me Lilly. That's what you get bitch for betting with me" Sasha blurted out once James was out of eye shot

"No." I heard Lilly state bluntly.

"A bet is a bet hand that cash over to sweet mama. I was right about him" Sasha said fiercely.

Hames walked back completely ignoring me and turned to Sasha.

"A bet really?" James said.

"Well it wasn't a bet really, it was more of jubbuallalba" Sasha said making some random word's up at the end. I still couldn't believe that they made a bet!

"What was that Sasha?" James asked teasingly.

"Okay we had a bet on you. I knew you had a kid." James eyes brows were arched. "Look at you. I don't know how many women you've slept with but you must have gotten one of them pregnant"

For some reason it hurt to hear that. The girls all made a bet that he would get someone pregnant, because he was a known casanova.

Their words were true, and it destroyed me.

Inside I was in denial with James status with other women. Because James was caring, funny and an idiot most times.He wasn't a player.

My eyes fixated to the clouds.

" why can't you just sleep with me" Lilly asked in frustration. Everyone stared at her . Lily didn't care what people thought.

My head snapped to her. I felt jealousy bubbling up. Then taking a hold of

"I like your honesty. But never let a man dictate you worth." I told her.

They all looked at me with surprise. James eyes met mine a small smile played in his handsome face. Just as wuick I went back to stare right out of the window.