My thoughts were hazy and blurry the day after the party. It hurt too much to think. But once my hungover started to fade, I remembered bits and pieces. By the time I regained my memory, I got another headache because I kept banging my head.

I remembered the last thing that happened before I went to bed, and it physically pained me to remember that. I can't believe I had so much guts to do that! Drunk or not, I never would have thought that I could do something like that.

Some people may call me a slut for doing what I did and dressing like I did, but I beg to differ. I am not a slut just because I dress like that. I am not a slut for making out with someone WHILE I'M DRUNK. I am allowed to feel sexy and proud of my body once in a while. Stop slut shaming me. You can come and slut shame me once I open my legs for every man that has a dick. But right now, you can go fuck off.

I get so pissed when someone calls me a slut or a bitch. I can't help it if calling people out and being mean to those who are mean to me makes me a bitch. It's the only way I know how to defend myself. I say a lot of mean and very hurtful things to Hannah and the other two, but that's because it's the only way I know how to defend myself. I'm so fucking sorry if that makes me a bitch. Deal with it or leave me be.

Okay, rants over. I'm sorry about that.

Emma and Mali invited me over for brunch toda, and because I was still really lazy, I just threw on some black shorts and an aqua-blue hoodie. After combing my hair 'til it looked presentable, I made my way down to the dining area where Mali and Emma were waiting for me.

"Hey Harley!" They exclaimed in unison

"Hiya" I tiredly wave at them

"Still hungover?" Emma asks

"Nah, I'm just sleepy." I say

"Sameee" Mali nods

"So why'd you take us out here?" I looked at her in confusion

"It wasn't me. Emma wanted to go down here. I wanted to sleep the whole day" Mali says

"Why did you make us come down here?" Mal and I say to Emma

"Well, I was with Kaden yesterday because he was bored, Reece and Jaxon were not to be messed with when they're hungover, Mali was asleep, and Harley was scary. Since I was the least hungover, we decided to hang out." She chuckles as she explains how we were "Anyway, he and I planned for all of us to hang out today since that's what he wanted as a birthday gift."

"That's why we're here!" Emma concludes

"Wait...so You and Kaden were together yesterday? Like the whole day?" Mali asks. Jealousy was hinted in her voice.

"Yeah... I just said that" Emma says

"Oh...Okay." Mali frowns a bit, but then shakes it off and puts up a smile.

"So...where are the guys anyway?" I ask, trying to start a different topic before things got awkward

"Uhm they're supposed to be here by now...There they are!!" Emma waves them over

"Hey girls!" Reece greets us with a big happy smile

"Hey" Kaden smiles as well

"Good Morning" Jaxon says lazily. His eyes were still sleepy and droopy. His hair was messy and his hot morning voice was still evident.

"Same" Mal and I say in unison to Jaxon

"Awww come on girls! Don't be a lazy bum like lazy bum over here." Reece says patting Jaxon's shoulder

"But I'm so sleepyyyy" Mal whines. I nod in agreement

"Well suck it up because we're gonna be doing a lot of things today" Emma says, making Mal, Jaxon, and I glare at her. She chuckles and sticks out her tounge at us.

"Can we just eat already? I'm starving" I say

"Yeah! The buffet is over here" Reece leads the way with Emma and Kaden following behind him. The two were chatting amongst themselves. Mali was frowning at the sight in front of her. She walked behind them, and I walked behind her with Jaxon walking by my side. I bit my lip and tried to control my nervousness. I tried to surpress the memories and focus on pretending as if I didn't know anything.

"Someone's jealous..." Jaxon says quietly

"Yeah..." I mumble uner my breath

"So...how are you?" He asks

"Tired, Sleepy, Lazy, Etc." I reply

"Same...Nice hoodie by the way. It looks really big on you though" He says

"Thanks. It's not mine though." I chuckle

"Really? Who owns it?" He asks

"A friend of mine who forgot to take it back from me." I smile at the memory.

This aqua-blue hoodie was Tyler's. He lent it to me one day cause it was getting chilly and I didn't have a jacket.

"Mhmm...so did you enjoy the party?" He asks

"Seeing that my hangover was terrible yesterday, I probably did." I chuckle as I picked up a plate and walked around the huge buffet, picking up the food I want.

"You remember anything?"

"Bits and Pieces" I say, trying to keep it vague

"Oh..." He looks down on the floor

"What about you? How was your night?" I ask him

"Honestly, it was one of the best parties ever." He grins happily

"Woahh! Seriously? I mean you've been to A LOT of parties. I think some of them are even with celebrities. But this is the best party?" I say

"Yup! It was definitely one of the best nights of my life" He says

"Why?"

"I got really lucky last night." He grins

"End of conversation." I blush bright red as I couldn't stop the memories flooding into my brain.

"Okay okay" He chuckles and follows behind me

We sat down and ate our brunch together. My sleepiness quickly faded after spending time with my friends. We all traded hilarious stories from the party. Kaden and Emma shared the most since they didn't get too drunk. It was all fun and laughs among all of us, but there were two people who weren't as joyful as the rest.

Mali who stared at Emma in jealousy as she and Kaden shared the stories together, and Jaxon who was strangely staring at me a lot throughout the whole brunch.

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A everyone who has (and will continue to) given me my strength and happiness.

Thank you.

Thank you for your love and support.

Thank you for speaking up and showing me I still have other people in wattpad besides haters.

Thank you for showing me kindness

Thank you for all your nice words

Thank you for giving me my strength and confidence back

Thank you for being one of best people I've ever known

Thank you for...

E V E R Y T H I N G.

I love you all very much. You have no idea how much your words mean to me. This has been one of the toughest times of my life here on Wattpad. There's been so much hate that's it just crazy. I didn't think there were people like that here on Wattpad. I guess I was just that stupid to forget that where there is love, there is hate.

I was also pretty stupid to forget that love always wins against hate.

But I've learned my lesson now, thanks to all of you.

Thank you so much everyone.

~All the love, AB.