《The Heart Wants What It Wants ✔️》Ch. 20
Advertisement
The Bad Ass Girl. That's my new title. In just 2 days, I went from the wallflower to the bad ass. Isn't it amazing what new clothes could do? All I did was change up my normal attire, and poof! I'm popular.
I told Chris about this story when I got home. He was so proud of me. He takes pride in saying that he made me more confident and outgoing. Because of him, I got out of my shell. That's what he says, and I honestly think he's right. Ever since Chris shared his crazy outgoing self with me, I've been a bit more outgoing myself. He rubbed off on me.
Emma and I are getting closer as the days go by. No one bullies her anymore. She and Lennon are still not talking. He's trying to reach out to her, but she won't let him get close to her.
Hannah, Annabeth, and Kim haven't been bugging me. They're trying to get their popularity back. Ever since the cafeteria incident, they're popularity went down. One of the main reason is that the bad boys have left them. They were the main source of their popularity,but now that they're gone, they lost a lot of popularity points.
I'm popular I guess. People just talk about me, not TO me. Everyone knows who I am now. Since no one talks to me, it's still just Emma and I.
Jaxon...I haven't seen him. I haven't seen any of the guys. They've been MIA for the past few days. We're unfortunately not talking. You'd think that I'd feel sad and upset, but my heart is currently locked up. I've been locking it up so that I won't get hurt by him anymore.
I was snapped out of my thoughts by someone sitting in front of me. She turned around and stuck out her hand.
"Hi! I'm Mali!! I'm your new best friend." She says. I look at her in confusion.
Advertisement
"I was the girl who yelled Hannah's a bitch" She says
"Oh, well, hello new best friend!" I laugh
Mali was a chubby girl. She was big, but she was beautiful. She had beautiful long blonde hair. Her eyes were green and her makeup was on point.
"Nice to finally meet you. What took you so long to talk to me?" I say
"I never got the chance to talk to you. You were always with your friend, and if you weren't, I was too intimidated to talk to you." She says sheepishly
"Why do people think that? I'm a normal person." I pout
"Yeah, a normal person who stood up to the most popular girl in school." She says
"So?"
"Well people think you're popular now, so they think that you only talk to other popular people." She says
"That makes no sense" I say
"Humans make no sense"
"That's true."
We share a laugh and from then on we talked about everything. She transferred to the seat next to me, so the teacher won't catch her talking to me. Mali is a really nice and fun girl.
After class, I was headed to the tree since it was free period and after that was lunch. Emma was going to come here later.
"Hey, what's your next period?" Mali asks
"I have free period, so I'm gonna go to where I stay during lunch" I say
"Can I come with you? I have free period too." She says
"Of course!"
We talked more and more as we waited for Emma. She was gonna eat lunch with us as well.
"What about your friends?" I ask her
"It's fine. They won't mind." She says
"Are you sure?"
"Yup! I'm not that close with them anyway. They each have their own best friends. I'm just there if their best friend isn't there" She says
Advertisement
All my friends have problems with their friendship. I think I have found my people.
"So you feel left out?" I ask
"Mhm"
"Don't worry, Em and I will take care of you." I chuckle. I notice Emma walking towards us with her food.
"Speak of the devil"
"HIIII EMMAAA" I yell while waving my arms around wildly. She laughs in the distance and walks faster towards us.
"Hey Harley! Hello new person!!" She says as she sits down next to me
"Heya Em! This is Mali, our new friend" I introduce her to Em
"Cool!! Hi Mali! I'm Emma. I love your makeup by the way." She says
"Thank you!" Mali says
They talk about how Mali did her makeup. As they do, I notice people, who I haven't talked or seen to in a long time, walk over to us. I sigh and make sure that my heart is locked up. I prepare my emotions. I do not want to break down anymore.
"Long time no see, boys." I say
"I'm assuming you need something" I look at Jaxon
"Nope." He says
"So why are you here?"
"To make things right." He says
"It's not because you're suddenly the most popular girl. It's because we actually want to be friends with you." He says
"JAXON MISSED YOU" Reece yells. Jaxon glares at him and hits him in the head.
"Shut up. You missed her too. You kept saying how "It's boring" and "I want Harley's pizza again". " Jaxon glares at Reece
"Of course. You come back to me for food" I roll my eyes at them
"We do want to be friends with you again Harley." Kaden speaks up. I roll my eyes.
"You guys are such liars. I've experienced it so much that I can see through you already. Who's info do you need and why? Also you have to pay now. It's $2 for minor secrets, and $10 for dark/ dirty secrets." I say
"Why are they so expensive?" Reece asks
"Secrets are expensive" I shrug
Jaxon pulls me up and drags me far from them. I bite my lip to keep from smiling. I've missed his touch...
Once we were away from the group, he turns around to look at me.
"I'm sorry." He says
"You said that before and then you hurt me again." I say
"Why should I trust you now?"
"I remembered the other night when I stayed by you when you were crying. You were so upset. I realized that I was probably the reason for that. I kept hurting you. Ever since I was born, I was taught to always respect girls. I failed to do that. I guess it was because of the popularity or ego in my head. I don't know. I just...I want to make things better. I want to make it up to you." He says
"I'm sorry, Jaxon. I really can't believe you. You've fooled me so many times, and I don't want to fall for another one of your tricks again." I say
"It's okay. You have every right to not believe me,but at least give me a chance to make it up to you." He says. I took a deep breath. I wanted nothing more than to forgive him, but I'm changing now. I am not going to be easily fooled or easily hurt.
I can't just give my heart what it wants anymore. Every time I try to, I end up getting hurt.
Do not forgive him
Do not listen to your heart
Do not
Do not
Do not-
"Okay...one last chance."
Dammit. You're still a stupid fool, Harley. It's just too damn hard to resist the heart I guess.
////////////
Advertisement
Love is Blind
Akira washes up on a small island with no memories-or clothes. He also finds himself without his eyesight. Dahlia happens upon him, and the two find that in short time love can blossom.But is love truly blind? Akira has secrets that cannot stay hidden. Will they be able to fall in love? Or will the parts of Akira and Dahlia come to light, and prevent love from blooming?
8 92I Stole the Badboy's Phone | ✓
• 5-17-18 •In every normal cliché story, the bad boy messes with the good girl, but Brynn's type of cliché is different. She's not a bad girl, but she's definitely not a good girl either. She calls herself a bomb ass mix of all them powers. Brynn Meyers has the good grades and the sassy attitude. Zane Lancaster is the town's bad boy. Tattoos that cover his entire body, always with a cigarette in hand, breaking the rules and causing trouble every time he gets the chance. When Brynn has no choice but to move to California, she finds herself living next door the bad boy. She wants to know what is it like to be a bad boy. What's better than stealing his phone and getting to know his dirty secrets?⋅⋅⋅ Highest ranking: #11 in Teen Fiction | #2 in Humor Story might contain strong language. Read under your own risk. You've been warned. Cover made by @saaamayra Copyright©2017☞nashracxa12 - All Rights Reserved
8 197Rebirth of Fa Wei Lan
I am dying - it was inevitable. The poison given to me over the course of several months have spread throughout my veins and seep through my bones. I was alone. There was not one single person to hold me, to comfort me, or to cry for me... I am all alone...NOTE from the writer: I'm an amateur writer so please overlook plot holes, grammar issues, or anything else a story is supposed to have. This is my original story so... as the saying goes "if you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all".
8 311Last Turn Home
Carly Atwood always remembered the man that used to live in the loft above the barn when she was a little girl. John was her childhood crush, he was the guy she wrote about in her diary, and when he left her in his army greens, he was the first man she ever cried for. Nine years later, Carly isn't the eleven year-old girl John left behind. She grew up and moved on with her life, taking over the Atwood Ranch following her father's death. John isn't the man he used to be either; physically and emotionally scarred following his last deployment in Afghanistan, John is returning to the only place he ever called home, back to the loft above the barn and to the pretty blonde girl that's been holding onto his dog tags for all these years.-----Title inspired by the song of the same name by Tim McGraw.
8 122Mafia Bosses BabyGirl
COMPLETEDMafia Boss Jeon Jungkook finds himself interested in 18 year old Zyn Y/n, who recently moves to seoul to her new foster family.He becomes more ane more active in her life and stops at nothing to make her his.
8 224Falling For A Hijabi (part 1 And 2)
#1 in spiritual in 16/6/2019Previously known as " My very own hijabi" Two young people finding shelter within each other from the world and its evils Jannah Mohamed is not your typical hijabi, she is an introvert, her traumatic past has turned her into the person she is today. Her senior year was supposed to be a regular year if it wasn't for a stupid bet. James Wayne is your typical filthy rich popular bully whose money and extreme good looks help him get away with everything he does. Jannah will teach him that he can't get everything he wants. What happens when two worlds collide?!Teaser" Because....because you like me, I know that you like me, but you are trying to suffocate your feelings, you are trying to bury them under the mountain of disappointments you have in your life, you are acting like you don't care, but you do care, very much actually, more than I can imagine, more than anybody can imagine, that's why you always try your best to hide it very Well, I know you care because I can see the spontanous smile that is drawn on your face once you see me, the luster in your eyes When you see me, I know this because I see myself in them, and this is the only reflection of myself that I like, that I love " he said, as tears kept playing at the corners of his eyes. I was speechless, my mind has betrayed me, I just stood there starring at him as he ran away, I couldn't even ask him to stop or come back for me, he just ran away, like a prey from a predator, and I felt guilty about it, he was my victim. High ranks: reached #12 in highschool in 12/6/2019 out of 219k#4 in nerd out of 29k#1 in spiritual in 16/6/2019Not Cliche I promise👌, crowded with Plot twists, joyful moments and heartbreaks. You will laugh, cry and fall in love with the characters. Ps: It's a fictional story, don't take inspirations from it.Real love comes with marriage 👍. It's a story for all religions, races, and countries.You are all welcome.
8 144