HANA'S POV

I felt really bad.he has gone through so much pain.

He was staring at the floor whole time.Then he looked at me.his eyes were glassy.he was crying.

"She died because of me"he said in a shaky voice.

He started cry so hard.this was the first time I was seeing him crying.he looks so strong from outside.but he is fragile and broken from inside.

I slowly embrace him.

"Shh it's ok.just let it out.just cry as you want.don't bottle up everything jungkook.just let it out now.I'm here with you."I whispered to him.

He then tightly hugged me back and cried.I gently stroke his head.

This is not fair.why does he have to go through all these things.he deserves happiness. Please god.let him be happy.just enough these fucking games.let him be free.

After few minutes he stopped crying.but he was still hugging me.his face was burried in my crook of neck.Then I gently pulled him away and cupped his cheeks with my hands.

"Jungkook,listen. it was not your fault.just remember that.you were just a kid.don't let your past torture you.it was gone.just live in present.ok?"

His gaze was boring in to me.I felt like he was staring in to my soul through my eyes.

Then he slightly nodded.I felt he needed more comfort.so I hugged him again.he hugged me back and burried his face in my shoulder.

Then he pulled away from me and smiled warmly.

"Let's go.you need to rest."he said softly.

I just nodded at him.

Then he helped me to go to my room.he laid me in my bed.

It was raining heavily outside. Just like a thunder storm.

Jungkook was a bit strange when he heard the growling sounds from outside. Like he was scared.

"Are you okay jungkook?"I asked as he was covering me from the blanket.

"Uh y-yeah.just sleep.I'll leave now."

Before he go I grabbed his wrist.

"Are you scared of thunders"I asked him with a concern voice.

"N-No.I'm a big man.why would I scare?"he stuttered a bit.

"You can't fool me around. You're scared right? "

He then sat beside me and sighed.

"It's not about thunders."

"Then?"

"When days like this-I mean thunder storms,I see nightmares.every time I see the same thing.the day my mom died.I keep seeing it.I'm scared to see it again and again when the days like this."

Oh poor jungkook.god! Why are you so cruel to him?you don't even let him to sleep peacefully.

"Story time is over.just sleep.don't worry.I'll be fine."

He then left.

Will he have same nightmare today?will he be able to sleep?

I was so worried about him.

I couldn't sleep.I was thinking about jungkook.it's almost 1.00.am.

Is he okay?that was all I could think.

I can't sleep like this.should I check on him?nah.he must be okay.but,is he?

I was in an inner battle with my own thoughts. I sighed loudly.lastly I decided to check on him.so I got up from my bed.it was still raining heavily. Thunder storm was still with the rain.

I slowly walked towards his room.fortunately he hasn't locked his door so I peeked from the slightly opened door.he was sleeping soundly.I felt relived. When I was about to turn back I heard a sniffling sound.that was him.

I walked towards his bed.he was sniffling in his sleep.I was sure he was having a nightmare.

"Mom!"he started to sleep talk.

I gently shook him.

"Jungkook,jungkook.wake up."I slowly said.

But he was still in his sleep.

"Mom!please don't leave me!"he cried.

Then I shook him again.

"Jungkook!wake up."

Then his eyes were opened widely.he was breathing heavily.

"Jungkook!"I softly said.

He then looked at me.he suddenly sat up and hugged me tightly.

"It's ok.it's ok.it's just a nightmare. Everything is gonna be fine."I caressed his back.

After he calmed down I made him lay in his bed.

"Just sleep.I'll go now."I was about to leave but he grabbed my wrist.

"Please.stay with me"he said in a shaky voice.fear was all over his face.

I nodded at him and laid in his other side with a space between us.

"Thank you"he whispered. I looked at him and smiled at him.

"I always wanted someone at by my side when I'm having this nightmare. But I was alone all the times."he said in a sleepy voice with closed eyes.

I wondered if he was sleep talking or something.

"Now I'm here with you.don't worry."I simply said and and closed my eyes.Then I felt a strong hand around my waist.I opened my eyes immediately. That was jungkook.

"J-Jungkook?"I stuttered. But he didn't reply. "Ar-Are you sleeping? Jung-jungkook"

Oh my god!why am I feeling so hot.

My cheeks started to blush so hard.what is he doing to me?why am I feeling butterflies in my stomach?

I tried to push his hand away but his grip was tight.I can't push it harshly. He might wake up.

JUNGKOOK 'S POV

I wasn't sleeping.I wanted to feel her warmth again.it's so comforting me.I don't know when will I be able to feel her warmth again.so I decided to stay like that.I felt like I can stay like that forever.I love to feel her embrace. That's what I wanted all these years.but I know I'll have to let her go someday.I can't keep her forever with me.it will only lead her to a danger.

So please hana.let me stay like this just for a once.