....I took a deep breath as I opened the door and made my way inside....the house was dark.....where is he?? I rested my bags in the living room.... as I made my way to the kitchen....he didn't even touch the food......why does he have to be like this??...I put so much effort into this....I just sighed an made my way upstairs....

As I walked up the stairs.....I...heard....his voice......

"you're so tight baby"......

I slowly.....walked closer to his room.....so I could hear better.....as I walked closer and closer.........

........I heard a g-g-irl voice.....

"T-t-aehyung o-o-pa f-f-faster"

WHAT?! My mind couldn't start to comprehend what I'm hearing.....my thoughts were getting blurry.....I felt anxious.....lost......why does he have to be so disgusting??? Am I really just his toy???.....

.........I felt a pain in my chest as I could only hear moans and groans from where I stood outside his door......I held my chest as a single tear rolled down my cheek....

.....what was happening to me????

Why does he have to do this?????

I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE....! I couldn't stand there any longer........I ran towards my room where I locked myself in......I was breathless.....i held my chest.. I slowly turned around so my back was against my door....

I fell to the ground......as tears began flowing uncontrollably.......

Why does he have to do this???? Why can't he just treat me right...... what did I ever do to him???? Why me?????

I cried uncontrollably....my heart was pounding.......paining........what was happening to me??????

"T-t-t-aehyung why??WHYYYY" I said as I grabbed my head in frustration.......

Why does this have to happen to me?????

Why did I.........

I slowly lowered my head into my knees.......and.......said...........

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