"I cannot do all the good that the world needs it. But the world needs all the good that I can do."

- Jana Stainfield 

Part 7

Angel's Pov 

My feet froze in the corner of the room, looking at his angry self or should I say crazy self? 

My mind was blank looking at him breaking everything in the room, my body shivered with fear gripping my heart. 

"A-are y-you o-o-ok?" My voice broke due to crying, his heavy breath told me how angry he was. He punched the mirror making me flinch. 

"NO, I'M NOT OK, AND IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU" He yelled at me and threw the vase at me, which I ducked on time. 

My eyes widened at his behaviour, his blue eyes were bloodshot red due to aggression.

"B-but w-what did I-I do ?" I asked while sobbing. He gripped my shoulder very painfully "just say that you love me, tell me lina that you. are. mine." I gasped and shook my head. 

"Ian you know how much I love Blaize, he is my everything, and why are you behaving like this, we are Best friends Ian, what happened to you? Why are you even doing this, is this because of your drugs? I -I told you to stop those drugs that are bad for your health and those guys are not good-" The blow on my right cheek stopped my rant. He slapped me.

Before my reaction he held my neck and pressed harder making it hard to breath, I couldn't believe my friend could do this. Black spots appeared at the corner of my eyes. 

"Ia-n ple-ase, I c-an-t bre-ath, ple-as-e" speaking was a difficult task to do but a certain someone's picture formed in my mind. 

Blaize, you promised to protect me. You broke your promise. Why? Please come back. 

"NOOO" I woke up with the jerk. My breath came out in painting and sweat covered my body. 

I hid my face in palms remembering that helpless night. Why? Why is this happening? Just when I start to move on from the past, it has come back again to slap on my face. 

Blaize you broke all your promises, you promised to never leave me yet you did, I waited for you till years, but you came when I lost all my hope in love and lost myself somewhere behind.

But what did you do? You called me slut. After so many years we met and you called me slut. What did I even do to deserve so much hatred from people? 

"Please mom, please wake up, I need you, please wake up" I cried, cried and cried until sleep consumed me. 

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It was lunch break when I completed the file of our best investors. Christian asked me to make it, but he looked very depressed today.

He didn't even scold me for being late. Yup, after crying last night I woke up late and rushed to the office at 8:40, even though Kate had to go early today or else she could wake me up. 

But Chris William is definitely angry at me for being late, he nearly fired me out but thank god Christian stopped him. 

I sighed and took the file to Christian hoping that Chris might leave. I was about to knock when I heard, "You can't do this to me dad, I already have so much in my hand and above all Benny is pregnant, she needs my time" 

What benny is pregnant well that's a good news. "You have to take my place here Chris, I'm not getting any younger." his father said with a weak voice. 

"Dad, Blaize decided to take this company, not me, he can not just back out for some shit of a girl, you can just fire Angelina Hughes and everything-"

"Shut up, Angelina is not going anywhere, and you-" he stopped with heavy breathing.

What Blaize took this company? And he didn't want to come here because of me? 

My heart broke with their words, he hated me that much but why? Chris's yelling broke me out of my thought chain. 

"Someone help, Dad? Dad please say something, what's happening?" 

Without thinking I barged in the office and my eyes widened at the old man lying on the floor barely breathing. 

"Oh my god, let me check" I checked his nerves then his eyes and opened his shirt till chest area. "What do you think you are doing?" Chris hissed at me. 

But I ignored him and slowly pressed on his heart. "Just call the ambulance please I'll be back in seconds" I told Chris and ran off without looking at his face. 

I collected the needed things then ran back to the office " Did you call the ambulance?" I asked and he nodded with annoyance. 

"If anything happened to dad, then I'll kill you with my bare hands" he said with a deadly voice which made me shiver but I composed myself to help the man in front of me.

Without wasting any time I pierce the area near his heart with a needle and made sure to be very careful. "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING, HE IS BLEEDING" Chris yelled holding my hand to stop me. 

"Chris please I'm trying to help here, my mom was a doctor, she taught me how to do this, please he needs it right now or worse can happen" I tried to make him understand which thankfully he did. 

I pressed the air release bottle cap on the pierce place near his heart and pressed first slowly then hardly. After a few seconds his breathing got normal and he opened his eyes, but his condition was still weak.

"Dad .. are you okay?" Chris asked with moisture near his eyes to which Christian smiled weakly.

"He needs medication right now" I told him but still he ignored me like a plague.

"The ambulance is here, we need to take him "a man in blue white uniform barged in the office with him came none other than Blaize but his eyes fixed on Christian. 

"He is here, please make sure that he is alright" Chris ordered them and both sons helped Christian out. It was clear how weak his condition was.

"Tell the doctors that he nearly had a heart attack" I said when they were walking out. That's when I noticed, it may be because of his depression.

"Take him carefully, I'll be there in a minute" Blaize said to Chris who obliged immediately.

After they left he turned to me with the same blue green eyes which I love and which used to look at me with so much love but now there is only hate in them. 

So many questions I need him to answer, but I know better to raise them so instead I asked "Blaize.. how are you?".

"It's Mr. William for you, and stop looking at me like we are--" he stopped maybe looking for words. 

"Best Friends?" I really want to say lovers but I don't know about his reaction. 

His looks changed as fast as lightning and he glared at me with so much intensity but still there was longing in his eyes. 

Does it mean he missed me? My heart flutters with the thought. "I missed you Blaize" I mumbled in a low voice but I know he heard me.

"Stop imagining things here miss Hughes, we are no one to each other and I don't even know you. Do you understand that?, but the thing you need to know is that your work here is done and you may leave now. Now get out of my building" he said with so much venom in his voice but his eyes still showed only hurt. 

"But, I am.. I mean you are. .. blaize I mean Mr william... please I missed-" he cut me off with yelling.

"Didn't you hear, just get out?" he pointed to the door. So many things I want to tell him and ask him but his behaviour is hurting me. 

"Blaize, why are you doing this? Please we need to talk, I-I missed you." I said. 

"Tell me why didn't you come back? Why did you break your promises? Why-" he gripped my hand, painfully shutting me up. 

"Enough with your nonsense, and Don't you ever come here again, and for your questions you are nothing to me, I hate you from the bottom of my heart" 

My heart beats frantically like it's telling me to not believe his words. But still his words shattered the little hope building in my heart. 

"Blaize you.. you are hurting me" sob erected from my mouth because of his painful hold. 

He looked startled at first but then dragged me out and threw me like some lifeless thing on the floor. "For the last time it's Mr William for you and don't come back here ever, just get out" he yelled and stormed out using stairs leaving me crying. 

Without wasting any time I took my stuff and entered into the lift. He is not the Blaize I loved. He could never hurt me. I remember how he hated my tears, but today what he gave me was only tears. 

He is not my blaize today. He was a complete stranger whom I didn't know. But I still get that feeling when I see his eyes, my heart recognises him. The rapid growth in my heartbeat when he is anywhere near me is proof that he is my blaize. 

But what made him change so much? Or was that all facade in the past as I had been told, it means I had been living in lies, the blaize I loved never existed in this world. 

With my once again broken heart. I went to the only person whom I need most in my life.

Mom 

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