《Battlefield Restart (Original/Unedited)》Chapter 26: To Trust
Advertisement
"How old were you again?" I decided to change the subject after thinking of something. She pouted at my words as even idiot could tell my intentions.
"Seven." She says disappointedly.
"You've not even at the age of nurturing but you still have to attend the Magic Academy?" I frowned in displeasure.
"Mom was saying that they're taking me early because I'm a genius." She smiles innocently as she replies.
I really have a bad feeling about her careless reply. Just by looking at her face I could tell that she wasn't understanding what was going on.
There's no choice, I'll have to ask Mother after I'm finished, maybe I can get a better understanding of what talents everyone sees within her.
"Did you already learn the basics of Spell Circles?" I ask with suspicion.
"Yes, sorry, Mom taught me the basics a few days ago." She responds bashfully, but my eyes were still narrowed suspiciously, some of the dots started to connect in my head.
"Forget it, I'm the one who figured you knew nothing in regards to Magic, so a misunderstanding was only natural." It was only now did I remember that Magic Academy student didn't need someone to teach them these basics.
It wasn't like I looked down on her. It was just that she really was too young to grasp these basics. I wouldn't have guessed that my sister would be able to understand such an intricate subject.
However, that isn't enough to be regarded as a genius, since understanding Spell Circles to this degree is something everyone my age is able to do. I could only think of one ridiculous conjecture that can explain why a seven year old would be able to skip year and become a student.
"Can you draw Spell Circles?"
"I can." She nods vigorously.
What...? I felt a bomb had exploded in my mind. What kind of monster is she?
"You... Can you really draw them?" My mouth was agape as I couldn't even find the words to express my shock!
"I can." She repeats with a smug face.
"Which ones?" I don't knew what face I'm making right now but I'm sure that it's no longer as nonchalant as before.
Advertisement
"I can draw Ether Gatherers and Lightning Gatherers." She exclaims proudly. I remember what Ether Gatherers were, they were basic formations needed for Passive Formations that are always active, but what're Lightning Gatherers?
"Lightning Gatherers are Spell Circles I've made myself. Look." After answering the question in my eyes, she lifted her hand and controlled the Water Ether within a canister that was strapped to her waist. Allowing it to form Spell Circle of her own Mana.
It was a strange Spell Circle that was unlike the ones I've seen before. One that was of Water Attribute, but generated lightning instead of anything of the aquatic element, little icicles constantly collided with each other in harmony as electrical charge stored.
"It's a good Spell Circle that converts electrical charge into Lightning Ether before storing it as Lightning Mana. Who taught you this one?" I recovered from my surprise and started to ask.
"I made it myself." And once again a bomb blew in my mind as I heard her words. Even I wasn't able to grasp how to draw Spell Circles, even with so much time in my hands, the only thing I could do was increase my understanding of them little by little.
But Merilin? Not only has she grasped the basics, she is also able to draw her own, her current achievement in Magic defies all logic and reason. To the point that I can't help but suspect her to be a reincarnated individual like myself.
Yet no matter how I look at that naive smile of hers, I can't find any traces of falsehood, only the excitement of a child that wishes to praised by others.
"I guess I really have to meet Mother and ask her about your ridiculous perception regarding Spell Circles." I sigh in defeat before patting her head.
"You. Are. Extremely. Amazing." I say word by word. I may not normally praise others but I definitely give it where it's due. Though now I feel a sense of foreboding again.
Hah... In my past life, I wouldn't feel this unease just from talking to someone, maybe because I really didn't give a damn about others in general.
Ten years is enough for a man to change completely, and I'm no exception to this, the person I once was has already washed away. Now all that's left is man who just wants to protect what he already has.
Advertisement
I don't need my terrifying instincts to tell me that Merilin will be in danger in the future and that sticking around her could lead to me being in harms way. I can already tell that the assassins that have infiltrated the Drakyol Kingdom will not let my genius sister grow. The same people that decimated Mark's family won't allow her live peacefully.
So what should I do to protect her? The answer to that is simple: Grow strong enough to protect her no matter what storm comes spinning my way!
"Big Brother, you look kinda scary." A hint of fear arises within her heart as she saw the bloodlust within my eyes.
"It's nothing." I quickly hid the sharp glint in my eyes and shook my head.
"Merilin."
"Yes?"
"Please remember what I'm about to say." I say while looking at her deeply.
"Okay..." She seemed affected by my mood and obediently lowered her head.
"In the future, you may experience some tragedies, and sometimes I won't be able to be there for you when it counts the most. So make sure you grow stronger. Don't become slothful and waste your time playing with those 'Friends' of yours, put more effort into growing stronger, do you understand?"
"But... Why do you want me to be strong?" She asks in response.
"For happiness." My heart grows cloudy as I remembered the wars of modern era. Some thought that the modern era was peaceful, but I knew clearly how savage the society was underneath such a facade, the true face of reality was uglier than the Devils.
Many times as I completed missions with the rest of my squad, there were times when I'd see poverty and injustice in their barest forms.
Good? Evil? No one cares about such a thing on the battlefield. The only thing that is able to persuade those who lack morales is the density of ones fist.
The hungry won't get food if they just beg on the streets. The victims won't be able to avenge their sorrows without breaking the laws that govern society.
"I don't want to." She shakes her head.
"Do you have a death wish? I know your already smart enough to understand the dangers that Enchanted Robe poses for you. Just your status alone is enough to make those of nobility to approach you with ill-intentions." My eyes sharpen as I scold her seriously for the first time.
"I want to make friends." Her quivering voice resounds as she once again lowers her head. Seeing her like this only made see her more as a little lamb.
"Mark, Anna and us, your family, are your friends. Anyone else could be an assassin or a wolf dressed as a sheep."
"I know how to make decisions myself."
"What do you know? You're just a kid who hasn't even walked out the mansion your whole life. How are you supposed to judge those around you?"
"You haven't gone out either." As I heard her words, I became more enraged, I hate it when she's stubborn.
"Just focus more on your own personal strength instead of relying on others." I spat out in rage as looked at her.
A silence surrounded us as we both didn't continue arguing for a moment.
"Why don't you trust me?" She finally asks. At those words, I didn't know how to answer, my mouth opened but I didn't know what to say in response.
Not trust her? It was then that I suddenly came to a realisation, I'm not talking to another adult who has lived for dozens of years like myself, I'm talking to a fickle little girl who just wants to live her life to the fullest.
She lifted her head and looked at me with a gaze I found unfathomable before leaving the room. I wanted to stop her, felt a pain in my heart as I stepped forward, the memories of myself arose in my mind.
I turned to look in the mirror and saw a haggard old man, one that seemed to have already lost his trust in the world around him, an iron porcupine that tried his best to protect his heart.
Hah... I really am stupid aren't I?
Advertisement
I got an SSS-Grade unique skill
On December 31, 2090… at 11:59 pmA large meteor comes hurtling into earth. But, contrast to what was expected, it was destroyed even before it lands.At the same time…
8 2196Ouroboros Ascendant
Ouroboros Ascendant is a story about friends you meet on the internet, and then spend entirely too much time together hunting monsters, doing quests, earning experience, and risking your life. Except for Jack, Erin, Rory, and Layla, the video game they play together every Saturday isn’t nearly as real or as threatening as the primal world of Ayrgard. A mysterious force has drawn them across the darkness between realms for its own purposes, and they’ll need to survive monsters, politics, and a lurking threat they can’t yet imagine. In the interest of disclosure and ease of access, Ouroboros Ascendant features gay, bisexual, and straight main and supporting characters, and features elements of romance between some of those characters. However, OA is not a story about romance. If you're hungry for more chapters, there's always Patreon.
8 155Apocalypse redone
With a cry of pain the last human on earth dies. Then he wakes up in his apartment 10 years in the past just at the beginning of the zombie infection that devastated humanity. Now with the accumulated knowledge of a lifetime he must evolve and change that tragic defeat into a glorious victory.
8 110Blood Tribute Gacha in Another World
Sacrificing a portion of your very life, throwing it to the winds in a vain hope of reward that could be either meager or great based on nothing but the whims of fate - Well that's just like gacha, isn't it? Nirou Tetsugawa, a med school dropout, is suddenly summoned to a world where those seeking power bleed for it. Literally. By tributing a portion of one's own blood and invoking the world's god, one will be granted a gift. This can be anything from a fantastic magical ability to an underwhelming basic everyday tool. To survive, Nirou will have to make use of anything he can get. Because if you try to reroll here, you just might bleed out.
8 165The Fight We Chose
"No one starts a war—or rather, no one in his senses ought to do so—without first being clear in his mind what he intends to achieve by that war and how he intends to conduct it."- Harold G. Moore November 22nd, 1963: The eyes of the world turn to the American city of Dallas, Texas, where normality has been forever shattered. An attack the likes of which the world has never seen before has turned the Cold War on its head as the new factor in the silent conflict threatens the balance. The world already teetering on the brink of war, the United States and those that lead it now have to balance a new threat, fantastical in origin, alongside the many others that come with the turbulent era of the 1960s. Eras collide. Values clash. The nature of war remains unchanged.
8 119My Female Masturbation Adventures - Snafus and Successes
This is an autobiography of my masturbation experiences and my life of anorgasmia, and my journey as I try to regain my ability to orgasm.Stories of my masturbation adventures as I discover and explore new ways to masturbate, from the shower massage spray to vibrators and more. I'll also share about my anorgasmia what I'm doing to overcome it. This story will include details of my early masturbation experiences (the good and the bad), along with updates about my recent escapades.~Previously held rankings:Top 0.02%:#4 truestory out of 26.3K stories8/28/22#1 autobiography out of 6.2K stories11/7/22Top 0.03%:#6 personal out of 26.5K stories9/11/22#1 memoir out of 3.4K stories9/2/22Top 0.04%:#2 confessions out of 5K stories9/22/22Top 0.05%:#27 diary out of 58.8K stories9/29/22Top 0.06%:#23 nonfiction out of 45.5K stories9/26/22Top 0.2%:#65 memories out of 42.5K stories10/3/22Top 0.4%:#12 shower out of 3.5K stories9/30/22#38 selfdiscovery out of 10.1K stories9/3/2022Top 0.8%:#10 orgasms out of 616 stories8/18/22#4 vibrators out of 142 stories8/19/22Top 6%:#1 femalemasturbation out of 19 stories8/19/22Top 9%:#6 vibrations out of 71 stories8/21/22~Previously held unlisted rankings:Top 15%:#1 clitoral out of 7 stories8/21/22Top 40%:#2 femalesexuality out of 5 stories8/21/22~Previously held unlisted rankings from tags I removed:Top 50%:#1 sexualsecrets out of 2 stories8/21/22#1 showermasturbation out of 2 stories8/21/22
8 247