《Moonborn》4.2: shadows inside
Advertisement
When Ainsel got to school and Zoë wasn’t in their usual meeting spot, she was so worried that she completely forgot about Remy. Unfortunately, he hadn’t forgotten about her. He lurked near her until the bell rang, a tall, dark, moody shadow, then moved into the desk he’d previously occupied.
Without Zoë, it was just the two of them. And he was acting even less like a proper student than the day before. He sprawled forward in his seat, putting his chin on his hands on the desk, watching her like she was lunch.
Keeping a wary eye on Remy, Ainsel texted a worried message to Zoë, then sent another one apologizing for worrying, then sent a third one threatening to call in fifteen minutes if she didn’t get a response. She regretted the last one; it meant she had to wait fifteen minutes before calling.
She tried to concentrate on finishing some of her homework, but Remy kept staring at her. There was something off about the way he sat there, as if he was sick, or very tired. His dark hair was completely uncombed and she realized he was wearing the same clothes as the day before.
As she accidentally met his blue gaze, he murmured, “Are you really one of them?”
Caught off guard, Ainsel asked, “What?”
“You smell like I always imagined they’d smell. Delicious. But so does your friend and I can’t believe she and you are both…” He shook his head slowly.
Despite the fact that he was secretly a monster and had just described her as delicious, Ainsel was intrigued and irritated rather than frightened. “Both what? What do you think I am?”
Tyler appeared beside the table as if by magic. The last time Ainsel had seen him he’d been talking to Bradley at the door. Somehow, Tyler managed to be friends with even loners like that. And yet..
“Hey, you don’t look so good, buddy. Is there some medicine you ought to be taking?” Tyler had a concerned expression on his face, but his eyes glittered.
Advertisement
Ainsel remembered what Zoë had said about Tyler the night before: that she thought he was creepy, that he wasn’t actually Ainsel’s friend. He didn’t seem like Remy’s friend, either. Ainsel had never been strongly attached to him, not like she was to Zoë, but Zoë had considered him a close friend. Maybe he wasn’t the sort of person who was anybody’s friend for real. But he did a really good job of acting like it sometimes, if that was the case.
Remy gave Tyler a look of such undisguised hostility that Ainsel’s skin prickled. “Would you like to take over?”
Tyler smirked. “I’m not in your seat.”
“Do you two know each other from somewhere else?” Ainsel asked. “I feel like maybe you do.”
“Nah, babe, we just met a couple of days ago,” said Tyler, giving her a twinkling grin. Remy smiled too, except it was more like bared teeth.
Then the bell rang, slicing through the tension. Ainsel stuffed her homework into her bag and went to the restroom to hide out in a stall until the fifteen minute timer she’d given Zoë ticked down.
“Mmmph.” Zoë answered the phone like she was barely conscious.
Anxiety evaporated from Ainsel’s heart. “I’m so glad you’re alive.”
Blearily, Zoë said, “Eh? Why wouldn’t I be alive?”
“Well, you’re not at school. How come? Are you sick?”
“School? Oh crap. Ugh. I overslept. And…” Some papers rustled in the background. “Uh. I’ll be there for second period, okay? Something did happen last night but I remember it and…. And you’re not going to believe it.”
“Zoë!”
“I promise, it’ll be easier to tell you in person. I have to grab a shower, so talk to you later. Go back to class!”
After Zoë hung up, Ainsel glared resentfully at her phone. They had these marvelous devices for talking over long distances and Zoë was incredibly resistant to using them for anything other than basic communication. Ainsel would have to remind her how they worked.
When she emerged from the stall, she was shocked to see Remy leaning against one of the sinks, his arms crossed. Shocked—but only at first. Because of course he’d followed her into the restroom. He followed her everywhere else in school.
Advertisement
He raised his eyebrows at her.
“You know, if you get caught in here, they’re going to kick you out of the school,” she pointed out, putting her bag on the sink beside him and studying her reflection.
“Hah,” he said. “They know I’m from somewhere else. They’ll forgive me.”
“Somewhere with mixed-gender toilets?”
He shrugged. “Sure. It’s all been taken care of.” He frowned. “Somehow.”
She studied his reflection in the mirror. Not only was his hair a mess, his eyes were red, like he hadn’t been sleeping. “Tyler’s right, you don’t look so good. Here.” She dug in her purse and offered him a hairbrush.
She’d seen him surly, creepy, hostile, annoyed, impatient and predatory, but now she saw him nonplussed.
But he didn’t accept the brush. “Do you think this is a game?”
Ainsel opened her arms wide. “Here we are in private. I’m not running away. Are you going to hurt me? Kill me?” He didn’t move, his intense eyes meeting her own. She closed her arms up again. “I didn’t think so. So if you’re going to follow me around I might as well be friendly.” She looked back in the mirror again, applying the brush to her own hair.
“Change,” he said softly. “Change and I will. I could go home again, get rid of this curse. I would have ended this days ago, but while you linger in this shape it would serve no purpose.”
Ainsel felt dizzy. The fear she’d thought had subsided spiked through her, but she managed to say airily, “Then obviously I ought to never change.” Whatever that means. I don’t even want to know.
Remy reached for her and she stepped backward. His hand dropped as he said, “You don’t even understand what the curse is, or you’d know that wouldn’t save you in the end. When I lose everything—”
Ainsel’s temper flared. “No, of course I don’t. You show up here talking crazy and following me into the girl’s restroom. I don’t understand anything about you.”
He nodded. “Just so.” His face tightened and his hand clenched on the edge of the sink. He glanced in the mirror, then looked away quickly. “No,” he muttered. “It would have been better if I’d died when I first came to this broken land.” He laughed. “Certainly better for you.”
Remy’s gaze wasn’t focused on Ainsel anymore. He was hurt somehow, she realized. Maybe inside, maybe in his head. She wondered if she could fix him the same way she could fix Zoë’s little hurts. But she’d have to touch him for that and that thought both attracted and frightened her.
Ainsel moved from one side to another experimentally. His eyes weren’t even tracking her anymore. He was looking at something inside his own head and whatever it was, it wasn’t pleasant.
She hesitated a moment. She wanted to reach up and brush his messy hair out of his face, smooth down the waves, and see if she could fix whatever ailed him. But when he’d reached for her she’d stepped away. Today, she hadn’t been afraid he’d hurt her. Not until the moment he’d told her to change. Now, she could feel the danger radiating off him: an unpredictable madness that could lead to bloodshed, or worse. If she touched him, there was no telling what would happen.
She moved completely out of his line of vision. He didn’t notice, lost in his own mental landscape. Quietly, feeling a little stab of inexplicable shame, she left the restroom. Once in the empty hall, she hesitated, then opened the closet beside the restroom, grabbed the ‘Closed for Cleaning’ sign and set it up. At least she could make sure that nobody—him or any other girls—got an unpleasant surprise.
Then, hoping Zoë got to school soon, she went to class.
Advertisement
- In Serial83 Chapters
Adventurer Slayer
The days of slaying monsters are over. Vance's world is turned upside down when he accepts a class that rewards him for killing other adventurers. He no longer needs to work for the Federal Guild. He no longer needs to follow the rules set by the Church of Amirani. He's free to explore his real potential—partnering with monsters against humans, hunting both beginners and professionals, and journeying across dimensions for Class Ascensions. How far will he make it before the ghosts of the past catch up to him? And how long can he remain disguised—a bloodsoaked wolf among helpless sheep? Thus starts the life of an Adventurer Slayer. This is a character-and-story-focused LitRPG. Chapters are 3-4k words long.
8 166 - In Serial8 Chapters
Echoes of War
In the high fantasy world of Shtar the Lich King War is finally over after more than a century of brutal fighting that spanned the entire Six Worlds. Coming home after fighting in the entire war, Daln Ralvden discovers that his house is on the edge of being declared empty. The youngest member of the house has been war-souled and declared herself a Warlord, and the oldest is a mage who's power was brutally burned out of her by the death of the Queen of the World. Amid the backdrop of restoration the question of where exactly House Ralvden, and Daln, fit is very much up in the air. With enemies on all sides, many of whom cannot be faced with a naked blade, can Daln and his great grand niece, the Warlord Bloody Elshon, ensure that House Ralvden does not fade into history as so many others have?
8 211 - In Serial16 Chapters
The Class B
The unassuming Arte Bodrum is a simple AutoChef Technician with a penchant for amateur naturalism. He's never been involved in anything remotely interesting, and if he was being honest with you, would say adventures only happen in stories. Real life is never so exciting. So you can imagine his surprise when one day he stumbles into secretive meeting of black robed figures, casting him into a world far more complicated, and dangerous, then he could have ever imagined. Cover image compliments of Dylan Foley (https://www.flickr.com/photos/shoesfullofdust/)https://www.flickr.com/photos/[email protected]/3998620647"Tool Box & Levels" by shoesfullofdust is marked with CC BY 2.0. To view the terms, visit https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/2.0/?ref=openverse
8 134 - In Serial16 Chapters
Forsaken
Adyn, a boy forsaken by this world, lives in the slums of the city, Kashin, with no father, mother, and any memories of his past. He is alone and on his own, but he soon is able to rise in both power and glory due to a certain mysterious man. His journey is a tough one, but he will surely bring justice to the lands of Aidea.(This is my first story I ever wrote.)Currently on undetermined period of hiatus... Sorry people!
8 94 - In Serial31 Chapters
A New Beginning
Humans don't understand how someone can be both dead and alive, and that fact scares them, it opens up the possibility of a threat even if there is no evidence of malevolent intent. So, the only solution in the minds of humanity is to dominate and subjugate the unknown variable until it no longer has even the potential to be a threat. They choose to pretend that the unknown variable is lesser, that humanity is superior on no other grounds than that it's humanity. Danny had been stuck with the G.I.W for years when the Young Justice team rescued him. Broken, beaten, and none the wiser of the greater majority of humans, the humans with kindness in their eyes and light in their souls. He's been trapped in the darkness of greed and fear and violence for far too long, and what's left behind is a fractured mind and a trained weapon. Buried underneath that, however, is a young child who is scared and confused, a child that hasn't seen the light of day in years. That child never expected to see the bright side to existence, to see the light shine in the souls of the righteous. That all changed with one group of heroes, and one family of Bats.Cover doesn't belong to me.Cross-published on two other sites*Undergoing heavy editing, nothing plot-wise is changing, I am only editing grammar, mechanics, vocabulary, sentence variation, and formatting and overall I am just making it a more pleasant and refined read :) I am also deleting the A/Ns at the beginning and end of each chapter
8 200 - In Serial66 Chapters
Amphigory
"Poetry is the spontaneous overflow of powerful feelings; it takes its origin from emotions recollected in tranquility." -William WordsworthAn amateur collection of my dark poetry, spoken word, and deep late-night thoughts.***{ONGOING}***warning: many of these pieces cover topics such as depression, anxiety, suicide, abuse, rape, and others which may be considered triggering to some. Read at your own discretion.
8 118

