《nocturne》johannes brahms
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Hyunjins POV:
I was sitting in his classroom again.
The class full of students ready to tackle the difficult course and eager to persue their futures.
I on the other hand, sat there dazed.
My thoughts drifting off to the unimaginable pleasure i'd been introduced to, not more than 5 hours ago.
The man who was the cause of that ecstasy, simply stood infront of his class, reviewing over diminished G7 chords, as if he didn't just take one his student's virginity and abuse their ass until simply sitting hurt.
Of course, i knew he shouldn't be treating me differently, but the simple aloofness astounded me.
Not just at school, even at his house.
After we had sex, Mr. Bang cleaned me up, a stern look on his face.
He sat me down on the bed, before speaking.
"Hyunjin, i want you to understand, that this is just a hookup. I do not love you."
Even though i knew what he was gonna say, it still stung a little bit.
"I know." i croaked, my voice sore from moaning.
"Good boy." he smiled, patting my head as if i was child.
"Mr. Bang?"
"Hm?"
"I want to let you know, that i don't love you either, and that thankyou for taking my virginity, it was quite memorable." i said, confidence seeping through my wavering voice.
A small smirk rested on his face, "Your quite welcome beautiful." My face reddened at the praise.
"If you would like, we could do this again, no strings attached." he offered.
I slowly nodded, understanding that this was simply sex.
"I'd like that too."
Cupping my chin, the older titled my face upwards, "You know Hyunjin, your one of the most prettiest people I've ever slept with."
I smiled at him.
"I'm glad i got to taste you. But remember, i am still your teacher, so i look forward to seeing you in class tomorrow. "
His said the last bit with a sense of purpose, as if he thought i would slack off now.
Gathering my belonging, Mr. Bang walked me to the door, "Ill see you in class tomorrow Mr. Bang."
And that's what led me to this point.
Not even a smile as i walked through the doors of his classroom.
He regarded me with the same blank stare and scowl as he did with every other student.
I understand that we were back to normal, but he was the one who approached me first, so i couldn't help but feel used.
"Jinnie.." A raspy whisper, tickled my ear.
I jumped in my seat, facing Changbin.
"Jesus Christ Hyung you scared me!" i whispered back.
He laughed and pat my head, "You were gone for the entire class love."
I looked at him quizzically, "Gone?"
"I could tell you were day dreaming all day."
My eye's widened as i cursed my distracted state, "Oh... I'm sorry.." I mumbled.
"Don't apologize, its normal, but.. " he hesitated, glancing up, "you might want to talk to Mr. Bang.."
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Now i was completely awake, "M-mr. B-bang? why do i need to talk to him.."
"Well he called on you once, but you were actually asleep, so he just glared at you and he kept glaring at you in class today, you didn't notice cause you were spaced out. So i would maybe apologize to him.." Changbin advised, giving me a look of pity.
I sighed, nodding.
It'd begun to feel normal to get in 'trouble' in Mr. Bangs class.
"Good luck Jinnie, Meet me at your house after ok?"
"My house?"
"Mhm, Jeongin said he was inviting himself over so i could come too."
I rolled my eye's, "Thats fine, just do you mind feeding kkami for me?"
"Sure baby." he said, before giving me a supportive pat on the back.
I watched as Changbin walked out the mahogony doors, his back mucles quiet apparnt in his tight fitting black t.
He was indeed, one attractive man.
"Are you here to waste my time or do you need something?"
A whip like voice broke me out of my thoughts.
"Oh- , uh... I'd like to apologize.. about today.." i started, immediately feeling inferior as his hard gaze bore holes into me.
"And what exactly did you do today?" he asked, his voice stern, and nothing like what he was the night before.
"I spaced off...."
A noise of approval left Mr. Bang, as he stared at me.
Suddenly, the older stood up, walking to close the doors before facing me.
"Listen Hyunjin. I understand that you might feel that our relationship might've changed because of the events that occured last night, but need i remind you, it was a one time thing."
He sighed before continuing, running his hands through his hair.
"You're an attractive person Hyunjin, but i cannot sleep with my students-"
"But-" i started, ready to argue how i was one of his students.
"- and you unfortunalty are one of them. but i thought about what we had done and i have came to the conclusion that it was simply just pent up fustrations. So i hope you understand that this doesn't make you think you have some sort of advantage over the class."
I gaped at him, the whole lecture he gave me, completely and utter bullshit.
"Mr. Bang. I understand it was a one time thing, but i'm not trying to take adavantage, you can ignore me all you want. i dont care. But please don't blame my mistakes on the fact that you fucked me."
The blonde raised an eyebrow.
"I was genuinly just tired today, and it upsets me that you think i'm that type of person."
My cheeks were red as i vented out my anger.
I wasn't one to get mad, but Mr. Bang acted as if i was another one of his students he slept with. Or that he expected me to be all over him after we fucked.
"To be honest, i thought you were attractive as well, and then we had sex, which was great. But don't think i'm in love with you..." I took a breath,
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"Im sorry to say this Mr. Bang, but your really not all that.."
Silence coated the air as he stared at me with an surprised expression, not expecting my outburst.
After a minute of painful quietness, he replied, "Then... im glad were on the same page.."
I nodded, the awkward atmosphere weighing heavily on the tense conversation.
Mr. Bang looked a little bothered as he ushered me out of his classroom.
" Make sure to complete your assignments and we begin extra practice for the fall showcase tomorrow. I hope you remembered that."
I rolled my eyes at the wall in front of me so he couldn't see, "I do Mr. Bang."
As i walked out of the classroom, i ground my jaw, it was so annoying how infuriatingly attractive he was, yet so conspicuous.
"Jinnie."
"Oh, changbin hyung! You scared me." i laughed, pulling away from the wall.
Changbin grinned, following me, "i wanted to wait for you so we could walk back together, it's not safe at this time."
I gave him a look, "Binnie hyung, i've been living alone here since i was 16, i'll be fine."
Changbin ruffled my hair, placing an arm around my waist, "I know you'll be fine, but i wouldn't want to risk it. You don't understand how compelling you are Hyunjinnie."
"Stop it hyung!" i whined, blushing as we neared my apartment.
"You're finally here!" Jeongin screamed from the window above.
I cringed as i knew my not so caring neighbors would bring this up tomorrow morning.
"Lix and i fed Kkami don't worry, and do you mind if we sleep over?"
"Of course i don't, but don't you guys have a curfew?"
Jeongin nodded, "but what they won't know won't kill us, besides i brought music we could play for the chamber orchestra."
Agreeing, Binnie and I entered by apartment, the comforting smell of pine from my air freshener, far more enticing that the stale smell of the lecture hall.
"So... how was Mr. Sexy?" Jeongin teased, wiggling his eyebrow's.
"Stop, its not like that, he just yelled at me for sleeping." I replied.
"Suuuurreee, your the student he interacts with the most you know."
I glared at Felix, "Yeah cause he hates me."
Binnie threw he arms over me, tackling me onto my bed, "I don't understand how anyone could hate you." He whispered, poking me cheek.
I giggled at his affection as we cuddled, "Thank you Binnie."
A minute later, my doorbell rang once more as Jisung went to answer it.
"Oh, This is the Senior i invited to join our Chamber group, the one who plays violin." The violist yelled from the foyer.
A lean boy with dark blue hair and cat like features entered, his stature confident and strong.
"Hi, I'm Lee Know."
I pulled myself away from Binnie's grasp, "Hyunjin." I smiled.
"I know."
"O-Oh right."
"Minnie! stop making him nervous!" Jisung whined, draping himself over the suddenly frozen Lee Know.
"Ew. Get off me squirrel." He sneered, his expression playful.
Jisung frowned, hugging him tighter.
"I think the ship is being built right now." Jeongin whispered wide eyed.
"Nah, its been built, their just docked right now."
Felix joined Jeongin in his oogling.
"Forget being docked, the ships sailing all 7 seas now." Changbin added, watching as Lee Know tried his best to avoid the flurry of affection Jisung threw at him.
"Guys!"
All the boy's turned to look at the quietest person, surprised at his loud voice.
"We should probably start working." Hyunjin replied, turning red at the sudden attention.
Changbin nodded, pulling the younger in by his waist so that the long haired brunette was sitting in the olders lap.
"We should."
The group of musician's began sight reading and marking up new pieces, conversing in light topics while focusing.
For Hyunjin, it was his little heaven.
Doing what he loved with people he loved.
"Are you done with transposing Jinnie?"
Hyunjin glanced over at Changbin's messy paper, the notes scribbled on to the point of gibberish.
"Mhmm, i just have to add bass clef and we'll be set to start practicing."
"Mind if we raid your fridge?" Felix asked, all ready waiting in front of the appliance.
"I don't mind, bring me some iced coffee will you?"
Felix nodded back, growing giddy at the sight of some brownies in tupware.
"Alright, I've finished transposing, i'll send you guys a copy and then were good."
Jeongin glanced at the pianist, "Not yet Jinnie, we still have to get it approved."
"We do?"
"Yeah beautiful, If we wanna compete either Ms. Hwasa or Mr. Bang has to approved our piece's transposition and our members.."
Hyunijn frowned at Changbin, shuddering at the thought of speaking to Mr. Bang again, "I guess.. I'll talk to Ms. Hwasa tomorrow.."
Minho collapsed next to Jisung with a mouth full of cold brownies, "bhy donf ou ask dr. bangh."
Hyunjin blinked at the olders gibberish, "He said, 'why dont you ask Dr. Bang." Jisung answered rolling his eye's.
"I dont know.. i feel like he's less aproachable than Ms. Hwasa."
"Aren't you his favorite of whatever, use that for our advantage." Minho finally said, swallowing the food in an almost painful gulp.
The pianist immedatly felt uncomfy at the unintended remark, he now had two reasons why not to choose Mr. Bang, one being their messy history, two, the rumor that he sucks up to teachers.
"Lets not, if Jinnie feels better with Hwasa than Bang, we'll ask Hwasa." Changbin responded, patting the youngers back as he looked at the boy with pity.
Minho shrugged in nonchalance, "Kay, as long as we can play, i don't care who you ask."
"Now that that's settled, who wants to go get some brain juice with me."
"Jeongin its 2 am. "
The younger frowned, pulling on his shoes, "It's never too late for alcohol."
A/N: ew.
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