《Painful Words》This Isn't Who I Am
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This isn't who I am
I'll look at a picture of me
But never at myself
My skin doesn't fit me
My face is not mine
Because I don't like it
This isn't me
The old me didn't hate me
But the new me does
I've written letters
Addressed to my death
To the past me
Because I can't stand the present me
I'm scared of the future me
Because I despise seeing what's in the mirror
Why do my tears bleed scarlet
And my wrists bleed black from the darkness within them
My veins are filled with despair and one of the only human parts about me
Darkness is me and I'm darkness
Exhaustion is what I've become
Hatred and annoyance
My head could turn messes into poetry
But my mind could never like what I wrote
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