《I am Soulfully Yours》Unexpected blockers
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Arjun was restless during the entire flight travel. He was frequently checking on the landing time. The travel was making him going crazy. He was constantly remencing the moments that they shared.
'Nee en pakkathuliye irunthum..Naan realise pannama vittuten sadhu ma. I should have opened up my past to you. Naan thappu panniten. 'Will you forgive me? will you accept me? or will you be angry on me? or will you leave me?' lots of questions were running on his mind which made him more and more restless.
As the arrival time was nearing, his nervousnous turned into tension, excitement & eagerness increased every second. He was the one who was jumping to see Sadhana when he was in london. But now, he feels all the tension which makes him so nervous.
After 18 hours of travel, he landed Chennai. He didn't even let his legs walk, he literally running in the speed that as if he would have won olympics in running. He got his luggage and he came out running to see Roshan & Prakash waitng for him.
'Dei Maapla/Machan' Prakash & Roshan came to him. He saw them.
'Dei..Yenda ipdi odi vara?.. Naai edhachum thorathutha enna?' Prakash asked him which made him glare.
He searched for a particular person behind them.'Yaarada thedra?' Roshan asked him.
'Illada yaarum varaliya?' He asked with curiosity.
'Yen da..Loosu payale...Inga sela maari rendu peru ninnuthu irukom..Yaarum varaliyanu kekara?' Prakash said to him.
'Athu illa da..Veetulenthu vera yaarum varaliya?' He asked them.
'Athuva..appa varen thaan sonnaru..naan thaan neenga vara venaam..Naangale kootitu varomnu sollitom' Roshan said.
'Appo vera yaaravathu kootitu vanthu irukalamla?' Arjun asked with disappointment.
'Ammakum veetla vela irukkam da..Athu thaan varala.' Prakash said. Arjun got annoyed with their answers which was noticed by Prakash and Roshan which made them smile internally.
Arjun groaned and atlast asked him 'Sadhana enga da?' which made them burst out laughing.
'Dei un pondattiya kekka ivlo nerama da?' Roshan teased him. He scrunched his eyebrows.
'Ava varala..ava veetla irukka' Roshan said.
'Yen sadhana ma..Are you angry on me?' athu naala thaan enna paaka varaliya?' he thought to himself.
'Dei..Romba overthink pannatha..vaa polaam' Prakash said. Roshan and Prakash were holding themselves not reveal the truth to him. So they decided to stay quite. Trio got into the car. They started to Arjun's house. He was feeling so tensed every second. He felt suffocated thinking of the revelation and the reactions after confession.
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The car travel from airport to his house felt long for him than the flight.'Dei..Enga da inga poringa?' He felt they were not taking them to his apartment.
'Athuva maapla...Appavum ammavum unna avanga veetukku kootitu vara sonnanga' Prakash said.
'Oh..Aana yen?' Roshan cut him in the middle. 'Machan..please da..Nee entha doubtum kekkatha da..engalala samalikka mudila' Roshan blurted out.
'Enna sonna?' Arjun was confused.
'Aa..dha..bha..engalukku therilanu solla vanthen da' Roshan managed him.
At last they reached Arjun's parents house. He literally jumped from the car and ran in to the house to see his soul. There she came running to the hall hearing the car horn. Both saw each other with tears and love that were explicitly expressed. They were on the verge to talk to each other.
But all of a sudden, 'Anna' a bunch of voices came from no where and stood in front of him. He was stumbled by looking his cousin gang there. They came and hugged Arjun.
'Hey...Varun, Sathish, Keerthi, Charu.. neenga eppo vanthinga? Arjun asked them.
'Athuva..naanga morning thaan vanthom. Unga ellaraiyum paathutu polaamnu vanthom' Varun told him. He came out of the shock and smiled to them. But his eyes were still on her. She too saw him and both had a perfect eyelock for a moment.
Their eyes communicated so much. The messages reaches the soul faster when it is expressed through eyes of love than in words. They both were in the last stand to hug each other and stay in each other's embrace. but the situation now was not favourable to them.
They both had tears. They smiled in tears. They had millions of things that they wished to share with each other. But their overwhelming emotions and the euphoria superseded everything. You don't need to convey everything verbally when the eyes convey your heart far better than the words.
They both had 1000 of unsaid feelings which they expressed through their eyes that pierced each other's heart to find their unconfessed love transparently.
Oru paathi kathavu neeyada
Maru paathi kathavu naanada
Thaazh thirandhae kaathirundhom
Kaatru veesa paarthirundhom
Arjun and Sadhana weren't ready to fall into the phase of lovers or married couples just for the outer world. They want to just go with the flow.
They want to be each other's comfort. Comfortability comes only when you feel safe with someone. That's how Sadhana and Arjun felt about each other. Sadhana wants to give the happiness that he lost long back which made her search for the mystery. In search of his puzzle she found her in him.
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Nee enbadhae naanthaanadi
Naan enbadhae naamthaanadi ..eehey
Arjun wants to give life long happiness, love and a smile on her face. At the same time, he was not ready to lose her in his life and he was a bit hesitant to open up about the mystery that he held in his heart. He is in her which he couldn't realise. At times you never realise the love that you are searching for. But eventually situations and events will make you realise what you deserve.
Love is not something to be rushed to find. That is something felt in a slow paced manner which needed to experience, enjoy and relish the flow.
There is a perfect time for everything to fall in place. The euphoric feeling that you get from seconds of longing, the minutes of waiting and days of yearning is infinite. That's how these couples are feeling right now.
Oh kathavugalai thirudividum
Adhisayathai kaadhal seiyum
Sadhana was not mad at Arjun for not sharing his past. Instead she chose to understand his feelings & mindset and wait for him to come back to her and open up to her. She took a step ahead to heal his pain that was crushing his heart.
Arjun chose to stay away to process the events that happened and not wanting her to hurt in any way. But he was poor enough to realise that he was already smitten by her. In this way, both had mutual understanding of each other. When you get an understanding partner it's pure bliss.
Irandum kaikorthu sernthadhu
Idaiyil poipootu ponathu
Apart from realising the love, they both needed a trigger to bring the realisation. They both needed an amoretto to bring their clouded hearts into light.
Vaasal thallaadudhae
thindaadudhae
kondaadudhae
The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what both given to eachother. That's what they hoped to give each other forever.
Their trance was broken when his father asked 'Enna pa..travel epdi irunthuchu?'
'Haan nalla irunthuchu pa' He said him.
'Kanna..iru edhavathu unakku kondu varen' Vasanthi said and went inside.
Prakash smirked..'Amma...Kadasila unga petha pulla vanthathum intha thathu pullaingala maranthutinga illa?' he started his act.
'Dei..Sorry pa..naanga ungala paakave illa ulla vaanga da' Vishwanth told them.
'Athu seri..enga munnadi oru LIC building nikkum bothu ungalukku epdi naanga kannuku therivom' Roshan said.
'Aana..Papa..Avanga enna marakalaamm...aana neeyum enna maranthutila?' Prakash used his pasamalar sentiment.
'Anney..Ungala naalaam marakka maaten ney' she inturn used her cute convincing.
'Machan..Sorry machaan..ungala maranthuten' Arjun told them.
'Nee intha ulagathuliye illiye da..Aparam epdi engala nyabagam irukkum' Roshan said by looking at both Arjun and Sadhana.
They both glanced each other with a tint of blush. After a chitchat prakash and Roshan bid bye to them saying they would meet them the next day.
Arjun saw his chithis and chithappas in the living room. He greeted them and chitchated with them for sometime. But his trance was still on sadhana's and so was hers.
'Anni..unga rendu perukkum..Mobileh vendaam anni' Charu said to Sadhana.
'Yen?' She was confused.
'Athu thaan..neenga rendu perum kannuliye pesikaringalae..aparam edhukku mobile..wasteah' Keerthi said. Sadhana and Arjun's face was flushed in red.
'En pullaingala kindal pannathinga da' Vasanthi came as rescue for Arjun and Sadhana. The youngsters giggled at the couples.
'Kanna..oorlenthu Thatha paati konja nerathula vanthuduvaanga pa' Vasanthi said.
'Enna vishayam ma..Edhavathu function ah?' arjun asked.
'Illa pa.. naalaiku Sadhanaku thaali pirichi korkanumnu Paati sollitaanga. Kalyanam aagi 6 months aachu illa' Vishwanath said.
'Athu thaan romba naal thalli poda koodathunu paati sollitaanga' Vasanthi said.
'Seri pa'. Arjun nodded.
'Seri pa..Nee poi konja neram rest edu' Vishwanath said.
Sadhana and Arjun both had all jittery feeling to face eachother which they felt weird. They both were comfortable. Sadhana was more comfortable and matured enough
to move the relationship with Arjun when he was bit hesitant and composed when they were newly married.
Now they were unable to comprehend the emotions when they both came to know about each other's hearts which are unknown to each other according to them.
Sadhana felt all shy to face his intense eyes. Both were struggling to embrace each other, but a hesitation and shy superseded their feelings. Both had overwhelming emotions. Arjun came near Sadhana. Arjun was about to touch Sadhana.
'Sadhana ma...naan..' that's when they heard a knock on the door.
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