Harry POV:

The screaming downstairs is making my anxiety worse. I try to block my parents' voices but they're too loud to not hear them.

I shout in frustration as I throw my phone on my bed. Still no answer!

I have been calling Zayn nonstop since yesterday but he hasn't picked up not even once. I want to apologize or even thank him for doing what he did but he isn't giving me a chance.

I know I was a bitch to him since day one at school. I bullied , cursed and hit him with every chance I got and he was nice enough to be quiet and not to expose me to the whole school.

He even stood up to Hunter to prevent him from hitting me and that leaded to him getting suspended.

Oh lord , his parents must have flipped shit when they knew what happened and that he was suspended.

I mean their good boy has gotten in trouble which leaded to that. God , I'm an idiot. Of course , he doesn't want to see my face ever again.

I quickly get dressed when I have realized that I'm going to be late for school. I grab my bag and run downstairs.

On my way out , I come face to face with my parents and Jasmine who is watching SpongeBob.

"No goodmorning? " My mom asks.

I ignore her and walk to Jasmine. "Morning baby. " I kiss her head.

"Good morning , Hazzie. " I turn around ready to leave when my father stops me.

"What's wrong , son? "

"Leave me the fuck alone. " I yell back and storm out of the house to avoid any scolding.

Arriving at school , I look around for the only person that I'm sure will know how is Zayn. Sadly.

I find him by his locker grabbing some books from it. "Hey. " I awkwardly lean on the locker beside him.

"Hi. " Leo frowns in confusion. He has the right to.

"Did you talk to Zayn or know how he is? " I ask with a hopeful look on my face.

"Oh. " His opens his mouth in an 'o' then he clears his throat.

"Yeah , I talked to him yesterday on the phone and he said that he is alright. "

I grit my teeth in anger that Zayn talked to him and didn't even acknowledge any of my calls. What the fuck does he even see in him that I don't have?

"You okay? " The guy raises an eyebrow.

I take a deep breath and nod. "Yes , why? "

He points at my fist. I look down to see that my first has turned white from how tight I'm clenching it.

I relax so I won't make it obvious. "Okay , thanks. " I don't miss the look of shock on his face before I turn around.

Maybe because I said thanks?

The whole day at school , Zayn didn't leave my thoughts. I just feel bad for him and that all was because of me.

Even when I got home , I'm laying here on bed thinking of him that my head is probably gonna explode.

I need a drink like right fucking now. I can't think straight anymore.

It's already 7 p.m and I don't have anything to do. The club is the answer.

I grab whatever I find in sight and get dressed. I walk downstairs to find the place empty so I don't even bother telling my parents that I'm leaving. They don't give a damn anyway.

I call an uber and wait outside for ten minutes till they arrive. I get in and the guy drives me to where I want to go.

It takes me about five bottles of bears to get wasted. I'm already drunk but I keep ordering more. I can't get enough , I just want to forget about it all.

I try to stand up but my legs give up. Thankfully , someone catches me before I hit the floor. I don't even look at them and already push that person away with what strength left in me.

I make it out of the place eventually but not without real struggle. I find myself bent over while throwing up.

"Ew! " I whine but start to walk wherever my legs are taking me.

After maybe half an hour , I find myself in front of a familiar door.

"Oh! I hooope there's not a clown inside. " I snicker at my own words and knock loudly on the door.

I pout when no one opens the door. "Let meeee inside or I won't suck you off. " I don't even know if there are any guys inside.

Suddenly , the door is whipped open and a hot guy is standing in front of me.

"What the heck are you doing here? Do you know what time it is? " The guy snaps at me for no reason.

"Nah , aren't you going to get me inside or am I going to suck you off here? " It's so hard to talk right now.

"Oh fuck off , Harry! Call your parents and let them come and take you. " He hisses. Why is he so mad?

"They won't care! Now , let me inside. " I look at him again only to whine at how hot he is.

"No , you hav- " He doesn't get to finish what he is gonna say because I'm already throwing up on his doorstep.

"Oh shit! Come here. " He quickly throw me over his shoulder when I'm finished throwing up.

"Ohhh , are you Tarzan? " I hear him chuckle as he climbs the stairs.

"And am I Jean? " I wonder but he doesn't reply so I poke his ass only for him to slap mine in return.

"Quit it. " He snaps and I find it so funny that I start laughing so hard.

He rushes into a room and closes the door behind us. He covers my mouth to stop me from laughing.

"Shut up or my parents will wake up. " He glares at me.

I take the chance and stare at his godly face and I open my mouth to tell him only for all of the liquor that I have drunk earlier to climb up my throat and make its way out.

Thank god , he still has his hand on my mouth or he would be covered in my puke.

"Fuck this shit. " He curses when he takes the hint that I'm gonna throw up.

He rushes me into the bathroom and that's when I explode. I start to throw up till I have nothing left in my stomach.

I feel someone squats down behind me and they start to rub my back.

"Jesus , how much did you drink? "

I whimper in response and stumble back against their chest.

"I-I'm sorry. " I find myself tearing up.

The guys sighs behind me and helps me up. "It's okay , I will clean it later. Let's wash you up. "

He walks me to the sink and opens the tap. I don't have any strength left to move so he does all the work. He washes my face first then brushes my teeth with a spare brush.

"Why are you crying though? " I don't even know that I'm crying till he has mentioned it.

"I'm lonely. " I find myself replying.

"Are you sure about that? " He asks which makes me mad.

"Don't talk if you don't know me. " I snap.

"Jeez , you're the one who is in my house. "

We walk out of the bathroom into his room. "Give me your phone so I can call your parents. " He says.

"I already told you that they won't care. " I huff throwing myself on the bed.

"What do you mean they won't care? " He scoffs.

"Just what I said. " I try to fall asleep as I'm so tired but the clothes are really annoying me.

I unbutton my jeans and slide them down my legs.

"And what the fuck are you doing right now? " The guy whines in irritation.

"I wanna sleeeep. " I take my top off as well and just lay there in my underwear.

"I'm one step away from throwing you out of the house , brat. " He groans and turns around to grab something.

He gets on the bed beside me and sits me up a little. "Up. " He mentions for my arms.

I raise them and he slides a shirt on me. "This will do. " He sighs and he is about to get off the bed when I latch on his arm.

"Don't leave , please. " I look at him hopefully.

He takes a deep breath. "I'm just going to clean the bathroom and will be back. I mean I don't have another bed and I'm sure as hell won't sleep on the floor for you so I will be back. " I can hear the humor in his voice.

He leaves for about seven minutes and then comes back into the room. I watch as he is about to take his shirt off but then he hesitates and decides against it.

He takes his glasses off and puts it on the nightstand then climbs into the bed and lays down beside me. "Don't take the whole bed. " He jokes.

"Or we can sleep like this. " I push myself into his chest which leaves our bodies tangled together.

I feel him tense but he finally relaxes and doesn't push me away.

"You're hot. " I comment when I feel his muscles against my body.

He chuckles and doesn't reply and that makes me confused. "Why did you laugh? " I look up at him and he looks down at me.

"Because that wasn't your opinion about me. " I frown in confusion. I mean anyone can clearly see how hot he is.

I shrug and lay my head on his bicep. "Well , I still think you're hot. "

"Okay , now sleep. " I nod and close my eyes.

"Is that your dick? "

"Goddammit , Harry. "

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