I was now sitting in my Ancient History class next to Nam-Ra pretending to be doing my school work -- really, I was just playing some random games I found on Google on my laptop. I was also replaying the events of my last maths class with Gwinam over and over again in my head. I just couldn't get what On-Jo had said to me after that class as well.

Boyfriend.

The word boyfriend danced around in my head. The thought of Gwinam being my boyfriend gave me butterflies in my stomach. It made my head spin, and my face smile.

"Psst... Psssssssssst!!" I whisper yelled. "Nam-Ra!"

"What?" She hissed back, looking up from her iPhone which was strategically placed behind her laptop screen so that the teacher wouldn't see what she was doing.

"I need your advice on something..." I whispered.

"On what?" She responded.

"On... Gwinam..." I trailed off looking down. "Just read my mind, I don't want to have to say it out loud." I whispered, sighing looking up and meeting eyes with Jason. Fucking Jason. I thought to myself.

"I'm not a fucking mind reader!" Nam-Ra laughed back. "I can't just tell me."

"But I don't want to say it." I bluntly answered back.

"Then write it."

"Fine." I say, before opening up some random sticky note on my MacBook, typing out my next words.

I want to know where I stand with Gwinam. I wrote.

Then ask him out! Or talk to him! She responded.

I would, but I'm still a bitch who flirts with like every guy in sight!! I wrote back.

So u wanna know where u stand so u can make accurate and relevant judgments based on that

Eg : not flirting with men in science cause ur dating someone? Nam-Ra answered.

Yeah also I kinda wanna formalise something cos Issac is like being so annoying flirting with me and touching my hands and pulling my sweat out and ik he is gonna say something but I wanna be like no I've got Gwinam but like idk. I typed out, sighing and looking up at my friend.

On ur date this Sunday ask " so what does this make us ?" Shit, I thought to myself after reading my friends words on my laptop screen. I forgot about our next date that we had planned on Sunday.

Maybe I should just do it today #YOLO

:P

And like I am so awkward I feel like he feels like I don't like him but around ppl I don't like Im like super flirty and into it but around him im like a fucking rock

So I was thinking maybe I could be like "Hey can we talk"??

He will shit himself vigorously and be scared asf . Nam-Ra wrote, I looked up at her confused.

I CAN ASK JASON AND AH THAT WILL WORK SO PERFECTLY I write back to her. WHAT DO I DO

After class say " hey Jason" and then say could you ask Gwinam to talk to me I need to talk to him

Yeah, that works. Thanks Nam-Ra! I responded, before shutting my laptop and exiting the classroom at the end out our Ancient History class.

So let's just say that talking to Jason did not go that well. I opened stood in front of him when we were packing our bags after class. Opened my mouth, and no words cam out. I stumbled away... embarrassed...

So now, I am sitting in my English class, texting with Nam-Ra, who unfortunately is not in my class, but fortunately in Gwinam's

Nam-Ra: I am going to ask Gwinam to talk to you after class. At break.

Y/N: Yes. Do it!

I was feeling giddy. Until the bell went off. I slowly stood up from my chair, regretting all of my decisions leading up to this moment in time.

What if Gwinam doesn't actually like me back?

What if he doesn't want to date me?

What if he will embarrass me in front of the whole school?

What if he is talking to other girls too?

My thoughts were racing around in my mind like two cats playing a game of chase, or a dog, chasing its own tail.

Hesitantly I pulled my phone out of my jacket pocket as I made my way to where my friends and I sit and eat at lunch time.

Y/N: Nam-Ra, don't do it!

Y/N: PLEASE NO NO NO NO NO!!! ABORT MISSION!!!!

Nam-Ra: Too late.

Shit I though to myself.

"Hey." A soft voice spoke from behind me.

"Hey, uhhhh Gwinam... What are you doing here?" I stuttered.

"You wanted to talk?" He responded, playfully pulling on the straps of his backpack which was tightly wrapped around one of his shoulders

"Um. No. It doesn't matter you can go." I said quickly. Gwinam looked up into my eyes, puzzled.

"No. Just tell me." He softly spoke.

After a few seconds of deciding if it would be easier to evaporate or just ask him, I came to the conclusion of jumping and falling, before I spat out my next words."

"Gwinam.. What exactly are we?" I stuttered. Asking slowly, and my words muffled.

"Oh." He looked at me and smiled before leaning in, ever so closely to me.

"Are you my girlfriend?" He playfully asked.

"Are you asking?" I challenged back, smiling at the taller boy before me.

"Yep." He responded smiling back at me.

"Okay." I whispered. "Okay, I will be your girlfriend." I said more loudly and confidently, before Gwinam wrapped his large, and muscular arms around my smaller body.

"Awesome." he responded into my shoulder.

I smiled.

"Oh my god! Yes! Finally!" Jason yelled from across the courtyard.

I rolled my eyes, smiling at my BOYFRIEND'S best friend.

Thank god I took general math. I thought to myself, still smiling.