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So me and Javon have been dating for a while. But we never told each other that we loved the other. No I don't want to say it and I don't feel like he's going to say it so I don't I don't know what's going on. I don't like making the first move and not that way because I did make the first move I kissed him I don't like saying those words first if you know what I mean. yeah I love him I really do I don't wanna leave him I want him to be in my life forever. But I also don't know when the perfect time to say it is going to be or when the right place to say it is going to be.

it was a normal day at y/n House. Well not that normal she woke up late. She was supposed to show up at Javon's house at noon and it was already 4 o'clock and she had just woken up. "fuck, fuck, fuck, I woke up late" she said checking the time on her phone. She gotten up to feed dynasty and give her grandma her meds. " morning grandma" she said giving her water and her pills " shouldn't you be at your boyfriends house?" grandma asked curiously " yeah I woke up late, I gotta call him and tell him that I'll be late" she said shaking her head. she had just gotten done giving her grandma her medicine and she realized the dog was outside. Usually the dog was inside. So she let her in after she put her food in the bowl and then she went and got dressed immediately texting javon.

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did Javon just say he loved me? I mean I get it's only over text but but still did he say he love me? I sat on my bed just staring at the text and how I stupidly just texted back " OK" like that was my chance to say I love you back. And it was the perfect opportunity. and I go into my closet and find what I have to wear. I wanna look good but I wanna look appropriate. Because I mean I'm hanging out with his family and we're actually dating it's not like we're best friends still. i'm in my closet and dynasty runs through my door scaring the fuck out of me. I found an outfit I think it looks pretty cute if I don't say so myself.

since we're gonna be in the car I wanna dress cute but comfy. Cause I know I'm gonna fall asleep on him and someone is gonna take a photo and I look like ugly mess. I decided to do basic make up. And by basic I mean lipgloss and mascara. I love hanging out with Javon's Family, they're funny they're fun to be around and it's just like the family I wish I had. Especially Daelo he is so fun to be around. If he was around when I met Jevon he'd be my best friend instead of Javon. I still find it funny that I don't call Javon my best friend because I don't think he's my best friend anymore think he's my soulmate. anyway I'll start packing my clothes I'm so excited I don't know where we're going but anywhere with Javon family is fun. So I get done packing and then I get in the car and I text Javon

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there goes my chance again i feel like I'm never actually gonna be able to say it. I think it's because never in 1 million years what I have thought I would be dating Javon. I mean come on he's my best friend why would I date him? Two years ago I would never dated him because I wouldn't wanna ruined our relationship. But now I hope we never break up. I get to Javon's house and I see them still loading up the car and I'm immediately greeted by Daelo "y/n you're here! I didn't know you were coming" he said happily " hey Bestie i missed you" I said laughing. I go and put my bag in the car and I turned around and Javon is just standing there " bro you scared the living crap out of me" i said " sorry but you greet my little brother and not me, what kind of world do you live in?" he said sarcastically " how you doing bebe?" I asked " better now that you're going with us, we better claim our seats let's get in the car" he said seconds later after me and javon get in the car everyone else starts crawling in. And of course I couldn't let my bestie sit by himself "Daelo sit next to me" I said directing him towards me " and we're off" DJ (javons dad) said. Hours later me and javon are both starting to get tired so I lay my head down on his chest and I take the opportunity " i'm gonna go to sleep, I love you" i said while putting my head down. " I love you too" he said smiling

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