When I get to the interview room I only see my brother Seb, the local idol Daniel, his former teammate Max and Lewis, only Charles is missing and then we can start. I just hope this ends as soon as possible. with Charles, I've waited many years and now that we have a release I want it to be perfect.

We already had an appointment when we were racing the Gp3 and after that I realized that I was crushed by Leclerc and I had even decided to declare myself but then I discovered that he was engaged to Giada Gianni, one of his countrymen, I was very upset and I have to thank my brother if I managed to forget about it. After what Charles did I became a little cold towards him and my only goal was to win and make everyone understand who I was.

Finally the Monegasque arrives and the interviews begin.There are really a lot of questions for Lewis and Seb but being the only girl among 4 men they ask questions not very welcome from me, one in particular makes me upset and made me want of going away.

Okey Vic tries to stay calm, do not insult him in front of everyone and especially not close to your brother.

Having said that, I take off the microphone and leave. I hope they understand that I do not mess with me.

I just want to get away from this place.Every time I get angry or otherwise talk bad about me I get panic attacks, the air starts to be low and if I'm in a closed place the walls start to shrink. in the arms of my brother who whispers sweet words in my ear and strokes my hair. He is the only person who will be able to calm me and I am grateful to him.After a few moments the other pilots also leave the room and join us, immediately they start wondering if I'm okay but I don't answer because I'm still a little shaken and honestly I don't want to talk to anyone.

Charles, in the Ferrari hospitality, they make me drink a little and then my brother talks.

engel*. You know that I will always be there for you and then you want to know something?>

chérie*. You know what you said it was really nice>

When Seb leaves, an awkward silence falls between us, it had never happened before.

We get out of the motorhome and get into the car.Since we follow a very solid diet where too many sugars are not accepted, we take a drink from Starsburg and sit on a bench under a large tree and start talking

After an hour we return to the hotel and we each go to their own room.It's been a long day and the only thing I want to do is sleep.I had a great time today, it had been a long time since I felt so good.

📍Space for me

*mein engel means my angel in German

*chérie means dear in French

You will find several words in German, French, Dutch etc. .. and each time,I will mark it with an asterisk next to it and the writing will be different, I will report the translation below.