I am...

proper stoned.

Everything is funny. Everything is fascinating.

Especially peoples faces.

"I love your face"

the words just fall out of my mouth.

The face I'm talking to, Axl Rose, smiles.

His red puffy eyes almost completely disappear as he does.

I let out a laugh and then Axl starts laughing and before we know it we can't stop.

The six of us are sitting in a circle on floor of the balcony. We passed multiple joints around and for the first time, I'm really high.

And so is Axl apparently, because we are doubled over from the laughter.

His head ends up in my lap and he makes himself comfortable by laying on his back.

I look up to see the other bandmembers looking at us. They smoke more often so they are only lightly buzzed. Axl took quite a lot so he's more on my level.

Slash has been kinda quiet. Well... he's always quiet but he seems more quiet after Axl said all those things in the kitchen.

Axl doesn't even seem to remember though. He's laying in my lap with his eyes closed. I run my fingers through his long red hair.

Duff is sitting on my left.

"You like gingers?"

"What?"

I look up at him. It's hard to answer questions right now.

Duff chuckles at my confusion

"Nothing babe, you want some water?"

Slash throws me the plastic bottle but it slips out of my hands onto Axl's peaceful face.

"Motherfucker!"

"Sorry! I'm sorry... sorry"

I stutter.

The other guys are dying laughing.

When I see Axl starting to smile I know he's okay, so I start gulping down the water.

"Jesus Syl..."

Axl mutters when I also leak water into his face.

"That's enough of that" he sits upright and runs his hands over his face.

I wipe my mouth and blush.

"Sorry Axl, I just... don't have a lot of control over my body or something".

Izzy leans over to me

"Yea, that's cause you're high outta your mind roomie. We shouldn't have given you that much".

Duff disagrees

"no, I like it. We get to see her cut loose a little... And you know, give Axl a black eye".

Everyone laughs. Axl seems annoyed, he gives Duff a shove.

I feel Slash's eyes on me but I don't look his way.

To be honest, the weed makes me feel... kinda... well let's just say that I find everyone very beautiful and I want to be near them.

I snap out of my daze when Izzy puts his hat on me. Steven and him are laughing and I only now notice that they were talking to me.

The brim sinks over my eyes and I giggle

"What were you talking about?".

"As I was saying, I'm going to bed"

Izzy stands up.

I push the hat back and see Steven and Duff standing up as well.

"Already?"

I pout.

Steven pulls me up and hugs me.

"Yea, I gotta get home too. I hope you sleep it off okay".

I hug Duff and Izz as well and they head to their rooms.

That leaves Axl, Slash and me.

Slash seems to be rolling another joint. Axl watches him while taking sips from the waterbottle.