Regret. That was what Taehyung was feeling right now. When he asked you to sleep with him, he did not think you would have bad sleeping habits. As soon as he slept, he heard your snores as his eyes were wide open. He looked at you in astonishment as your hands were under your head and you were sleeping peacefully. Your snores were not that bad so he thought it was okay and he tried sleeping again.

In the middle of the night, Taehyung woke up again when he felt a kick on his abdomen. He let out a hiss as he looked at you, your legs were on his stomach and your hand on his neck. He could not believe you slept like that.

- Park Y/N, hey! move!

He whisper yelled as you groaned and went to another side of bed as he shook his head sighing. His bed was not big unlike other because he liked small beds but now he was rethinking about his choice.

wait what? why would I rethink it? I am never ever going to sleep with her again. She sleeps in weird taekwondo poses.

He thought as he tried sleeping again. You woke up as you could see a hand wrapped around your waist and your head on someone's arm. You looked up as you saw Taehyung sleeping peacefully. There was not a single frown on his face and his face was like a child. You were unknowingly smiling as you pushed his hair behind. You looked down seeing how he locked you in his embrace. You shook your head. 

- You are such a bad sleeper Taehyung. 

You chuckled as you removed his arms and leg and tripped down the bed. Your let out a mute scream as you hurriedly went out of the room. 

You and Taehyung came back from the gym. You were teasing Taehyung when you came to know that he was scared of bugs. You came to know that when a bug came and placed itself on Taehyung and he screamed so loudly that you felt the building collapsed. You quickly removed it as it flew away.

- I just cannot believe it you know? You are not scared of guns but you are scared of bugs?

Taehyung sighed for the nth time. He cannot believe he did that, nobody really knows about his fear of bugs and now you did. He was embarrassed and he was pissed off that you were not dropping the topic.

- Stop.

He hissed as you nodded your head zipping your mouth. Suddenly, you jumped and pointed at the ground

- Taehyung! A bug!

You shouted but Taehyung was not fazed he knew you were going to pull this trick with him so he just stared at you with boring eyes.

- Sorry, let's go.

You muttered as you waddled away from him. Taehyung smiled shaking his head as he followed you inside the house. You were surprised to find the house empty

- Where is everyone?

You asked as Taehyung shrugged

- Must be in their rooms or somewhere else. You want to eat something?

He offered as you nodded. Kim Taehyung was being nice with you today and you were going to take full advantage of it.

- What would you like to eat?

- Something simple since we just came back from gym.

You were grateful that both of you took shower in the gym otherwise you would have ruined the moment. Taehyung nodded as he got some cup noodles and took out some kimchi as you sat on the counter while he boiled the water

- Let's play 21 questions

You said suddenly as he was surprised to see you in a good mood. He thought both of would always be on each other's throats but having a normal conversation with you is bringing him much more joy than he imagined.

- I will go first, what was your first reaction when you saw me?

So beautiful

Taehyung was surprised by his own thought. He blinked in surprise as he cleared his throat.

- You yelled at me as soon as I entered the room so I thought you were a brat because we were going to actually pick Chaeyoung so we knew how she was.

You nodded remembering that memory. You were grateful that they made that mistake and picked you up otherwise you would have married some old hag.

- Is it my turn now? Ok, when was your first kiss?

He asked as you narrowed your eyes

- Why is every man curious about such things?

- A man gotta do what a man gotta do.

He shrugged as you sighed and shook your head. You bit your lip as you shook your head.

- I haven't had my first kiss yet.

You confessed as he seemed shocked.

- Really?

- Yeah, why? Does that make me boring?

You asked as he shook his head placing the kimchi on the plate.

- Nah, I think that's cool of you.

You smiled at him comment and nodded your head.

- Of course I am. When was your first kiss?

- Why is every woman interested in such things?

He asked imitating your voice.

- A woman gotta do what a woman gotta do

You mimicked his deep voice as he both of you chuckled.

- I think when I was 16? Yeah I guess.

He said as you gasped and started teasing him again. The conversation was continued as both of you ate the noodles. Taehyung sat on the counter beside you as he put some kimchi on your noodles.

- Ok, what is the one thing you did which scared the shit out of you?

- Uh, ok so one time Sehun brought some alcohol. Me and Jisoo both of us tried it and we became so drunk and I ruined my fathers antique carpet by throwing up on it and I also broke his favorite vase. The next day when Sehun told me the things I did, god I was scared to death.

You shivered at the memory. Taehyung looked at you as he nodded his head, he knew you faced a lot of abuse in your house with them and maybe you were really not like The Parks.

- Am I seeing this right or am I dreaming?

You both heard a voice as you turned to see Jennie along with Jimin who looked like he just came back from work.

- Are they actually having a normal conversation without cutting each others throats?

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Chapter 55

- Do you know anything about what we are about to do?

He spoke after what felt like a whole year as you breathed out and looked at him.

- I uh searched some stuff online.

You confessed as he was raised his brow. You did not know why he thought you were innocent or plain dumb about these stuff.

- Like what?

- About sex.

- What did you find?

- Some positions and some toys I guess? And also-

Upon hearing you say all of these Taehyung's eyes widened as he sat down and blinked and you were left confused again.

- H-how are you so calm about this?

- What do you mean?

- I mean, aren't you a virgin? I thought you were.

You sat up on your elbows as you frowned.

- I am. But that does not mean I don't know things. You see my dear husband, I read books and I also have internet.

You winked as you saw Taehyung's ears turning red as he covered his mouth with his hand. He was continuously blinking as you laughed throwing your head back.

- You are literally the only only one who can leave me speechless.

You shrugged as you sat up and kept your hands on your thighs as you looked at Taehyung.

- So which position will we be trying?

- Yah! Stop.

- You know I have seen this position called missionary, I want to try that. Is there anything you like to try?

You asked Taehyung as he was looking at you as if he was seeing an alien. He could not believe you would be so chill, he thought you would be very shy and submissive but he was very wrong. Of course, not like he was complaining he promised you he will change for you and he will keep his promise. 

- I- I am 

- Oh and also I have also seen this one more position called 'doggy style' or whatever. Taehyung-ah, I feel like it will pain a lot. Can we please skip that? 

Taehyung's whole body felt hot as he felt himself turning red. He was sure you did not even know what it was by the way you were saying it so casually. 

- Oh okay. Then what about standing wheel borrow?

Taehyung asked smirking raising a brow as you frowned not remembering what it was and when you searched it up your eyes widened. 

- I-I uh, w-well if you want to do it t-then we can. 

You stuttered not feeling sure about that but you wanted Taehyung to not suppress his needs so you didn't want to complain. 

- You said you saw some toys too right? 

You nodded as he took your phone from your and typed something and showed you an image. 

- What about this? 

He asked as your eyes widened and your mouth flew open. 

- T-this? Yah! Are you a freak or what?

You wanted to look cool in front of him but you did not know his taste was like this. Taehyung started laughing loudly as you looked at him confused. 

- Oh God, Y/N you are really something else. I will not do anything you are uncomfortable with.

- But you showed me this right?

- I was just teasing you. 

He said as you smacked his chest. Taehyung pulled you closer to him as you gripped his shoulder. 

- Since you know so many things already, I should not go easy on you right Mrs. Kim?

Your world was revolving around you. You finished The Parks, you avenged your Sehun's death. Killing Sehun's killer was not easy for you, you were shaking and felt as if you became a whole other person. You wanted to scream and everything seemed messed up even though everything was okay now. The weight of all those lives you killed was crushing you and you went to one place where you felt you would finally find peace. 

You parked the car as you got out and started walking, the grass touched your legs as it tingled you. You finally reached the place you never visited because you promised yourself. You will meet him again only after you avenge him. 

- Hi Sehunnie

You whispered slowly looking at his headstone. You sat near it as your hand caressed the tomb, you did not want to cry but tears already started forming in your eyes. 

- How are you? I am a mess here Sehun. I do not know what to do, I don't know what's wrong or right anymore. I feel like I am suffocating and nobody is noticing it. I miss you so much, I wish you were here with me so that you could show me what I should do or just be with me. I am so grateful that you were my friend, that I got to witness your beautiful personality. 

You sniffed as you wiped the tears, chuckling you changed the topic. 

- By the way, you know what? Apparently, my mother is alive. I am laughing right now. 

You rolled your eyes as you started rambling random things to him and when you noticed that you have been here for almost 3 hours. It was as if whatever weight was on your shoulders it have been lifted up. You felt so calm and at peace that you did not know when the time passed. Your eyes widened as you gasped. 

- Have you looked at the time? I have to go now, Sehunnie. But I promise I will visit you very soon. I love you and I will take care of myself. 

Taehyung was laying in the bed, many wires connected to his body. He felt utterly weak and he did not like this feeling. He still remembered everything and he was still unsure of how he should react after learning that you knew everything all along. His head started aching as he pushed those thoughts away. He heard the door opening and a girl who was the same age as you came inside. He frowned as he was going to press the button to call someone when she burst in tears. Taehyung felt confused, and when the girl came a little closer he could see her clearly. 

He did not recognise her, he was confused but his heart started beating loudly. He felt cold, he felt like he knew her but he could not think straight. 

- T-tae o-oppa. 

Dahyun cried as Taehyung felt his mind stop working, he was completely shocked. His heart beat started accelerating as she came near him and held his hand. 

- D-dahyun? 

He whispered not sure what was happening right now. He could not believe the girl standing in front of him was his sister. The lost sister of Kim Taehyung. Taehyung caressed her cheek as both the siblings were in tears now. Both of them for so long were away from each other and Taehyung thought she died. He thought he had lost her too. Taehyung pulled her close as Dahyun hugged him. 

- Oh my God how? How are you here? Where were you all this time? A-are you okay? God I cannot believe you are alive. 

Taehyung started fumbling words as Dahyun chuckled as she calmed him down and explained how Madam Deok saved her that night and took her away from this filthy world. 

- Why didn't you come to me sooner? Do you even know how much hurt I was knowing that I have lost my whole family?

Taehyung cried as Dahyun cried with him and shook his head. 

- I am so sorry brother. Mamma said it is for my own good, she said I have to be away from all of this because it will ruin me and she said I could meet you when I come of age. 

Taehyung wanted nothing more than go downstairs and shoot Madam Deok but he knew better. He must be grateful that she saved his sister but he cannot help being mad at her. Maybe because he knew you never got to experience her love and he was angry for you. But whatever it all ended well. 

- Just do not leave my sight from now on please. 

You were crying loudly and everyone were asking you what was happening. You were in 7 months pregnancy. Everyone knew a woman would be very moody when she is pregnant but you were on a different level. 

- Will you at least tell us what happened?

Jimin asked as you cried louder glaring at him.

- Shut up! Nobody lets me cry in peace 

Jimin sighed as he gestured Jeongyeon to try. Jeongyeon was scared, ever since you were pregnant your mood swings were crazy. Some days ago, you almost shot Jungkook because he did not stopped teasing you about your big stomach. Good thing he missed. Or like the other day when you would not stop teasing Yoongi and the poor man was almost so close to killing himself. 

- What happened? 

Taehyung barged in as he looked at you crying loudly. He was scared thinking the worst case scenarios. He kneeled in front of you as he placed his hands under your chin making you looked at him. 

- Who hurt you? Those who hurt you will be killed by me.

He said serious, a dangerous aura radiating off his body and everyone moved away afraid you will say one of their names. They have seen Taehyung this angry after so long that they were scared as fuck. 

- You are the one who hurt me the most. 

You yelled at him as he had a confused expression on his face. Jeongyeon let out a snicker as both Jeongyeon and Jimin went to a corner to laugh. The scene was just too funny for them to see, Yoongi smile shaking his head as Hoseok laughed loudly not caring of the consequences. 

- Wha- what did I do? 

Taehyung asked as he was confused. He was trying to remember everything and according to him he did not do anything. 

- You did not pick my calls. You did not come home last night. I am asking for Ice cream from two days and

Taehyung's eyes widened as he calmed you down. You started crying again as SeokJin barged in the door bringing an ice cream bucket as he gave you that and you got silent and looked at him sniffing. 

- Only he cares about me. 

You said as you started eating the ice cream and everyone looked at you in absolute astonishment. You looked like a baby now eating ice cream peacefully. 

- Death does not scare me but pregnant Y/N does. 

Jimin said as Jeongyeon nodded her head. 

- The chances of being killed by pregnant Y/N is low but never zero. 

~

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Hey Lovelies!!

How are you?

What do you think about the deleted scenes? I had so much fun writing the deleted scenes lmao. 

One more special chapter left and then it's a final goodbye for us :(

Till then, take care of yourself. 

I purple you <3