Three months. It has been three months since my Y/N disappeared. Each day, each hour, each minute and each second felt like my heart is rotting. I am on a thorn bed and the pain is never ending. I wail everyday, begging to bring her back to me. I don't even know if she is safe anymore.

Every clue which we have followed for the past three months stops at a dead end. For three months, all of us have been madly searching for her. I lost my sanity and wanted to destroy everything for the first weeks, but I pulled myself together and I knew I had many more responsibilities to fulfill. If Bangtan showed any sign of weakness then the other mobs would take advantage of this situation.

In between all of this, I never got the chance to grief properly.

Bangtan was distributed in three groups now, one was in Brazil, the other one was in Korea and the other one in Italy, trying our best to know where she was. The Vipers were hidden so well, that it was impossible to get to them. For three months, we have barely rested, barely breathed. I have watched myself falling and my members being hopeless.

This would have never happened if I would have never accepted the NCB's request. Everything is my fault.

I gulped down the drink down as my throat burned, my eyes filling with tears. It feels like the tears are never ending, the pain the agony, the feeling of longing and being scared. That feelings has been with me for three months. I quickly wiped my tears as I sniffed and came to my desk, taking a pen and paper as I started writing my love a letter. It is the only thing I can do when I miss her this badly.

I thought about her, her hair, her eyes, her smile, her sarcastic remarks. Everything about her was just simply perfect. With her, everything was perfect. With her beside me, everything seemed calm and peaceful. With her, all my problems had disappeared.

And now she is

She must feel so scared, she must feel so angry at me. She must be feeling as if we abandoned her, as if we stopped searching for her. I don't even want to think what she is going through. What those monsters are doing with my wife.

I sniffed as a sob left my mouth before I could control it. I closed my eyes as I started crying, pushing my hair back and gripping them, I wailed. I cried and I cried until I felt a hand on my shoulder, I turned my head and saw Y/N. My eyes widened as I looked at her, she was wearing the same gown when we met first. When I kidnapped her from her wedding. God that seems so long ago now.

- Y-Y/N? H-how? God, I missed you so much. Please don't go anywhere please, I will lose my last bit of sanity if you leave now.

I sobbed as I hugged her tight, taking a deep breath in, smelling her. The familiar smell of her, her hug which became my home. I took it all in as a young child not wanting to get away from their favorite thing.

- Taehyung.

She spoke in a whisper and I started breathing deeply, not believing she was real -- maybe she is not, but I would rather live in a fantasy, in my mind if it means I could be with her. I would go anywhere to be with her.

- You have to stay strong

- Please, I am tired of being strong. I am tired. I am so tired, Y/N. Nobody understands this pain, they think I am not fazed because I appear to be strong. B-but Y/N, I am breaking inside love. I am drowning, save me.

I begged as I cried loudly, her hand reached my neck as her forehead touched mine.

- We need to be together again, taetae. For you and I, are like a puzzle and we will only be complete when we are with each other. I am waiting for you, my darling. Come for me and save me.

I heard her saying and before I knew she was gone. My eyes widened as I turned around, going around the room I checked everywhere, but she was gone. Again.

I wiped my tears as I pushed my hair back taking a deep breath, I calmed myself. I have to find her.

- Taehyung.

I heard Jimin's voice as I turned around to find him standing in the door way, a worried look on his face and I felt guilty. Watching me falling have broke him too. I gulped as I blinked back the tears as I watched him coming near me.

- Y/N's mother is here.

I was shocked to hear the news. Both of us got downstairs as I saw Deok Doyeon. She looked at me as she strode towards me before slapping me. The impact cause me to sober up, as I felt the stinging on my cheek. I heard gasps around me as I looked at her and saw an angry expression covering her face. The last time I saw her was when Park Beom- Seok died.

- How dare you not inform me that my daughter was kidnapped by The Vipers?

She shouted as I was silent. I don't have any explanation for this and if she knows this then I am sure, the word is out that the Mafia Queen is missing from her throne.

- How could you not? I have a right to know about it, I am her mother.

- Oh are you now? What about not knowing literally anything about her for all these years?

Yoongi barked as he came forward near her but Ms. Deok just ignored him.

- I have to know everything. I will help my daughter if you cannot.

She announced as I saw the same fire in her eyes as my Y/N.

- We appreciate your help but what do you even know about The Vipers?

Jimin asked and at that she smirked looking down as she went and sat at the sofa, placing her leg on top of her other.

- If you forgot, The Vipers meet their clients or their partners in my hotels.

She said as we stopped for a moment. I could not think for a minute and just then the door barged open and a wild Hoseok came inside the room.

- Y/N is in Iraq. We need to leave now.

He panted as my eyes widened and my limbs felt weak. Jimin caught me as my breathing became quick and I felt dizzy. Jennie ran towards me as she made me sit on the nearby chair as she made me drink something.

- How do you know this?

Madam Deok asked as she got up from her seat, a bewildered look on her face.

- That is not important. Taehyung should I get the planes ready?

I was able to hear everything as Jennie shook me and I looked at him.

- Huh? Yeah yeah, as fast as possible. We need to inform our people too, Jennie contact everyone and tell them to be in Iraq as soon as possible. We will be leaving tonight. Yoongi, I want you to inform the NCB and tell them we found Y/N.

- Wait Taehyung!

I heard Madam Deok calling me as I looked at her.

- We need to do this cautiously. This could be another trap, let me find out first if they are really there or not. I will get that information in an hour and then we will leave. I am sure The Vipers would be eager to see you too, because of how you destroyed their factory in Brazil.

Yeah, forgot to inform this. We destroyed the whole factory. Their biggest factory for producing the BM. That was the first thing I did after weeks of grieving. Since the factory was destroyed, nobody has heard about BM again, which could only mean two things-- either they stopped making it or they halted it for sometime.

- Inform as soon as you can.

I ordered as she did looked displeased that I have ordered her but I don't give two flying fucks about that right now. I am coming to get my wife back.

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Everyday was same. You woke up, someone brought food for you and if you tried to resist they would beat you up, you have been staying in this single room for three months. You have lost hope. You have waited, for a long time. For the first month, you were in a deep sleep. You could not believe that you slept for a whole month. The next month was the worst, you used to fight and talk back, not answer them and in return you were beaten up badly. Things were bad, but you still waited.

You still waited for Bangtan.

You still waited for Taehyung.

And while waiting, you lost your baby.

Your baby, who lost it's life before even coming into this world.

Taehyung always wanted many children. You thought.

The third month was hard, but it was not that hard. You were numb. You stopped fighting, you would do everything they asked you to, but you never spoke. And that agitated Arsene.

Arsene.

Your kidnapper, because of whom you lost your baby. You lost Taehyung. You lost Bangtan. Arsene came everyday, sat beside you and talked about his day. Earlier, you used to fight him back or beat him up which used to amuse him. But when you became silent, he became 'worried' and then he did everything to make you speak again.

He went as far as beating you and raping you.

But you never spoke a word. You were silent as if your soul died when you were separated from Taehyung, when you lost your baby. You died inside. The only thing keeping you alive was the memories of yours and Taehyung's. Memories where you were happy. You feel stupid and angry now because you never cherished those moments, you were never grateful for it.

But now, when the nights grow cold, when you feel a little too empty, you cry and beg the God to either kill you or get you back with your Taehyung again.

But the God has his ears closed and Taehyung is far away from you and he is not coming back and you are alone and it hurts. It hurts so bad that you would feel the pain becoming physical and you would scream sometimes but you are not sure whether you actually did it or it was in your mind.

You seem to be living in your mind more now. In your mind, you are with Taehyung and you have your baby with you. Your baby is laughing and Taehyung is playing with his baby.

But alas! dreams never come true.

You heard the door opening as you already knew it was Arsene. You were staring at the wall, laying on this gigantic bed covered in sheets. He came near you as he sat at the chair beside the bed.

- The Black Mamba is almost finished. Although, it is a very small amount, thanks to Kim Taehyung who destroyed our factory. Perhaps it was a great idea, the smaller the amount will be the more people will fight for it.

He claimed, his hoarse voice sending goosebumps down your spine. Whenever you see him, you remember that night when he took you without any mercy. A shiver ran down your body when you remembered that night.

- When it is over, our reign will start, my blood queen. Are you ready?

You are going to die. I am gonna kill you.

You were chanting this in your brain as you were staring at the wall in front of you not sparing a glance at him. You felt the bed dipping as he came and sat beside you, both of your shoulders touching as you gulped resisting the urge to scream and move back or stab him with the fork you kept with yourself. He touched your cheek as he let out a sigh.

- I wish for you to talk again, but I will give you time Mi amore.

You wanted to cry when he called you that. He should not call you that. Nobody should call you that. Only Taehyung has the right to call you his love.

- I am going, take care of yourself Malika.

He kissed your temple as he walked out of the door and you were silent. You were silent.

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