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It has been an hour since your sister left. You refused to leave your room eventhough Seokjin tried to make you come with him downstairs but you politely declined his offer. After you saw your step sister kissing you you- still- don't- know- what person you felt uneasy and you got out of the bathroom and sat on your bed.

You were not crying but you were also not showing any emotion. You just sat there staring at the wall in front of you you felt numb, thus was the emotion you felt often now a days. Watching your own family destroy and being a part of it was something you still don't know how to feel about it.

It was not your fault that you were confused about your emotions. You, for nineteen years were tortured and was reminded constantly of how much of a worthless person you are. So showing your emotions in a right way was something difficult for you.

Taehyung on the other hand was just like you, growing up without a parent figure and witnessing brutal things at such a young age it made him like a stone. And the toxic standards of men not showing any emotions set by this toxic society didn't help him either. And because of that he mastered in masking his emotions very well and having a blank face almost always.

But when Chaeyoung kissed him suddenly he was shocked. He expected this but not anytime soon. After the short kiss the blonde girl moved back as she looked at the man in front of her. Her hand still placed on Taehyung's cheek as she watched him and yearned to see any emotion on his beautiful face but she was disappointed.

- I will wait for you. Get better and call me I think I showed you enough how I feel about you.

She whispered as she pecked him again and left. Taehyung just sat there motionless on one side he was feeling victory and pride but on other side he felt as if he betrayed you not knowing exactly why since both of you didnt commit to eachother. But he knew you were his, but he felt hypocrite suddenly.

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You were still in your room laying down on your bed, you tried to sleep but even in your dream you couldn't remove the image of your sister kissing Taehyung, and then you decided not to sleep. You heard a knock on your door as you got up and went to open it, afraid that it will be Taehyung but you felt relieved when it was Jeongyeon.

- Hey

She said smiling softly as you nodded moving away from the door to let her enter she brought a tray of food with her and you couldn't deny that. She came in as she sat on your bed and you sat in front of her folding your legs as she helped you serve your food and you thanked her.

- I know what happened

She said as you looked at her

- W-what do you mean?

- About how that bitch kissed Taehyung. I know what you're feeling Y/N. You must be feeling so confused right now. A lot of emotions must be going through in your mind.

- Yeah well it's not like you experienced it

You didnt mean to sound rude but you couldn't help as she chuckled slowly.

- Believe me I did, watching the love of your life going towards someone and you cannot even complain or do anything cause you dont know where you stand in the relationship. Because you're so damn coward that you cannot even confess to them. It just sucks. Life sucks in general.

She said as she laughed in the end but you could see the pain in her eyes as you kept your plate aside and hugged her patting her shoulder as you rested your head on her other shoulder.

- We are so pathetic.

You both said.

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Three days of ignoring Kim Taehyung successfully. Exactly at 9 am you go to gym when you all come down to eat breakfast you work out and practice until 11 until he leaves and in the dinner time you go for your gun shooting practice. Although no one questioned it, Taehyung felt suspicious. He didn't see you for three whole days and it was bothering him more than he would like to admit it.

The fourth day, during the dinner time as usual you were doing your gun shooting practice but along with that you were doing your workout since you missed it in the morning. You wore your black tank top and black trousers as you wore your boxing gloves Jungkook has been giving you lesson about boxing so you were just following him. You couldn't hear the foot steps approaching you probably because of the playlist Jimin made for you incase "you missed him"

So currently Jay Parks was playing and you were enjoying the song until you heard the music stop you turned around to see the man you've been trying to avoid in front of you as you were shocked. You both just stood there staring at eachother. He was as usual wearing a suit his hands inside his pocket but Taehyung was seeing something else, you gorgeous body and the clothes you were wearing right now where different from what you usually wore inside the house. Your boobs were practically half out and he couldn't stop looking at them.

- W-what are y-you doing here?

You asked as Taehyung snapped out of his intense looking at your body which he thought was the most important thing to do at the moment.

- Why are you not having your meals with everyone? Don't you know that we usually discuss something important during our meals?

He said sternly as you gulped and started to play with your gloves not saying anything and soon you saw two pair of shoes in front of your sight as you looked up at him.

- I-I was just working out and don't worry Hoseok or Jennie fills me in about any important messages.

- Oh yeah like what?

He asked, he of didn't believe you. You were way too lost during the meetings and discussions and it was staring to become a problem. However, this time you were prepared.

- like how you're going to meet Park Chaeyoung tomorrow.

You said and tried your best to not make yourself sound bitter or jealous. Taehyung felt guilty all of a sudden but just like always he masked it with his famous poker face.

- Yes I will be meeting her tomorrow night.

You felt a pang near your heart as you heard 'night'

why night? What will they do at night? Why must it be at night? This will be the first time they will be meeting at night? They even kissed. I never kissed Taehyung. I dont want him to meet with her at night.

- Good

- Are you jealous?

Taehyung asked as you see his lips slightly turning upwards and you gulped suddenly saying.

- N-no.

- Good. You shouldn't even be.

- Yeah I have no reason to be it's not like you're mine

You said almost as a whisper but Taehyung obviously heard that. He stepped closer to you but you just took a step back wearing your gloves again

- I will come back in some time you can go back. Tomorrow is a big day.

You said as you turned around and the music started and Taehyung turned around leaving. He wanted to say you that you were his just like he was yours. But he wouldn't dare say that.

Focus Taehyung! You cannot let your emotions get in your way. You need to get Park Chaeyoung in order to destroy Park Beom Seok.

He reminded himself of his life's motive once again. The only thing he ever wanted but you of course were messing with his priorities.

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Hey lovelies!!

How are you?

What do you think?

I saw a dream today. And in that I was in my school and the people who used to bully me were also there and just like irl I didn't give a fuck about them in my dream too but here I was weird 💀 like when they all were bullying me I was dancing in the middle of the ground and one of them lit fire to my dress and then suddenly it started to rain and i laughed at them and some guy came (it was weird bc I went to all girls school) and he came near me and cut my tongue and showed it to everyone. Istg what even--

What's your weirdest dream?

Anyways please do vote <3

Thank you. I purple you 💜