Today at 10:23 pm

Hey

Upon seeing Y/N's message, Tommy seemed completely relieved, letting out the breathe he long held in. He began to type back to her as fast as he could.

Today at 10:23 pm

Y/N?

why did you do that??

you still had a few minutes left on the server!

and wha tthe fuck happen to your twitch??!

Today at 10:24 pm

Actually, Tommy. It's quite the story...

This will take some time to type, so be patient

The messages took some time to be typed, since Y/N's mind was so flooded and bubbled with many different thoughts. She tried her best to reflect what has happen up until this very point, and Tommy waited patiently... More patiently than you'd think really.

Hell- He even put his stream at a bit of a pause to try and make sure that he have Y/N all his attention in that moment.

Today at 10:26 pm

After I won the fight against Dream, we started negotiating. It took a while for us to find something mutual beneficial to the both of us, but in the end we decided this would be the best option for me.

In order to let me be in the lore, we made up a story and we planned it all out from beginning to end (it took so many hours to figure out my plot--).

My character wasn't meant to be in the SMP, coming in as some kind of "miss placed file" or some stupid term like that. But in a nutshell, I was a glitch in the server.

Today at 10:27 pm

That's why you, me and other players would see me glitching around the map and such. Dream managed to code a plugin that was specifically for me and for my lore story...

Today at 10:29 pm

Once my time on the server came to an end, I would cease to exist. That's one reason I said all those things to you before I went. I even deleted my twitch as a kinda weird symbolic way of saying that: Y/N never existed-- and... Everyone on the SMP wont remember me after this day! Exactly how me and Dream planned it out!!

Today at 10:31 pm

The whole reason Dream helped me out was because of how interesting he found it. And because it's the least he could do for someone who beat him. haha!

That's pretty much everything!

Sorry to have scared you so much :/

After reading all of that, Tommy had a mixture of emotions. He was glad that nothing bad happen and nothing was wrong. But he also found her situation quite interesting. Though, he was also a little skeptical because Dream out of all people helped her out with such a cool story.

Today at 10:32 pm

so thats what it is

i actually was kinda worried for a second since you pretty much just full on died

haha

Though it was a joke on Tommy's part to try and lighten up the mood, Y/N couldn't help but feel gloomy.

On that sentence alone, her 'okayish' mood slumped, she had to pause for a moment before being able to type back to Tommy.

Today at 10:33 pm

I pretty much did die Tommy.

I'm no longer the Y/N you use to know

At that message, Tommy felt a little on edge once more. He began to worry a bit.

Today at 10:34 pm

what are you saying Y/N

Today at 10:35 pm

Tommy

I'm trying to say that we shouldn't talk to eachother anymore

The message took a moment to register in both of the teens minds.

Tommy felt like his heart stopped for a moment, his once clear mind began to flood with endless and suffocating questions.Y/N on the other hand felt a strong regret to her words, though she knew it was the right choice to make... Especially with how fond she's gotten of Tommy.

Today at 10:36 pm

what?

Today at 10:37 pm

I know the only reason we started talking was because of the whole "lore" stuff. I understand that. Dream practically dragged you to partake in my lore while you had yours already going on... So, you don't have to keep talking with me anymore

Today at 10:38 pm

Y/N. you cant be serious.

Today at 10:38 pm

I'm just myself, Tommy. I'm no longer a streamer. I'm just me. We both are completely different from eachother. It just wouldn't be right for me to keep talking to you as if we're on the same wavelength

Today at 10:39 pm

You're talking nonsense Y/N! I don't care about any of that. You're a cool person and I want to keep hanging out with you! Even despite you not being a streamer anymore!

Tommy didn't care about how weird he was acting, his mind was acting out on it's own. He didn't regret a single thing he typed.

U/N seemed happy at his message.

She began to smile as her face warmed up... probably from the tears that were threatening to come flowing out any minute now.

Today at 10:42 pm

You really are a kind person Tommy.

But despite what Y/N wanted, she knew she had to give Tommy up.

It was the right thing to do.

Today at 10:43 pm

But I'm sorry.

As a fan, I wish you all the best. :)

Please continue running your life as you do! Make people smile, create more funny and fond memories with your friends, and never stop being you. You're kind and you're one of the best people I've met in a long time.

Take care Mr. Innit. Bye!! o7

And with that, Y/N clicked onto Tommy's profile...

 Today at 10:43 pm

Y/N!

Today at 10:43 PM

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"I really am sorry, Tommy...."

Y/N knew she couldn't be seen by someone so far out of reach... Someone so much like the sun... Someone so much like fire...

As a friend or otherwise...

If she were to have become someone he cared about... If she were to at least be a little special to him in some way... It'd be dangerous.

She had to let go... before she got too close and was set ablaze...

Tommy has already mesmerized her as so... And she now fears of what others would think if they ever knew...

They'd call her names, say that she's only in it for the money or popularity...

Aiden's words and lecture came back to her mind.

She thought and concluded that he was right...

So, of course she had to make it right...

..She concluded that with enough time... he should be able to revert back to his life... and she should be able to revert back to hers...

Even if it ends up hurting both as a result.