"Really? I've never seen you on campus. Well, Kim Seokjin, any roommate of our best friend Namjoon is a friend of ours." Hoseok says with a bright smile as he wraps his arm around my shoulders.

"Really you guys, he wouldn't want to be friends with us anyway. Besides, I need you guys to focus on helping me get a girl this year." I say then finish with,

"Does Jennie have any single friends?" I ask, turning my head to Yoongi. Yoongi grins as he punches my shoulder.

"You with a girlfriend, yeah right. All you do is have sex with people and move on to the next person. Good one though." Yoongi scoffs.

From the corner of my eye I could see Jin look over at me, his expression one I couldn't explain.

"Forget a girl, have fun with us and come party! It's our senior year for fucksake!" Yoongi says as he takes Hoseok's place beside me.

"The guys in dorm 173 are drinking right now. Let's head over there and get wasted before classes start Monday." Yoongi grins and the others pipe in, agreeing.

I grin, loving where their heads were at right now. I was definitely in the mood to get fucking wriggity wriggity wrecked right now.

"Lets go then!" Jimin grinned widely as he wrapped his arm around Tae's, pulling him out with him.

Hoseok followed them out, leaving Yoongi and I behind. As we headed for the door, Yoongi spoke.

"You can come too, man. See your friends and get drunk." Yoongi says, flashing a gummy smile as he looked over at my roommate.

Jin looked over, his eyes shifting from Yoongi to me. "I'll pass. Thank you though." He says as he continues to unpack his things.

"Suit yourself." I mumble before walking out ahead of Yoongi. Yoongi soon joined my side, talking about how happy he was to be back.

I on the other hand, wasn't so pleased to be back here. I would have to spend my whole last year of college rooming with my summer camp mistake.

I wasn't even gay for fucks sake. How it came to happen, I don't even remember. Honestly, it was all just one big mistake.

No one needed to know. I'd just forget about it and go back to living my life the way it was before.

That was the plan.

"Shots!" Tae yelled, jumping up on the table and swinging his shirt in the air.

I choked down a laugh as I threw back probably my tenth shot. At this point, I was fucking wasted.

"Are you good? You're so drunk you'd think you got a girl pregnant or something." Yoongi laughed, joining my side.

"Just stressed, I guess." I say as I take yet another shot. As I did, I felt myself stumble but Yoongi caught me, holding me upright.

"I should get you back to your dorm before you pass out or something." Yoongi says but I quickly object.

"I'm fine man, see?" I say as I move back but stumble, knocking into some freshman who were passing by.

Yoongi looked over at the people then over at me. "Let's go. Don't make me carry you there." Yoongi says as he grabs my arm.

I give in, letting him drag me back to my dorm room, my head spinning and the alcohol coursing through my veins.

All I wanted was to sleep this off.

It was going on 3am when the sound of the door opening woke me up.

I sat up, turning the lamp on and turning my head to see Namjoon being carried in by his friend from earlier.

"Lay down and I'll get you some water." The guy says as he sets Namjoon down on his bed.

By the looks of if, Namjoon was hammered. I rubbed the sleep from my eyes and looked towards the sink where the guy named Yoongi was.

"I love you man, you know that right?" Namjoon asked, smiling widely as he stood back up and stumbled over to him.

"I know now go lay back down." Yoongi said, unfazed by his actions.

"No I'm serious. I love you. No homo though." Namjoon said then hiccuped as he laughed.

I bit back the smart remark I thought as I watched Yoongi guide Namjoon back to his bed.

"Drink this then go to sleep." Yoongi said as he stood and headed for the door.

"Night!" Namjoon yelled, giggling slightly as he fell back into his bed, the glass of water spilling all over him.

I watched, taken back. I hadn't seen Namjoon drunk before but then again, I hadn't ever talked to him period before that time at summer camp.

He fell silent for a moment before he randomly sat up, his face scrunching up.

"I'm gonna puke." Is all he says before he leans over, yanking up the trashcan that was beside his bed.

I watched, disgusted, as he threw up into the trashcan, getting it on his already soaking wet shirt.

"Fuck." He groaned, letting out a sigh as he set the trashcan down, looking down at his shirt.

When he made no attempts to change, I stood, walking to his bedside.

"Do you need help?" I ask, my voice hesitant. Namjoon slowly looked up, his eyes meeting mine.

"No." He says, his voice monotone as he stood up but stumbled forward.

In a swift movement, I grabbed his arm, stopping his movements.

Namjoon stiffened in my arms as he pushed himself back, standing up straight.

"Don't touch me, okay. Just leave me alone." he says before pushing past me and heading for the bathroom.

I turned my head towards the door just as he shut it. Looking down at the trash can I plugged my nose before pulling out the bag and tying it shut.

I slipped on some shoes before taking the bag out to the garbage can outside of our building.

When I got back inside I stopped in my tracks as I came face to face with Namjoon's bare back.

I swallowed as I shut the door, causing him to turn towards me, his bare chest exposed.

"I'm sobered up so don't bother staying awake. I'm fine." He says as he slips a shirt over his head and moves forward, still stumbling slightly.

"Where are you going?" I ask as he heads for the door. Without even bothering to turn back he says,

"Anywhere but here."

I had no idea where the fuck I was.

The last thing I remember was leaving the dorm and suddenly I was somewhere off campus.

I pulled my phone out of my pocket and dialed Yoongi's number but he didn't answer.

I tried all of my other friends and still no answer. Two words,

I scrolled down to the very last number in my cellphone. The one I had meant to delete after summer camp...

Sadly, I had no choice but to do this right now. I had to suck up my pride and call, no matter how badly I didn't want to.

"You shouldn't have left in this state anyway." Jin says with a sigh as he pulls up beside me in his car.

I didn't respond as I got in the car, turning my head towards the window.

After a minute, Jin let out a breath. "I know you want to forget what happened at summer camp but it happened and you can't take it back."

I snapped my head in his direction, my teeth clenched. "It was a mistake, okay. It should have never happened. It meant nothing to me and it shouldn't to you either. Forget about it." I say.

"I can't just get over the fact that I had sex with a guy, you know. It isn't exactly something you can forget about so easily." Jin says and I clench my fists.

"If you say anything to anyone I swear to you I won't hesitate to beat the shit out of you." I say, my voice dead serious.

The car is silent for a second before we pull up to the dorms and Jin speaks again.

"I won't say anything okay but I can't just listen to you tell me to forget it when that night you said it was the best sex you had ever had."

Jin's words angered me. My jaw clenched and my fists bawled up tighter.

"I thought you weren't gay. Why are you doing this?" I ask, my voice hard as I glared over at him.

"You claimed you weren't gay either, ya know. I can't help but think that isn't entirely true." Jin says.

I opened the door and got out, anger coursing through my veins as I slammed his door and headed for my room.

I could hear Jin following me in but I didn't dare look back at him. Right now I was fuming.

As we got into the room I laid down on my bed, shielding my head with pillows.

All I could do now was try to sleep away my problems. That was the best bet I had right now and all my chips were thrown in.

If this didn't work, I was fucked.