"YOU ARE A SHAME TO OUR FAMILY!"

Your mom keeps nagging at you every single day since you came back to your parent's home with a 3-month-old fetus in your womb. At first, you were really wanted to hide your pregnancy and decided to tell your parents after a while when the baby is getting bigger. But who knows a mom's instinct towards her daughter is stronger than you thought. She could smell anything that ever happened to you especially something bad and unexpected like getting pregnant.

Having a baby at such a young age and without marriage is a shameful thing in your country as the elders still practicing family orientation in their daily life and you are quite aware that religion sometimes can influence it by all the decisions and behaviors that must be followed on what had been decided to you by the elders.

So how did make you pregnant, unexpectedly?

The story began after you graduated from Dongguk University, you decided to stay in South Korea a little bit longer by applying for a job there. There's just one important reason why you didn't want to go back to your country straight away. It's because you have a boyfriend there, a man that you dated since you were still a freshman. His name is Jeon Jungkook, a Korean man and surprisingly, he was a part of a K-pop idol group called BTS.

On your first meeting with him, you had no idea that he was a singer back then as you weren't into their music industry much and BTS was still an unpopular rookie group.

How did you meet him? Well, it started when you went accompanying your friend, Kim Eun Ha, to her blind date and unexpectedly her partner also brought a friend and he was Jeon Jungkook. Jungkook also, never expose himself as a singer when you both met and thought he was just a regular Korean guy.

So both of you and Jungkook keep hanging out together since then and who knows he started to fall in love with you and so were you. Now, after dating him for 5 years and you graduated, you started to live together with him as he also moved out from his dorm since his other older members went to the military service.

The nightmare started since it. The pregnancy. Being his girlfriend, it was such a lie if you said that you never had any intimate relationship with him. There was always have one and you never forget to take contraceptive pills to avoid being pregnant. You were too afraid that your parents might kill you if they knew you are no longer a virgin.

You never told them that you have a boyfriend in South Korea because you knew they will against it no matter what without listening to you first. Both of them were really strict when it comes to marriage and finding you a husband as they also did come together from an arranged marriage. It's like a tradition in your family and you admitted that you hate the way of their thinking.

So how did you get yourself pregnant? It happened when you unintendedly forgot to take birth control pills at that time and you're so assured, feeling so confident that your period will be coming in a couple of days more. But because of this, because of your own stupidity...

You are now pregnant with Jungkook's child!

At first, you thought it might be happy news to Jungkook, as this was a symbol of our love and he will become a dad! You keep thinking about how happy he will become and both of you might decide to take this relationship to a next level such as starting a family with him. There will be a junior him calling you mommy and you can't wait to see both of them playing around the house, making a mess and nonstop laughter that could brighten up more of your days.

You went straight to your home after the pregnancy checks up at the nearby clinic. You took an emergency leave on that day and planning to make a surprise dinner for Jungkook when he came back from his office tonight. But something unexpected tragedy came as soon as you arrived there. You saw Jungkook with another girl on your bed, the bed you share with Jungkook together. He brought another woman and slept with her on your bed! He cheated on you! You both had a fight, a real big fight you have ever had with him since you became his girlfriend for the past 5 years.

"LET'S BREAK UP..."

Those simple three words were enough to make your life turn upside down. Break up with him? How about the baby then? You still didn't tell him about your pregnancy as you knew he will think that you're just making excuses for him not leaving you.

"The feelings I had for you is not the same like it used to, Y/N. Now I have found Jennie and she's way better than you!"

You could not hold the heartbreak any longer and you automatically fell to the floor in a disheveled heap as your grief poured out in a flood of uncontrollable tears. Jungkook already cleared his words. He didn't want you anymore and you just lose a place that you thought might be your true love forever. Tears spilled over and flowed down your face like a river but the pain you buried in your heart was more hurting you. That day was really a nightmare for you.

After you left Jungkook's house, you went back to your country without any hesitation. There's no reason that could hold you in Korea anymore. It's better for you to give birth in Y/C and get nationality there rather than in South Korea. His dad doesn't want him so there's no point to be around here. You had decided to quit your job at Communication Korea as a PR and planning to find another job in your country but your boss seemed like he doesn't want to let you go as he sees you as his best employee there that could bring many profits to the company. So he decided to make you work from home and you need to communicate through video call every time they held a meeting. You didn't mind working that way as long as you still got your salary and you could rest more since your pregnancy is getting bigger.

Now it's already 3 months since you were in Y/C, still listening to your parent nagged at you and 24/7 on your laptop completing your client's request every single day. Your pregnancy was already 6 months old and your belly becomes well-rounded, making you feel tightening in your uterus. But what makes you happier was that you can feel his movements, kicking from the inside. Now the bond between you and your baby is getting stronger day by day. Even though your parents asked you to abort this baby as soon as possible before it gets bigger but no! You wanted to keep this baby even you hated so much of his dad because he is really precious to you. He is also your child too. Not only Jungkook's!

"Y/N! Your friend is in front of our home right now," your sister told you one day.

"Who?"

"I don't know..." she replied with a shrug. You keep looking at your sister. Since when your sister didn't know who your friend is? She knows everyone!

You went to the front door without any hesitation and suddenly your body turned into a mannequin when you saw who was it. It was Jungkook, waiting for you anxiously. He seemed so freaking surprise when his eyes reached onto your belly. You quickly covered it up with your cardigan. Why did he even here? In your country which miles away from South Korea? What happened to his happy relationship with Jennie?

"Why you didn't tell me you're pregnant, Y/N?"

"It's not an important thing to tell you!"

"Well, it's very important to me! This is my child too!"

"Why don't you ask Jennie to give you a child then?!"

You were about to close the door. Seriously seeing him again just made you recall every nightmare that happened to you. He left you while you're still pregnant with his child for another woman! Well, you must prove to him that this baby is better without a father like him in his life. You can raise him alone! He pushed the door back.

"I'm so sorry, Y/N. I was a jerk to you and I'm very regretting what I had done to you..."

"I don't want to hear it Jungkook-ah. You and I are over now!"

Suddenly, your mom appeared and witnessed what had happened between you and Jungkook. Looking at how serious she was, you gulped down. You're dead now! She never knows who the father of your child is and it was her first time meeting Jungkook. Your secret might be exposed now!

"Who is he, Y/N?"

"He.. he is my friend, mom..."

"No, I'm her boyfriend..."

"Ex-boyfriend..."

You cut his words off before you could see the madness in your mom's eyes. You're totally dead now! She either will kill both of you and Jungkook or just send you back to Korea again. Between in these two because you knew she already tired hiding you in this house and afraid that all people here will smell of your pregnancy.

"And I'm also the father of this baby..."

You turned to Jungkook. Why does he need to admit it after he threw you away from his life?

"I am willing to take Y/N back to Korea again ma'am. I want her to give birth to our child there..."

"NO! I WILL NOT STEP THERE EVER AGAIN EVEN IN MY NEXT LIFE!"

You yelled as loud as you can towards him. You will take every risk in this life as long as you don't have to back to Jungkook's place again.

"Just take her. I don't want Y/N to be here. It's just a shame for our family..."

You looked at your mom. How could she resent you like this?