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why did i decide to come here?

maybe i wanted to ask her for advice since i'm about to become an unwed mother. what should i do?

well, i guess i know what she'd say. she always made it a habit of telling me to never go through with an unwanted pregnancy. she would definitely tell me to get rid of the baby.

"mom, do you still resent dad? you did love each other at one point, didn't you?" i will always asked this until i got the answer.

"it seems like you've been wanting to say something since you got here. what is it?" she's smart enough when it comes to dodge every questions about my dad.

"i was just wondering if you hated dad so much that you hated me too."

"if you're going to talk nonsense, you should go home before it gets late."

"why is this nonsense? i want to know why i was blamed for something that wasn't my fault while growing up. why would you say that's nonsense?"

"chaeyoung.."

"were you that unhappy that you had no choice but to get married to dad because of me? was that really my fault? the two of you had to have had feelings for each other since you got pregnant, so why did you treat me like i was the one who ruined your life?!" i just couldn't bear it anymore.

almost in my entire life.

"there's not a lot of people in the world who can easily accept a pregnancy they didn't want." i added.

"even so, i always made sure you had everything you needed."

everything?

"but you never gave me love."

i teared up. this day has been a roller coaster for me. maybe i should go home and have some rest.

"i'm sorry. i came to visit and all i did was upset you. i'll go." i said as i wiped away the tears.

she didn't deny it. that means she agrees.

before a few steps until i could reach the door, "chaeyoung!" she called out.

i froze.

"are you okay? has something happened?" she asked.

i just quickly close the door harshly and left the house with tears on my face.

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"mr. jeon, i brought dinner!" my office door creaks open, appeared my short personal assistant, park jimin.

"are you a stalker? i told you to go home for the day. why didn't you listen?" i asked as i saw him put the dinner he bought on the table in my office.

" i just felt bad you were still here working hard without dinner. i went and bought sushi for our picky eater vice president." he said while showing some of the sushi that he bought for me.

"you should eat." he added.

"you're a sly one." i told him, small smile appeared on my face.

jimin took the new chopstick and shove it in front of me.

"so, are you going to tell me what's going on? something's up, considering the almighty jeon jungkook had trouble focusing during a meeting." he said. he's like a know-it-all person. he knew everything about everyone though his eyes as small as it can be.

"did mingyu do something? but that's pretty typical of him though." he said while sipping on the coffee.

should i tell him and prepare everything for me? pretty sure he will so shocked.

"i'm going to get married." i told him.

the shocked he is, he spitted out all the coffee inside his mouth. i knew it, that's why i wait until he drank the coffee.

he covers his mouth from coughing.

"wh-what?"

"i'd like for the wedding to take place around may. can you adjust my schedule to make room for it? but, i'm fully booked until early june, right?"

he couldn't stop from coughing.

"could you stop joking around with such a serious face? i almost choked. what kind of joke is that anyway?" he said while wiping his mouth with a tissue.

"who said it was a joke?" did anyone ever says it was a joke?

"and it'd be hard to raise a child in the condo i live in, wouldn't it?" i asked as i took a bite of sushi.

"i need you to find me a new place to live. something with a big yard." i added, making the other gape.

"i think i'm going crazy. are you serious?" jimin was never like this. he is unintentionally slow and blur today.

"haven't you been paying attention? book a wedding hall at a hotel around mid-june." i repeated again.

it seemed like, he is still blur.

"huh? fine, i'll do it. the almighty jeon jungkook has commanded it, so who i am to get in his way. i'll find a house and book the wedding hall. it'll have a big yard and you'll raise a kid."

i nodded, satisfied with his sensitivity.

"but how did you have the time? did you go on a blind date without me knowing?" asked jimin.

"no." i replied, short and simple.

"then who is she? the second daughter of minatozaki group? the daughter of se-ah electronics?" he asked.

"no."

"then, who?" why is he so busy body?

"could it be.."