- Lauren's POV -

Mason, Mum and Jodie walked into my room at the same time. I thought Jodie hated me what was she doing here? They all pulled a chair around my bed as my mum spoke.

"Lauren, Jodie wanted to come here to speak to you about something, are you okay to listen?"

"Of course, but I thought you hated me?" I asked.

"No, I've never hated you Lauren and I never will I just came here today to apologise,"

"For what?" I butted in.

"I don't know how to say this and I don't know how you're going to take this but I made that fake account of Mason." she sighed.

Mason stood up, "You did what? You do realise she nearly died tonight? You could've stopped this. What was it because of, her having other friends than you even though you completely dropped her for being sad and lonely?"

"Go easy on her." I tried to shout.

"Look, I'm sorry but that's totally unacceptable Jodie, you were Lauren's only friend, you ditched her so why make the situation even worse?" My mum asked.

"I don't know, I just thought that maybe it would make her feel the way I felt."

"What do you mean?" Mum questioned.

"Lauren didn't tell me anything anymore, she barely spoke to me anymore and I felt like I was annoying her."

"You weren't annoying me at all Jodie, you're my best friend and I need you so much and I had no one at all this week and you being friendly with Tamsin made it worse, you know what she's like with me and I'd never do anything like that to you."

"I know and I totally understand if you don't want to be friends with me anymore, I'm so sorry."

"Let's build a bridge and get over it," we both said at the same time laughing. I couldn't not be friends with her, she was like a sister to me, everyone falls out sometimes and if I had Mason and Jodie in my life I didn't need anyone else. They had both made me forget about being force fed almost two hours ago to the point now where I felt it would be unnecessary to even think about it, I kept wondering about what would have happened if I did die, what would people be saying about me?

Mason stood up and asked if anyone wanted a drink,

"I thought you just went for one?" I asked

"The machine was broke, they told me to come back in ten minutes, so yeah," he stuttered.

Jodie went with him, I hoped they were able to get along. They were the only friends I had and it wouldn't be easy to have them both if they hated each other.

There was a knock at the door, they couldn't be back already. My mum walked up to the door and opened it, it was the nurse.

"How are you Lauren?"

"I'm feeling much better now, thank you." I responded.

"Is everything okay?" Mum asked.

"Lauren we need you to see a psychiatric nurse as we are worried about your weight as it has dropped into the anorexic area, we need you to talk to someone so we can see what the right treatment is and you need to tell them exactly what is wrong or what has happened okay?" she said comfortingly.

"Thank you," Mum said as the nurse walked off.

I know what the problem is but when I speak about it or think about actually explaining the reason behind the misery I feel terrible and stupid.