《HELPLINE》twenty-five; isaac

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T W E N T Y - F I V E

I S A A C

➸ three and a half months later

i've always loved christmas.

it was my favourite day of the year, as a kid. mum and dad were amazing at it. even the year i found out father christmas wasn't real.

that was a sad year.

but christmas miracles are definitely a thing. i've seen love actually enough time to know that.

i've been a couple of dates since henry; they were pretty okay, actually. but now - after all this time - maybe it's worth one last shot.

and i'd just like to reassure everyone i have absolutely one hundred per cent moved on from henry. i'm just very in the spirit of christmas. all alone in this house, with only a tiny christmas tree and the christmas special of downton abbey to comfort me.

fuck it, i'm going now.

it's cold. too cold. in fact, there are little flakes of snow dusting my shoulders as i wait impatiently outside henry's flat.

god, i love snow.

i'm not sure this was such a good idea. actually, i don't think this was a good idea at all. i'm going.

"isaac?"

henry has finally opened the door, dressed in a christmas jumper and a pair of black jeans, looking shocked. i wave half-heartedly at him.

"er...hello?"

i probably should've written a speech first. god, it's like i've never even seen love actually.

henry smiles at me slightly, still looking shocked. "come in."

come come come come come, i think furiously to myself as henry leads me inside, and maybe i start saying out loud too, because he sends me a very funny look.

there's quite a lot of people inside, actually, and lots of music and alcohol. in the corner, i can see shania pretending to giggle shyly at a ridiculously handsome man in a black suit, clutching a glass of whisky in one hand.

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i shake my head to myself. some things never change.

i soon realise that isaac isn't the only one wearing a christmas jumper. in fact, everyone's wearing a christmas jumper. and there's mariah carey playing in the background. hang on, this is a christmas party!

isaac hands me a drink - i'm too busy gawping to notice what it is - and taps on my shoulder. "is there something you wanted to say?" he asked.

"yeah," i mumbled.

"WHAT?" he shouted.

"let's go somewhere a bit quieter."

we go into the kitchen, which is empty apart from some beer bottles. i notice a few cds from the smiths in the bin.

"so," i said, giving him an accusatory look. "you're having a christmas party."

henry nodded. "with the people from work." at my frown, he elaborated. "i got a new job. i'm the secretary for a law firm now. it's very serious."

"right," i said. "new job."

he smiled and took another sip of his drink. "what about you?"

i looked down at the floor. "i'm fine."

"MORE MARIAH CAREY!" someone shouted in the living room.

"no!" shania cried.

the cd started up in the background as i continued on. "so i came here to ask you some stuff. and stuff -"

i don't want a lot for christmas

"okay," henry said, not smiling.

"i still love you, henry," i blurted out. "and i came here because love actually told me to and because i don't want to watch the downton special alone, and because i love mariah carey - but most of all i love you. hen, i love you," i told him, and as i finished my speech, mariah finished her verse.

all i want for christmas is you

lucy xox

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