Johannas POV

Katie had an adventurous morning, I put her in a headspace she had never gone Into before, I broke her. And I was satisfied. And after I broke her, I put all the pieces back together again.

I watched as she laid on the living room carpet, she had a pacifier in her mouth and she was playing with some baby sensory toys. She giggled and squealed as one of the toys lit up and sang a song, clapping her hands. I smiled at her reaction, snapping a few photos of her.

She came and crawled over to me, bringing her toys and sitting at my feet. She laid her head against my knee and looked up at me with a stuffie clutched in her hand. "Hello little one." I said to her, pushing her hair back behind her ears. It was still tangled and it knots, but we'll worry about that later. She smiled underneath her paci and went back to playing with her toys.

I'm glad she didnt go into sub drop, that wouldn't have been good. I remember when I first experienced dom drop, I did a scene with a close friend of mine, and she took it like a champ, but when I saw how bruised and beaten she was after I felt so bad that I cried for hours. Katie has been in sub drop four times since we've been together. The first three times were in the beginning when we first started having sex and doing scenes, the last time was a few months ago, which was when I decided we should have a break from scenes and having sex. And we did. She doesn't go into it much anymore, I thought she might've today but I've noticed she just goes into little space after most scenes. Which is what happened.

Katie was rubbing her eyes and yawning, I knew it was getting close to nap time and I know she was super sleepy. I grabbed her up and brought her to our room. "Nap?" She asked me through her pacifier, I nodded my head "yes baby, we're gonna take a nap." I told her, I sat her down in the bed and walked over to our dresser, I pulled out a pull up just in case, when she's really little like this she tends to forget about going to the potty and I don't want a mess In the bed. She laid down on her back and let me slide it up her legs. "Nakey" she said and started to take her sweatshirt off, "no no no." I told her, pulling it back down, "little baby's have to wear clothes in this house." I said as I laid her down, "mama mean" she stated, crossing her arms, "oh mamas mean? Well fine, I guess baby Katie doesn't get boobies for her nap." She uncrossed her arm and smiled, "mama not mean." I smiled and nodded my head, "that's what I thought," I said before laying in bed with her. I lifted my shirt and she immediately wrapped her lips around my nipple, sucking on it softly. I scratched her scalp and watched her as her eyes fluttered open and closed. Finally after ten minutes her eyes closed all the way and I could hear her soft snores. I wrapped my arms around her and cuddled her to me, kissing her head before I closed my eyes so I could nap too.

I moved my arm to touch Katie and she wasn't there, I opened my eyes and frowned at the empty spot. Sighing, I got out of bed, checking the bathroom "not there.." I said before I walking out the room, I walked out into the living room, "maybe her room." I turned around and walked back down the hallway before I realized it was raining, Katie loved the rain, and we have a big backyard. "Shit." I walked back into the living room and to the back door, I peeked through the blinds and there she was, running around and jumping in puddles. I opened the door and her head snapped towards me. "Hi mama!" She yelled over the rain, she ran towards me and I put my hand up, "I love you so much and as much as I wanna hug you, you're soaking wet kiddo." She giggled, "I was awake and you were still sleeping and it had been an hour. Then I heard the rain." She said with a big smile. "Okay well, You need to come inside now, before you catch pneumonia. So take your clothes off, and I'll go get you a towel." She nodded her head and started to strip out of her wet clothes, I hurriedly grabbed a towel from our laundry room and ran back to her. I wrapped her up in the towel and she took her wet clothes into the laundry room, dropping them in the washer. "Come on kid, let's get you in the bath and warmed up." She followed me to the bathroom and I started the water, putting some bubbles in and her bath toys. She stepped into the water and sat down, grabbing her toys to play with. I let her play for a few minutes before starting to wash her. She stood up and I washed her legs, her butt and her back. "Wait don't sit down, I have to get your kitty." I grabbed a separate wash cloth and our bar of unscented soap and washed the outside of her kitty softly. When I was done she sat back down and kept playing with her toys. "Okay, ten minutes and I gotta get you out." I told her, she nodded her head and continued to play. I walked out the bathroom and got some clothes out for her to wear. I grabbed her some pink fuzzy sweatpants and a matching pink tank top.

She threw a little fit when I went to get her out, but she immediately cut it out when I raised my hand to pop her butt. I dried her off and rubbed lavender lotion all over her body so she'll be calm the rest of the night. I got her dressed and sent her out into the living room to play so I could start cooking dinner.

I glanced over at her every few minutes to make sure she was being good. She was laying on the couch, watching tv. I was cutting up zucchini when I heard a knock at our door. I put the knife down and walked to the door, opening it.

It was Katie's mother.