Chaos is all I hear when you are near.

I can hear it in your voice.

In the special way you sing.

I'd love to get out of this place go somewhere far from this song, away from the tunes you shall play all day.

I guess I thought I was happy.

But today, not really.

No worries it may be due to the troubled chaos you spew from your mouth, your actions unknowingly.

Now don't get me wrong.

You're a great person it's only when you pick up on the chaos the circus wants to create more muse only for the few, they want to join you.

Today I realized how much I mean to myself and only then I've noticed the others that love me.

And sure they don't tell me all the time, that I should know that deep inside.

Its the first time in a while I've cried happy and sad all in one day together.

Honestly, makes me glad.

Happy for you.