《Poetry; Sure It May Hurt》Be proud
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Lately you've been so mean
And I don't know what to do
You're nice over text but when we face each other it's like there's something wrong
I dont know how to ask you
what's going on
because I'm afraid you'll start to yell and scream at me even though I was only concerned about your well-being
I know it's hard what ever your going through but it's hard for me too
All I wanted to do was maybe help you.
At times I'm mad and upset with you and at others I love you
I never really see you and I'm okay with that I really am
Though when you come back it's like ww2 again
Not all the time but recently you've been this way to all of us.
It's tiring.
So are all those promises you say you'd keep yet here I am getting my hope's up once again
It's like I'm stuck in this rut that I dont know how to get out of
I wanna keep giving you these chances but
I dont wanna get broken all over again because of something you might say or some stupid mistake that gets made
If you couldn't keep it then why let me get my hopes up in the first place?
I know I'm almost 17 and shouldn't be falling for your filthy schemes anymore
but I want to keep giving you more tries until your last life dies
because I believed in you
And still do
Though
It's like you cant see me anymore.
Almost as if I was never here.
Who let you near
This place I hide, I keep quiet because what else Is there to do?
Sleep all day until noon?
I haven't given up
Not yet
More so just lost my motivation to keep me alive
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To get me up and moving out of this bed that I insist on sleeping in
but that's okay
once the next morning breaks I can start all over again
To finally have the motivation to get me up outta bed.
To be productive again.
But...
Even then
on the days I've barely done a thing.
I'm still proud
because I've done something
even if it was small to others
That's a huge step to me.
So, that at least makes me happy.
You should be proud of yourself for these little things you've done
You've come so far along
I'm proud of you.
Truly I am.
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