"Jess,it's been almost five months since you've said a word to me!"I say to Jessie as she packs her things,getting ready to go to class. "Hm"Jessie 'says' as she shrugs her shoulder.

"When are you going to speak to me? With more than a word or a sentence?"I ask in frustration. Jessie throws her bag over her shoulder,takes a deep breathe, and walks up to me.

I see a smile form in her face so I smile as well.

"Go to hell Rebeka Emilia Ronald"Jessie lets out,letting go of that smile. "You know. I'm just going to assume you're upset about you and Danny's break up and are just taking it out on me".I say. Jessie shoves me out of the way as she walks past me and out the door.

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"Hey Beka hold up!"Ethan calls out as he rushes towards me,with a slight jog. I give him a confused expression.

I cross my arms and wait for him to speak,waiting for nonsense to come out. "Look,I uh- I've been meaning to talk to you"Ethan says. "Well right now's not the time"I say giving him a light shove as I walk passed him,that didn't help. Ethan grabbed my wrist and gave it a tight squeeze. "Hey I just want to talk,that's all"Ethan says...again. "There's nothing to talk about"I sassed trying to let go of Ethan's grip. "Come on,I miss you Beka"Ethan says.

"She said let her go" says someone walking up behind Ethan. "You again?" Ethan rhetorically asked. "It's Alex"Alex says crossing his arms and giving Ethan a quick and sarcastic smile. Ethan rolls his eyes and turns his attention back to me. Ethan meets his cheek against mine, "Meet me in my room,tonight"Ethan whispered before letting go of my arm. Ethan turns to Alex and scoffs before walking off.

"You okay?"Alex asks me as he holds both my hands,examining for bruises or any marks. "Yeah I'm okay,thanks" I say. "What did he say to you?"Alex asks curiously. "Oh the whispe- ? Oh that was nothing,just that he misses me" I cover up. There was no way I was telling him what really said.

"Hey so ,we need to talk"Alex scheduled. "Right now? I'm going to be late to class"I say ,trying to get out of whatever Alex had to talk to me about. "Please it'll be fast"Alex says desperately. "Fine"I grunted.

"What's going on between us? What are we? Like I'm not sure what's going on with us two"Alex admitted,and maybe I should've been the one to ask the questions ,because I don't know what's going on with us either. "Can we not talk about this right now?"I say with a tone of exhaustion. I try to walk off ,and past Alex but he grabs my wrist. I just stared at him and his hand wrapped around my wrist. All I thought about was Ethan.

"I'm sorry,I didn't mean to-",Alex says after rapidly removing his hand. "No,it's okay. Really."I admitted giving him a quick smile.

"So...us?"Alex asks. "Not now Alex, I have to get going" I say. "Well if not now then when Beka?"Alex sassed. "I'm sorry" I whined letting my shoulders drop. "I've just been going through a lot" I add. "Well I guess you've been going through a lot since December because all we've been doing is sleeping together for four months!I'm not even sure what to call you,my girlfriend?A friend with benefit? What are we Beks because I don't know and I'm tired of thinking and trying to figure it out!"Alex snaps.

I didn't know what to say to Alex,I'm not sure what to tell him,I didn't have an answer for him because I don't know either. I look at Alex as his eyes lock with mine. I walk towards him and cup his cheeks. I stand on my toes and give him a quick kiss. "I'll catch you later.Okay?" I say before walking off to class.