Letting you go,

is a type of pain,

I don't ever want to feel again.

Again?

Feel it again?

When have I felt it?

When did you leave?

If I have asked you,

to stay, would you do so?

Would you stay?

Knowing the way,

I loved you so much,

knowing that I was still so young,

knowing that I could never,

never let go

of the feeling you made me feel.

Feel like I'm home.

You told me I was the only one.

That I could be in the light of your eye.

But after seeing those lights go all dark,

I'm changing my mind,

not wanting to talk.

Will it be better

if I die as well?

Will all the pain go

and rot in hell?

Will my heart

fly high again,

after seeing you

just once again?