《vent diary. ✓》five
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TW: MENTIONS OF KNIVES AND RAZORS AND DRUGS, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
❝❞ akito said with a fake smile, minako smiled and hugged akito. it felt... soft, seeing akito happy makes her happy aswell
just even though she hates him for being a successful, gay, man.
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weeks ago, akito still recieved death threats and it got worse, resulting to depression and losing his own sanity.
he was crying in his bed when suddenly someone knocked on the door, akito sat down in his bed and spoke within sobs ❝❞ said the boy with a soft and broken voice
a mysterious girl with long white hair and his sister, ena came inside his room with cookies, instant ramen, orange juice and his favorite; pancakes.
ena then placed the food tray on the table and sat down on akito's chair, ❝❞ akito asked with a stern voice, and is still broken from sobs, ❝❞ ena asked with a soft voice, unfortunately, akito scoffed
❝❞ he was confident, but he wanted to cry so bad, its his first time seeing ena being so worried about akito, her own little brother. ❝❞ kanade said with a smile, her voice was soft.
suddenly, two girls from nightcord noticed that akito started sobbing and ran to hug ena, his tears staining on ena's shirt ❝❞ onee-san, ena's face softened when she heard akito saying onii-chan for the first time. ena pats akito's face, shushing his cries as akito kept sobbing
❝❞ she said with a soft voice, akito sniffled and stood up. akito sighed, and finally explained everything what was going on, but not the diary he had mentioned
now ena's face grew worried more, she hugged him, and akito broke into tears, kanade pat the boy's back. ❝❞ akito said between sobs, ❝❞ it was the first time akito aplogized, usually akito is confident and is not afraid of anything until now
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maybe the next day akito gets better
nope.
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3:15 AM
akito stared at himself in the mirror, its just himself, but his eyes are... dimmed. it has no shine at all, has he lost his sanity already?
he exited the bathroom and went to write something on his diary, it was about today. akito wrote it with no emotion at all, he's already broken from the death threats, saying that they hope that akito kills himself one day.
he closed the diary, slid it under the bed, and went to sleep. however the next day, akito's eyes didn't changed at all, but he still need to keep his image up. so he did as what mafuyu does
fake your own personality.
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