"Hey Y/n, Zander said he can't drive you home today he had an emergency football practice. Is it ok with you if I'm the one who'll drive you home instead?" Kendall says to me as I exit the PS office.

"Yeah ok." I smile at her then adjust the strap of my camera that is hanging from my neck.

I take my camera to capture the flock of birds that are flying south. "You love photography?" I hear Kendall ask behind me.

"Uh yeah, I had been since my dad gave me my first ever Polaroid camera when I was 12." I say facing her.

"Great." She nods.

Kendall, Kendall Jenner well she is my boyfriend's cousin but unlike other cousins, they are very close to each other they are best friends. Zander's friends are Ken's friends and I knew her because of Zander. I'm not even friends with Zander at that time although he is courting me. I remember when I first saw her it's when I thought Zander gave up on annoying me. After all, I didn't see his annoying ass at my lockers in days when suddenly there's a girl appear and introduced herself as Zander's friend and then said that he wanted to give me those flowers because he can't make it here today. She seemed nice so I accepted the flowers. It continued for a week because Zander was away for his football tournament and every time she gave me those flowers and chocolates I feel something warm inside that I can't help to accept from her.

Because of that, I accepted Zander's love for me.

"Thank you for the ride, Kendall," I tell her and nod.

"Don't worry we're friends." Ouch. Why does it hurt when she says those? Do I want to be her best friend? No that's so silly.

"Yeah friends," I say for the last time and shut her car door.

I am brushing my hair when I get a text from Zander. 'Babe, I'm sorry did you get home safe?' ~ Zander

Huh? Why is he asking me that I thought he's the one who told Kendall to drive me home because he has a practice? 'Yeah Kendall drove me home, she said you had a practice?' then I send it to him.

'Thank god I can count on Kendall. Babe, I'm sorry if I made you wait for me but will you go with me to my grandparents' 50th anniversary next Thursday? I love you.' ~ Zander

I send him a text that 'it's ok and sure I'll go with him and that I miss him too.' I know it's not what he said but I can't, I just can't. I can't say it back I mean I like him I do but I don't know if I love him enough to say it back.

/ Monday /

I am sitting on the bleachers waiting for Zander. I'm supposed to watch my 'boyfriend' play instead here I am watching someone from afar cheering her lungs out with her short skirt uniform and pompoms. She's just so unbelievably beautiful wearing her smile even though she's already tired from all those yelling and flipping. She's still so attractive even if she is drenched with sweats. Her long hair tied up in a ponytail, her chest heaving up and down breathing hard because of tiredness. The way her skin glows by the sun's light and her long-toned legs outshine when she do her stunts.

I'm scared.

I don't know if what I'm feeling is just because of my admiration for her or it is more than just that. I don't know when did I start to have these feelings for her but I know from the start when she appeared and introduced herself and gave me those gifts I got this good kind of weird feeling inside me.

And as much as I want to capture her smile, I can't. I have a boyfriend and I don't know if he would feel nice if he knows that I'm catching feelings for someone.

No, not just for someone it's for his cousin.

And a girl.

"Babe! did you see my skills? I score most of the games!" My boyfriend says. I smile and nod at him "Yeah you're great out there."

He kisses me and I let him. "Where do you want to eat? The whole team is going too even the cheerleaders are coming but I'll let you decide, after all, it's my treats for the dinner."

"I don't know. Ask Kendall?" I say

"You're my girlfriend I'll follow you not Kendall she's just my cousin." I frown but hide it.

"No I mean I don't know where to go I'll just go wherever, you can ask your team," I tell him.

"Ok babe waits for me at the car I'll shower first, I love you." I nod at him and walk my way to his car.

I am taking pictures when suddenly someone grabs me by my waist and covers my mouth. I'm shocked. Heck, I'm scared I'm the only one out here in the parking lot, the players and the cheerleaders are still in their shower rooms. And I can't even shout for my life because the person still has its hand on my mouth then the person presses me to its body. I panic, so I wiggle myself out when suddenly it loses and I hear a girl giggling behind me.

I turn around and see Kendall with a red face. I sightly slap her arm and frown at her. "Why did you do that?! I'm so scared I thought I'm kidnaped by someone." Then crosses my arms.

"I'm sorry? It's just that your so caught up by taking pictures and you're not even scared if you are just the only one out here so I decided to scare you." She says nervously and gives me a half-smile.

I look at her mouth then back to her eyes, I smile back at her. "It's ok, just please don't ever do that again." I tell her.

She opens her arms so I go and hug her. "I won't. I promise." I feel her sniff my hair and hug me tight.

"Are you ok?" I ask her and copy her strength. "Yeah, I'm ok. I just want to hug you longer."

Little did she know I crave her touch too.

...

"Babe, you ready?" My boyfriend asks me. Tonight is his grandparents' golden anniversary so he's picking me up.

"Yes, let's go."

We got here half an hour ago and Zander's now with the boys while I'm here sitting with his parents, well I don't have a choice because I chose to photograph these lovely old couples.

"Sweetie I love this one! Do you take photography classes?" Zander's mom says looking at the pictures I took.

"Oh yeah, I join the photography class in school." I tell them.

At the other table eight feet away from us, I see Kendall with their other family members and friends. She looks so happy and perfect.

And I want to be the reason for it.

"Go join them Y/n, you'll get bored here with our oldies conversation."

"It's okay, I don't know all of them."

"I'm sure you know Kendall? because Zander and she are close." Zander's dad says

"Yes, I know her." I tell them and before I knew it Kendall is on her way to our table.

"Yes, uncle?" She then notices me "Y/n?! Why are you here by yourself, where is that mophead anyway?"

"Uhh, I'm with them? And he's with some guys."

"Come here let's go." She gets my hand and drags me outside.

"Where are we going?" I ask laughing, she's so cute dragging me just that instant.

"We're leaving the party." Wait for what?!

"But we just got here almost an hour ago and what about Zander?" ..Well, I can still text Zander but I'm here with him wouldn't he be mad if I go with Kendall?

"Fuck him he got the guts to leave you but you can't?! C'mon, let's have our girls' time." Well, he loves me so he'll understand.

We get into her car and she is driving for almost an hour now, I still have no idea where are we going.

"Hehe ya um, I think you need to sleep a little until we get there.."

"Why, where are we going?" It's late and I don't have anything with me except for my phone and my camera.

"Well where going somewhere private and I want to show you the place, trust me you'll love it there." She says, looking at me with those hypnotizing brown orbs.

"Ok." I don't know why but feel like I can't say no to her.

We stop into a mansion. I notice that it's just the only house here. It may be late at night but it is bright in here since we're somewhere at the top of the mountain and the stars are gloriously shining on the dark blue skies. I didn't notice that Kendall have to drag me to the mansion? maybe it's her house but I need to confirm it first I don't want to end up in jail.

"Uhh, Kendall, whose mansion is this?" I ask. stopping at the front door, fidgeting with my hands behind my back.

"Don't be nervous Y/n/n it's mine, you're not going to jail and besides I won't let that happen to you, you know?" She says very sweetly.

I follow her inside and we end up eating chips and drinking some beverages while getting to know more about each other. And guess what? She likes photography too and now we both look like weirdos with our cameras hanging on our necks. We're both laughing and smiling at the moments that we had captured back when we're not that good at taking pictures.

"Wait. I just realized I still don't have a photo of you. Can you smile for me?" Kendall says. Pleading at me with her soft brown eyes.

Even though I can't resist her I'm still shy knowing she'll be taking a picture of my monstrous self and just by thinking of that, I hide my face with my hair. Although I can still hear her camera flashing and feeling her pushing my hands away from my face, in the end, she wins by capturing me with my very weird look, and guess what she let herself join me and take almost another twenty shots of us and me sometimes looking at her or just me being me in four in the morning- wait four in the morning?! Gosh, I didn't realize it's already almost morning but then I'm really happy I'm with her.

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Part 2 is coming.