look

im definitely looking at your cat and not at your hand, i swear

hshahshshah

anyways

how are you?

i'm fine?

i mean, i had a "fight" with felix

and you? how are you?

oh i'm sorry about that

are you ok?

yeah, i'm ok, kinda

what happened?

well

we were at the library but he said something about a friend so i got mad and i left

kinda rude of me lol

but i texted him sorry, i hope he isn't mad

but i also told him that we should not see each other's for some time

i'm kinda dumb

nah your not dumb, it's ok to get mad sometimes

what did he said about your friend?

well a couple of days ago me and felix were at the library and we meet that friend

let's call that friend matt

so matt said that we will see each other's the next day because we agreed to go out together and after me and lix went to one table to start studying felix said that i should not go out with matt because he's a fuck boy or whatever

and also felix and matt are friends so it kinda makes me confused, he is jealous?

it's not like i'm gonna fuck matt like he probably thinks

but anyways today me and lix went to the library again and i was replying to a text from matt and felix started with "dOn'T yOu rEmEmBeR wHaT i ToLd YoU? yOu ShOuLd StAy AwAy FrOm HiM" and bla bla bla

and he couldn't even give me a reason why i should stop talking to matt, that's what makes me more mad

woah

that's a long ass message, i hope i'm not bothering you, sorry

you aren't bothering me, don't worry

thanks

well

felix is your friend

i think he genuinely cares about you and just wants to protect you

maybe you should be more careful when you with matt

nah

matt is a great guy

then tell me how matt is

absolutely a sweetheart

we don't know each other for so long,

but he's been making sure that tHAT IM OK AND IF I HAVE EATEN LIKE ALMOST EVERY DAY

HELLO??? I WANNA MARRY THIS GUY

so he's nice to you?

pleased to hear that he's a good guy

SEE? FELIX SHOULDNT TALK LIKE THAT ABOUT HIM

HES PROBABLY JEALOUS

he probably likes him or whatever

i mean, i like you too| *message not sent*

i kinda like him too lol

oh... (a.n. read this with a sad tone 😔🙏)

he better treat you right or i'm breaking his legs

hehahahsa don't worry hyung

but anyways

do you think felix is mad at me?

i texted him like an hour ago and he still hasn't replied

dont worry, he'll reply

just give him time

anyways

wow i start every sentence with anyways

as you can see my dictionary is limited lol

hahahahah you're so cute

anyways

fuck i did it again

aNYWAYS.

there's this movie i wanna see

would you like to come with me and see it?

sure!

what movie it is?

oh uhm

there's actually no movie, i just wanted an excuse to go out with you again and i wasn't expecting a yes ...........

is there any movie you wanna see? 😃

hahaha cute

mhm actually there's a movie i'd like to see

i'm not telling you what movie it is tho,

it's a surprise 😉

and you don't need excuses to go out with me, you can just say that you want to see me, i'd be pleased to spend time with you 😌

oh surprise

when are we seeing the movie?

oh idk

let's decide tomorrow

now it's late, you should sleep

goodnight 🥺

goodnight hyung, see you tomorrow!

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i originally called matt 'john', but changed the name last minute because liked the name better. but since i'm dumb i may have missed some parts where i wrote john, so if you see 'john' in this chapter that's actually matt 😭