i snap up from where i passed out with a sudden gasp, i tap my chest as i'm breathing very roughly, Aidan and Nathan wake up quickly, they stand up to come over to be but my heart aches with betrayal as i move away from them, my legs buckling as i stumble, but i get back up and move away, "I told you no!" I snap at them and they have regret in their eyes, "the one place-" tears begin to stream down my face again, "The one place i told you never want to go, the one place i'm scared of going and-and- you tricked me!" i wine, sitting on the floor and curling up, "two fucking needles-" i snap my head up and look to my arm to see slight bruising from where the needle was pulled out roughly by me, "Never!" i shout at them, my breathing picking up, i squint my eyes shut trying to forget about the needle that was pushed into my arm, "I don't even know what happened!" I shake my head and shudder, remebering something cold that that's it. 

"they did the test, turns out you are!" i curl up tighter hearing my bones begin to crack.

"no, wait, i didn't, ah, fuck-" i wine in pain, confusion dreading through me as i curl up tighter, the already over sized clothes burrying me as i shift, unwillingly into my fox. when i do shift i just lay there in the pile of clothing like a fox who just got ran over by a car.

"um, little red?" i hear someone call. in response i lazily grunt as i get up off of the ground, my tail between my legs as i walk out with my head hanging low. i stop at the closed door and just headbutt it. i hear a click and the door opens, i walk out feeling very uncomfortable as i walk out of the area and out the door. 

i find my way up to our room, ignoring the fact that they are both following me from a few feet behind me. when i get in i crawl under the bed when i realise that there are blankets and pillows blocking it all. i groan out but walk towards it, digging and poking into it when i make myself a little den under the bed and curl up into a comfortable ball, i hear a click and everything begins to get warmer....... they did this....... oh, so warm... i think it's clear they are forgiven.....

i pur continuasly as everything just feels amazing.. i wish they fit under the bed.. but i'll cope with this...