TW attempted suicide- also this is a bit short because I wanted to leave it at a cliff hanger. also sorry get ready to cry

I wake up with my head pounding and raised a hand the the back of it "y/n don't touch" Severus was on the other side of the room I recognised as his "Do you remember anything from last night" He walks over and hands a hot coffee to me "All I remember is Blaise pinning me to a wall" He sits down on the end of the bed "He tried to do something horrible y/n, but don't worry he will get punished appropriately" I sit up and hug him and he settles into it.

-A month Later-

It's been quite lonely for the past month, I can only be with Severus at certain times and can only visit dad at night. Dad is the only person I can trust with anything, of course I trust Severus but if I told him about Sirius he would freak out. So the only person I could fully open up to was hard to see. Blaise managed to get off with a suspension and I was fully recovered. Although I had two amazing people to talk to I often found myself wondering around the castle at 3am and never really slept. Sirius and Severus were the only things keeping me sane right now. I didn't know if they could save me though, It was a stormy night and I had wrapped myself in some of Severus' robes he had given me and started to walk to the astronomy tower. I climbed round the corner at the top and suddenly felt the cold wind hit me, it was time.

I walk up to the balcony tears rushing down my face, my eyes stinging from the wind and my hair wet from the rain. I step both legs over the barrier and once my whole body is on the other side I break down into sobbing, yes i'll miss Severus and dad but at least i'll finally be free, free from this skin thats been touched, free from my horrible brain and free from this life. After releasing all my tears i'm ready to finally leave.

I jump.